tank you for that 1 more follow peeps i added blair as cat because everyone puts her as a human so yeah-cindy


" don't call me flower and i didn't come to met my ''god'' i didn't even know you where up here you wierdo." i commented as i jumped down from the tree and landed gracfully on my feet. Only to be followed by the blue haired boy." im not a wierdo im Black*star the god of gods!" he shouted into my face. i was done talking to him "bye Black*star." i said stifly hopeing to lord death he would just go the fuck away. " Don't go a pretty flower like you should at least get to hang out with your god!" again stright into my face. " Im good" i said and walked off to the tiny shape of a confused Kidd. but the Black*star keeped following and talking for that matter " Why not im perfect and everyone wants to be by me" i ignored the guy . " anyways are you going to Acmedy? i am, i got put into class, do you know him is he nice?" i sweatdropped and this guy is going to be in my class to. ohh well at least hell find out im a nerd and leave me alone.
" yeah yeah and is a scary person." i answered he seemed happy by this . " Kidd-sun hey sorry to make you wait but i got caught up talking to this doofus." i pointed to the idoit behind me shouting on about how he was a god or somthing like that. " its alright i just got sc-" he got cut off by the muttering idoit " ARE YOU DATING FLOWER! " i sweatdropped great i now have the nicname of flower. kidd sweatdropped to " aaaaaaaa no she is just my best friend .." he trailed off just as uncomfertable as me.
" alright Black*star , uhuuhh me and kid have to go home now.." i trailed off i really didn't want to be mean. but he looked sad then said" see you at school tomorrow flower!" then ran off. and kid just laughed " looks like someone just met there soul mate." i just glared at him trying to put all my anger into.
~~~~~time skip~~~~
Sigh. yet again i found out on facebook that everyone has been saying shit about me. like im a whore. that i left school early to go kill myself, and that me and kidd where fucking each others brains out right now. what the fuck , i mean im ok with poeple making fun of me but when kid got in this shit awww fuck naw they better get outa my way. but of course this was all talk i could never really stand up to them just get mad then cry thats my state of mind when they start messing with me. i walked into my bathroom well might as well get ready for bed it was like 10' oclock. i toke a shower and stuff . when i came across this shiny peice of metal. upon closier examinasion in was a razor. it looked quite delightful and inviting instead of the cold metal razor it was. I put it to my wrist ooo, it gave me a thrill the more pressure i put on it. i did i quik slicing motion and a scarlet line appeared until it started to ooze into a little waterfall into the sink. i got a little light headed but i felt in love with silver razor.i cleaned up the cut and the counter that had a little splashes of blood every where . i bandged up my arm i mean no use letting it get infected, right? i got cozy into my bed snuggling my favorite bumblebee pillow pet.i whispered to him" i love you " but the only replie was the sound my dead beat father walking into the frount door sluring something to the cheap whores he brought home that night.
i acted asleep as my father opened my door to cheak on me then whisper " i love you maka." i could smell the liqour coming from him as he half fell half shut my door. sigh. was this really my life bullied at school and at home a dead beat father is all that there. oh and also my pillow pet and blair my cat. speak of the devil, she came up to me and snuggled into the curve in my legs. "i love you blair,'' all i got in return was a ppur but thats ok with me. and thats the last thought i have as i drift into a deep sleep.