"What the hell was that in there?" Chuck yelled.
"I don't know…" Blair whispered wiping the tears away from her eyes.
"Why did you say that?" Chuck said angrily.
Blair opened her mouth but nothing came out. She wanted to tell him that she loved him, that she missed him and that she'd made a huge mistake. But she didn't even know how to begin, instead she looked down at her feet.
"Did you mean it?"
Again Blair stayed silent.
"Ok so in there you say you still have feelings for me and out here you're mute?" Chuck was yelling so loudly at Blair but still she couldn't find the words. "Whatever I'm done here." Chuck said as he turned away to walk back into the kitchen.
"I miss you." Blair yelled at him.
Chuck stopped dead but kept his back to her.
"I've missed you everyday…I've thought over and over about what I would say to you if you came back and now you're here, right in front of me and all I can think to say is that I miss you." Blair said the tears coming back to her eyes.
Chuck turned back to her, "I miss you too."
"You do?" Blair said walking closer to him.
"I think about you everyday…I think about how you acted like you were too good for me and about how you treated me like your dirty little secret!" Chuck spat at her.
Blair stopped in her steps. "What?"
"What you think because you said you missed me I was going to sweep you up in my arms and forget everything you did?" Chuck continued. "This is your wedding rehearsal Blair, your wedding to my best friend!"
"Everything I did?" Blair yelled back at him. "You were the one who left me Chuck, when you didn't get what you wanted and being Chuck Bass you acted like the spoilt brat you are and ran away!"
"I didn't run away I left because I couldn't wait anymore Blair, I couldn't wait forever!"
"I didn't ask you to wait forever, just a few more months!"
"It didn't matter it was the same thing, you were ashamed to be with me and it didn't matter how long I waited that would never change!" Chuck roared. "I wanted you to be proud to be my girlfriend…to be my wife!"
"I was! You think I'm proud to be Nate's wife? I feel like a fraud when I'm with him, when I see this ring," she shouted raising her left hand into the air Nate's family wedding ring sparkling in Chuck's face. "I'm not proud cause I'm not Nate's…I'm yours."
"I thought you weren't anyones?" Chuck said sceptically.
"I've always been yours Chuck."
Chuck rushed forward and grabbed Blair forcing his lips on hers hard, she didn't try to resist him, she wanted him too much. They stumbled backwards locked in a frenzy of kisses, Chuck clutched Blair tightly as he pushed her up against the wall and rubbed his hands down her side as Blair pushed her hips out against his. Blair ran her fingers through his messy hair as she groaned with each kiss. Chuck lifted Blair up slightly, Blair followed by wrapping her legs tightly around his body as he moved his deep kisses down her neck cupping her breast causing her to purr with delight. Blair's hands struggled down and rested at the top of Chuck's trousers, her fingers hurriedly fumbling with his belt buckle. Chuck lowered her slightly but only long enough to tug off her underwear and hitch her couture dress up, a moment later her legs were tightly back around his waist against and he had her pressed back roughly against the wall.
Chuck kissed her softly and then drove forward Blair called his name as he did so her fingers returning to his hair. Chuck began to thrust quickly within her, building a heated steady passion. Blair responded instinctively her hips rising with his movements as Chuck pounded her against the hard wall, but she didn't care. They moaned loudly with one another, not caring if they were heard, until Blair could take no more and came. Chuck followed instantly as he fell against her body. They remained intertwined for a moment as they stood heaving breathlessly, half from exhaustion, half in awe of what had just transpired between the. Slowly and grudgingly Chuck separated himself from Blair and set her gently back on her feet. He fell back against the wall and sank to the floor, Blair did the same.
They sat in silence for a moment or two, neither looking at the other. And then Chuck placed his arm and Blair and pulled her close against his chest, all he wanted was to hold her. the sex with Blair was amazing but nothing compared to the feeling of just holding her beside him. They sat together for awhile still not speaking, just being together. Chuck looked at his watch,
"I think we should go back." he said pulling away from her.
Blair stumbled to her feet and straightened herself out. "Yeah I guess you're right. Where do we go from here?"
"Well back through those doors, it's the same way we came in." Chuck replied with his devilish smirk.
"This is not the time for your so called humour Bass." Blair said with a frown.
"Ok, ok…what do you want to do?" he said seriously.
Blair paused then said, "I'm going to tell Nate its over." She turned to make her way back but Chuck pulled her arm.
"Whoah easy there cowgirl you cant just march in there and dump him in front of everyone on the Upper East Side at your rehearsal dinner the day before your wedding. Even I think that's too low." Chuck said.
"Says the man who just nailed his best friend's fiancé at the rehearsal dinner the day before her wedding?"
"Touché."
Blair put her head in her hands, "what do you want me to do? Marry Nate so I don't hurt his feelings?"
"Of course not don't be so stupid Waldorf, all I'm saying is there is a time and a place. Wait until the party's over and then tell him. Oh and if you could leave out the sex that would be great."
"Ok, so where does that leave us?" she asked.
"wherever you want us to be." Chuck said pushing a curl out of her eyes. "But I just think for Nate we should keep it between us for now."
"Agreed." Blair said with a smile. "Oh my god Nate is going to be devastated."
"You certainly think a lot of yourself Waldorf."
Blair slapped Chuck on the chest, "Shut up! everyone's going to hate me…"
"Look don't think about that, just try and get through tonight…don't worry being universally despised isn't so bad, you'll get used to it."
Blair giggled and pulled Chuck close, "I don't hate you…I love you."
Chuck kissed her softly, "I love you too."
Blair beamed at him, "Come on we should get back."
They walked hand in hand until the reached the kitchen entrance. They found the party was still in full swing, although the majority of the guessed seemed far drunker than before, the open bar appeared to have been a big hit. They made their way to the bar and helped themselves to some champagne and stood whispering to one another coyly.
"There you guys are!" Nate said appearing behind Chuck. "I have been looking for you everywhere!"
"Sorry Chuck stepped outside for one of his awful cigars and dragged me along for company." Blair said sipping her drink.
"Yeah we were…reminiscing." Chuck replied as Blair blushed uncontrollably.
"Did you find Serena?" Blair said still flushed.
Nate shook his head, "No but I did find someone else…Chuck I think you know them."
Nate turned around and pointed to a tall blonde woman behind him. There was no other way to describe her but beautiful. She was smiling broadly as she approached them.
"Oh my god…" Chuck whisper to himself but Blair heard, she turned to him with a puzzled expression.
"Hi," the blonde beauty said brightly sticking her hand out to Blair, "I'm Rebecca…Chuck's wife."