Chapter 3 . . . See you soon, I will be waiting to see you. . .
When she was turned, she saw him and her heart seemed to escape from her chest, he looked at her with lust, again... She knew it, she knew that what she had been afraid of would happen again and neither of the things that she thought to avoid or prevent it could help in that moment. Her faithful wand was still under the pillow, her parents that served as a protective shield were not there, she was left alone. . . I mean, they left her with him.
After she saw he was looking at her she immediately ready to cross to the door, but she didn't walk more than two steps when she felt his strong arm take her from the waist and close the door with the other hand. The trembling returned to her body, it was uncontrollable, she want to cry or to shout but her mind didn't coordinate with her body, she acted subconsciously and was even surprised herself when she discovered she was fighting with all her strength.
She had imagined that if it happened again she wouldn't fight, she thought that she wouldn't have sufficient strength or if she forced herself not to think about it then everything would happen faster. But the resistance in her was strong and she fought against it.
He struggled to catch Ginny's wrists and held them tight against his chest while with the other hand he held her waist without releasing her. They walked from the front door to the hall of The Burrow struggling a lot and fighting. Both panted from the effort of the fight. Suddenly Ron pressed his back against the wall and stopped the fighting with her tightly in his arms.
-Sssshhh... Sssshhh…- He silenced her slowly, whispering in her ear.
-Ron… Ron!!- Ginny sobbed.
She wished to say so many things but all she could say was his name. They were still against the wall but not fighting anymore, he held her without hurting her, but holding enough so that she couldn't go out of his arms.
Ron brought his lips to her neck and rubbed them on her skin, smelled her aroma, rubbed the skin of their faces together and repeated smoothly –ssssshhh...– with the intention of calming her. She yielded for a moment. He took away the hand that was at her waist, and leaned against her body, just like he had done on the occasion, the difference was that now they were dressed and… now she didn't notice any erection.
Maybe she was wrong but that made feel relatively calm. He began to move them to the hall holding her still. When they approached the sofa he fell down, hauling her with him and sat her on his lap, he pulled her against his chest and freed her wrists and began to touch her breasts. There was a moment when she made an effort to get up, but while he had his hands on her body she couldn't get away.
Ginny was held on the sofa and hopefully whispered his name, but her brother seemed to think that what she was begging for his caresses. She began to feel something under her buttocks harden. In her mind she wished that hadn't happened. One moment later he gave a moan as if of a light pain and that part of his body relaxed. Her magical power had acted without a thought in her mind to bring about the desperate desire that she had. She felt happy to be a witch.
But the caresses from him did not stop, they continued with the same intensity, surely he sought to get aroused again. He caressed all her body and rubbed her breasts, he continued panting and her nails were digging in the sofa. With his left hand he pressed her breasts and his right hand descended slowly, putting it between her legs and rubbed over her pussy. Her only defence was to try to close the legs with force but it wasn't enough, his hand was already between her legs and did not stop moving over the fabric of her trousers as he touched her intimately. Ginny also felt his wet kisses travelling down her neck and felt again as if ice was on her skin.
-Ssssshhh… relax, you're not helping me…-
-Ron… no, I don't want…-
Ron's caresses ceased when he listened to her and they stayed in silence for a moment, just like they were, as slowly their bodies relaxed. They went from tension to calm although his hands still continued on her body, touching and squeezing but the situation seemed to recover his good judgment and his ardour seemed to ease…
-You need to become accustomed… When you do it, you won't suffer any more…- He spoke very slowly in her ear with a lot of calmness –We love you Ginny, we never would hurt you, you are our sister…-
The silence returned, the words that Ron said going round in her mind without being able to assimilate them, she didn't understand. What does he understand by hurt? He always had taken care of her with Corner and Dean. He didn't want anybody to hurt her; but what did he supposed that they did with her?
The threat passed and she was thinking about all that as she on his lap, with his hands around her. The time passed quietly, she didn't know how much time had elapsed. He was relaxed so much that he even went to sleep. You are incredible Ron, incredible!
She raised herself smoothly and looked at him, sleepy on the sofa, doing those faces and those sounds that on another occasion would make her smile, but now surprised her very much. The man that was seated there was Ron, RON!! Her brother, the boy that she had always known as her brother. The fever had passed him and he was himself again... just Ron. She remembered… Ron was her brother, although when he changed so. . . And she despises him with all her soul.
She went up to the bedroom, appreciating more than ever what it was to be a witch, but surely she would not have that power all the time to make things happen like today that had saved her. Saved? He touched me with lust!, she thought; I think that I am saved just because he did not penetrate me? Am I really saved? …
The thoughts filled her mind and were turning over and over, the tears fell silently about her face, her thoughts couldn't be clear. Ginny did not know what would happen tomorrow or how she would act with him later… or at dinner.
She listened as they arrived, the first thing that they saw was Ron asleep on the sofa, she descended the stairs and was surprised to see Bill again, he hadn't gone after all.
-Bill? What happened?-
-Oh, the matters that brought me here are complicated, I have to work on it tomorrow-
Ginny observed the few purchases of their mother and that there wasn't anything that the twins had bought. She noted that Fred and George looked at Ron and that was he asleep on the sofa. Why did the twins go with her parents? Did they really have to buy something in Diagon Alley? She understood it! They meant to leave Ron alone with her.
Two hours later they were ready for dinner and she tried to act in as natural a way that was possible. But it was as if she had an antenna, she was on the alert for the first sign of danger. During the dinner they talked of the Gringots' matters and some stories of their father in the Department. If someone were to see them they wouldn't have noticed anything…
When she was prepared for sleep, she listened... There were noises in the twin's room, the noises that she had always recognized from their encounters. They were having sex without her… She took her wand instinctively, ready if they wanted to go for her.
She was paying attention to the sounds as never before, so much so she practically knew what they were doing. The noises ceased, she waited as the quiet returned. So she understood something: they acted with the consent of the other because the other wanted sex too. Because, when she said to Ron: "No. I don't want" he stopped. They pressured her because they know that it happens in the beginning that way but thought she would want it.
The night was quiet, nobody went to look for her, but she didn't sleep very much as she was worried. Next morning she went down after fixing her bedroom and had breakfast with Bill. For some indiscernible reason she wasn't comfortable with him, maybe she was hallucinating but…
Bill approached her when they had finished breakfast and said whispered her:
-How are you?-
-Me? About What…?-
-About your cold-
-Oh… Well, there isn't problem-
-You no longer you have a problem with the cold?-
-Nope…-
-I didn't came back just for the Gringgots matters, I also came back for you, I told you I would be waiting to see you again.-
-Oh ok- she heard herself say, her blood was like frost in her veins.
When she finished cleaning the kitchen with her mother and being alone together she asked permission to take a walk in the forest that is close to The Burrow. Ginny wanted to walk and be far and alone from everything. So she left quickly before any of her brothers could realize where she was.
In her walk, she had many thoughts and some tears fell over her cheeks. As she walked on she convinced herself that it was better not to think and just enjoy the trees and the loneliness that she had in that moment and closed her eyes struggling to put her mind on other things. She was resting and was very relaxed when she heard some silent steps. She didn't want to open her eyes as someone she knew approached. She pressed her eyes closed. It cannot be, she had left her wand in the house. .. Why was she so stupid?
She was leaning against a tree as she sat on the grass, as the figure approached and told her:
-You are not alone…-
A/N: Thanks so much to my dear beta David!! I have a beta, so I'm happy.