Chapter 3

(Jakes point of view.)

It's been two months since we left the Rez. Bella has been worse she gets worse every day. She looks like a twig she is so skinny. She cries herself to sleep still. But not because of Edward because of someone else. I remember the day she told me why.

Flashback

"Bella are you still broke because of what he did?"

"No. Jake i need to tell you something."

"Shoot"

"I don't cry or hurt because of Edward. A couple of weeks ago i realised that Edward was a control freak i was just not admitting to my true feelings. Jake I'm gay i think i always have been. I don't think i realised until she was gone you know the saying 'you don't know what you have until it's gone' well whoever wrote that has it spot on because i love Alice Cullen. I think i always have."

Flashback end.

Bella walked from the kitchen and sat on the sofa opposite from me. She looked more paler and skinner and more lifeless.

"Bella I'm getting really scared. You know the pack has been looking for the Cullens. Because when Carlisle left he asked us to tell him if anything ever happened to you. Bella we found them they are in Alaska. The pack is coming over so we can go talk with them, Seth's goanna stay here with you. Bella you're getting more paler and skinner and more lifeless everyday i don't think you will make it to 3 months Bella i think your goanna die soon. I'm scared Bella i don't want to you too die your my best friend my sister."

"Okay Jake I'm scared to die. I'm tired I'm goanna go to sleep wake me up when the pack gets here please." I nodded and she went along to corridor.

I put the sports channel on. I was watching it for about 2 hours when the pack arrived. I walked over to the door and let them come in.

"Okay everyone is coming to the Cullens but Seth you need to stay here with Bella. I'll go wake her up be back in a sec. And oh yeah Bella looks really pale and lifeless so be warned."

I ran down the corridor, to Bella's room i knocked on the door and walked in. Bella was asleep in her clothes so i put a hand on her shoulder and shock.

"Bells wake up the pack are here." She woke up and brushed her hair. I grasped her hand and we walked down the corridor. When we entered the living room everyone gasp at Bella. She smiled weakly.

"So Bella, Seth will look after you while we go and talk to the Cullens to see if Dr. Cullen can see how long you have because he probably now. I got an idea for what you can do so you're not bored why don't you draw some more pictures."

"Yeah that's a good idea thanks. And good luck don't get hurt. Good-bye Jake, boys."

"Good-bye Bells love ya."

"Love ya Jake"

I kissed her forehead. Everyone else did the same. Then we left. "off to Alaska."

We all transformed into wolfs.

"so im guessing you wont to see everything about bella since we left?" they all nodded.

I showed them everything from when we packed everything from arriving to Bella telling me she's gay to how Bella got worse and worse.

Before we knew it we were outside the Cullen house.

"Paul, Jeard, Embry, Quil and Brady don't attack Edward at least not yet." I heard a growl. I transformed back to human and walked forward with two lines of the pack behind me.

"Hello Jacob what brings you to Alaska?"

Alice point of view.

It's been 3 months since we left Bella. My life has been a living hell. I realised i loved Bella, me and Jasper got a divorce but were still friends. Edward and Tanya became mates. No one has been the same. Emmett isn't a goofball anymore. Rosalie doesn't look in the mirror anymore. Carlisle is always at work. Esme is always depressed Edward is too busy with Tanya. While me Im always in my room i only come out to hunt. I don't shop i don't talk i don't do anything but sit and stare at my picture of me and Bella before prom. I was brought out of my thoughts when i got a smell of the mutts from la push. I ran out of my room and out the door with everyone else. We were watching and waiting until suddenly Edward growled we turned to him

"Someone just told people in their pack to not attack me at least not yet." Suddenly Jacob black i think it is comes out of the woods with two lines of werewolf's behind him. Carlisle stepped forward.

"Hello Jacob, what brings you to Alaska?"

"Carlisle we came to ask for your help you know we would never ask for it if we didn't need it."

"What's the matter mutt can't keep people in check." Rosalie spat at Jacob. Jacob started to shake.

"NO we need help cleaning up your son and your families mess!"

"What are you talking about Jacob?"

"We'll I'll give you some hints your son" he spat venomously" pulled her heart out spat it on the ground and told her she is just a toy and a pet. And he doesn't love her never has never will! And know she's dying ring any bells Cullen"

Everyone froze.

"Bella." Esme whispered.

"Yes Bella she is dying and we can't help her. She hasn't been the same since you're stupid perfect son left her in the forest on the floor for 11 hours." Everyone was shocked."

"Jacob that can't be possible she's only 18." Carlisle whispered.

"Well you better believe it because it's true if you don't believe me then I'll think about it and your perfect son can find out. And if you still don't believe me I'll get Seth to leave and Alice can look into her future."

Everyone one went silent until we saw Edward collapse on the floor sobbing.

"I told you i wasn't lying. are you goanna help us or have you found another distraction."

"Don't come here and insult my family if you want our help dog."

"I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for your family. Because you left without saying Good-Bye Bella wouldn't eat drink sleep nothing and she ended up getting cancer from it and now she has meant to have a month left but i don't think she will make it i need Dr. Cullen to look."

"Give us a sec and we will talk about it."

"Wait Bella gave me a letter for Alice." I turned to Jacob i walked forward to him he handed me it.

Dear Alice,

I know none of you ever loved me and i was your pet as Edward told me. I just wanted to tell you before i die that i. Love. You. I always have and i always will. I didn't realise until you left you know the saying 'you don't know what you have until its gone.' Well it's true. When Edward left i was surprised it was you i was missing not Edward. My heart ripped out and felt like a black hole was sucking in my heart but it wasn't because of Edward it was because you wasn't there. I didn't realise it at first i just thought it was because you was my best friend but i t wasn't until i thought over my past that i realised i have always liked girls. I don't know why the pack want you guys help. I think they just worry too much about me they don't want me to die so they want to make sure i can stay alive for as long as possible i didn't want to bother you but Jacob begged me to find out if Carlisle can find out when i die. They won't allow me to be changed but Carlisle told them to tell him if anything happened to me to tell him so the pack have been tracking you for 2 months. I know ages right but never mind i just wanted to tell you i love you forever and ever babe.

Love Isabella Swan

p.s don't worry about coming and seeing me i will understand but just tell everyone i love them. Can you kiss mum and dad on the cheek for me and give Em a big bear hug like he does to me thank you.

I turned to my family.

"I'm going i don't care if you come i am."

"Were coming."

I turned to Jacob and nodded he nodded and ran into the forest and came back out as a wolf. He moved his head to tell us to follow. We started running. About 15 minutes later we arrived. We stopped at a three story house the pack transformed back into humans.

"I'll go make sure she isn't asleep then you can come in."

Jacob walks inside.

"YA CAN COME IN."

We all walk inside we see a native-American standing in the living room.

"Jake has gone to get Bella from her room he'll be here in a minute." We nodded.

Jacob walked in. Then Bella walk in she looked really skinny and pale and lifeless. I couldn't believe this was my Bella.

Bella went and stood with Seth i think.

"Hello"

"Bella I'm so sorry i didn't want to leave but Edward said it was for the best and it was to keep you safe. I didn't want to leave you i gave one hell of a fight but i still was made to go. Please forgive me"

"Alice of course i forgive you. I forgive all of you even if there isn't anything to forgive i don't want any apologise. Okay so Im guessing you want to know what happened to me since you left?" we nodded.

We'll sit down on the sofas boys use the second floor rooms two to each room and sleep I'll order pizza later." They all nodded. They walked over to Bella and kissed he forehead. Bella sat down and told us to sit so we did.

"Okay I'll tell you but it will be hard okay and don't interrupt."