Envy (invidia) may be characterized by an insatiable desire.
Today.
Empty. Ben felt empty. The desire tore from all sides and leave unsatisfied. In his head hustled most perverse images of each other. His hands called for a piece of flesh to caress, while his lonely soul crying and calling for help. He wanted Moira. But he also wanted Vivien. And Hayden. In fact, he desired them all. And even if he managed to have one, it doesn't satisfy.
Ben dropped on the floor of his office. He clasped his hands and rocked back and forth. He would go mad. The images never left him. Day after day, he imagined discover the body of every woman he met. Enter their red lips in a passionate kiss. Let his hands wander over their bodies and explore every corner of this universe that was the body of a woman. And in a groan, penetrate as far into her. Have total control. Feel her hands hold his neck and her hot breath in his ear, moaning his name. Feeling full for 1 second before empty return. Empty and Envy. He was a monster full of envy. And nothing could stop him.
