I do not own Fairy Tail.

I woke up in the morning and looked in the mirror, for the first time in months. I looked at my hair and saw. I more bulling to come, more verbal abuse, no more left of me. I luaghed sadly at the thought of what I used to be, when I used to have friends.

Flash backs: Five years back...

I ran with my friend Lisanna. She laughed and giggled as we ran. I gave her a huge, childish, smile once I brought out my cat, Buyo. She smiled at me, leaning her head forward lightly. "When we grow up, I can be your wife. Ne?"

A scarlet haired girl, Erza if I remembered correctly, chased us and I screamed. I had knocked over her strawberry cake, and I am going to die becuase of her furry.

End of Flash Backs

I stopped smiling and frowned. Of cours, a year later she just had to die of cancer. What was her name? Li-... Lisa? No.. Lisanna? Yeah.. Lisanna. One of the few people who would play 'House' with me when no one else would. My eyes softened as I thought about her burial. The tears the sky was shedding. I didn't know what was happening when they put her in the ground. But now I know, she died, so I visit her grave constantly. Soemtimes I would see MiraJane, her older sister, and Elfman, her older brother.

I sighed and put on a dark blue T-shirt, my hoodie, my white scarf, my fold-able head phones, and a pair of black jeans. I went out of my room to be greeted by Porlyusica sitting at the table. Things just got real.

"Natsu." She said calmly. I jumped and looked her in the eyes.

"Yes ma'am!?" She sighed and put her head into her out-stretched hands.

"Why didn't you tell me?" She asked.

"What? Tell you what?" I asked, clearly afraid that she knew. She shook her head.

"Nevermind. Just please, please tell the principle who is doing it." I froze, she knew, I looked down, uncomfortable.

"It is the whole school." She looked up and me, clearly angry.

"Why didn't you tell me!" She yelled at me, I retorted.

"Well I didn't think you cared!" I shouted at her.

"WELL I DO CARE!" She said while standing up, slamming her hands against the table. I flinched, and she noticed. "I am sorry, I will take you to school." I bowed lightly to her.

"Thank you." She luaghed.

"Don't get used to it."

I walked into the school and heard more gossiping about me.

"I heard that Lucy likes him."

"Why does he keep living?"

"I am surprised he is still alive."

"Why didn't he just stay away from us?"

"If you get close to him you will love your girlfriend."

"Why doesn't he he commit suicide?"

I luaghed silently, believe me I tried. I tried to die. I put my head phones on and pulled my hood over my pink locks. A man came up to me, tripped me, and then snickered. I growled quietly.

"Well look who we have here. If it isn't Flame-brain in person." My eyes widened, only one person I knew called me that.

"Gray?" I looked up at him. "Is that really you?" He luaghed.

"Who else would it be." I smiled and jumped at him.

"Graaay! I don't want to admit it but I have missed you!" I pulled back. Some girls screamed and fell to the floor with hearts in their eyes. "When did you get here?" He smirked.

"Yesterday." I froze. He saw me, didn't he? He grabbed my wrist to pull me somewhere but I flinched, pulling it back by reflex. "What is wrong?" He then saw a pink line from under my sleeve. He pulled my wrist up and forced the sleeve down, showing him my collection of scars from cutting myself.

"You cut yourself!? What has this place done to you?" I flinched, tears were ready to spill out of my eyes. But I wouldn't let them, I have to be strong. I pulled my wrist back and growled at him while glaring.

"None of your business." He stood there frozen as I walked away.

I entered the classroom.

"I heard he smiled to a random guy this morning."

"I heard he has killed that guy's father."

I flinched. Of course. Even in Mr. Gildarts class. They know he likes me. People ignored me, Gildarts asked a question, I answered, thus the usual, other than the completely shocked Gray, that was on the other side of me in a chair, probably becuase when I was younger I wouldn't even pay attention during class.

At the end of the day I left class and wondered where Erza is. How is she? Suddenly someone grabbed my scarf and threw me to the floor. The person, Cobra as I recognize, swung the scarf around his finger. I got up and lunged at the man.

"Give it back!" I saw Gray in the corner of my eyes as he looked over and gawked. "Stop." He continued to swing it around his finger as he barely dodged me. I grabbed him by his collar, threw him to the floor, and grabbed the piece of cloth out of his hands. "I told to you to stop." Cobra got up and luaghed to his men.

"Told you he has a soft spot." They luaghed and I glared at him and growled.

"Oh my god.." I heard Gray wisper to himself. Cobra's men luaghed and tried to Take that piece of cloth. I punched the guy in the face and he fell to the floor, anyone around me could feel that I was angry. I was incredibly angry, it was almost as if flames of my anger was swirling around me. I growled and walked away after wrapping the scarf around my neck. Suddenly, when I was calm, someone walked passed me saying something I won't forget.

"Don't listen to them." I turned on my heels and looked behind me. Lucy... I smiled softly before speaking.

"Thank you, Lucy." She looked back to me in utter shock. I couldn't blame her, after all, it was the first time smiling sincerely and saying her name. She blushed like there was no tomorrow and chocked on her words. After a few, awkward might I add, seconds she finally spoke.

"Your welcome, Narsu." She said softly, trying to preserve the moment like it was fragile in the world. I left for home after getting my stuff.

I went home to find a thing called a 'diary' on my bed. I threw it in my closet. Who needs those anyways? All I could imagine someone in my place writing is something like:

"Hey my name is Natus dragneel. I got bullied today, oh and guess what? Apparently a girl named Lucy likes me. Strange."

...

Then again, horrible imagination... Don't ask. Nevermind, I will tell you anyways. It runs in my family. I sighed as I lied down on my bed. Like I would know.

My mom died when I was young, 2-4 years old. My father decided to abandon me when I was... 7? Yeah, 7. I was put into Foster Care, a year later I was adopted by Porlyusica and Wendy became my little sister... Oh did I mention that my dad was almost never there, but when he was it was the best moments. No? Oh.

I looked up at the door knob. It wasn't locked. I got up and locked it, then I went inside of the bathroom and slid a razor down my scared skin.

One for thinking of Lisanna. Two for telling Porlyusica. Three for being bullied. Four for letting Gray know. Five for talking to Lucy. Six for loving her.

This is my longest chapter so far! Thank you BeginerFanFictionWriter16, StellaHeartfillia, and YuriAlano for reviewing! :D