I beg of you,please be nice,It's... *looks at time* 03:37...I can't get to sleep so I decided to finnish this...Hope you like it!! =] xx

Ernst or Hanschen hardly had any sleep that night. They tossed and they turned but sleep never took over the two boys.

In the morning they both did the usual, both having showers, both going down for breakfast, Ernst being told good morning and being kissed on the forehead while being questioned about the dark circles around the bottom of his eyes,Hanschen being ignored completely except for the disappointed glare that his darling father was giving him.

They both as usual met at the top of the road that lead to the boy's school, neither mentioning what happened in the vine yard. Ernst knew that if Hanschen was going to tell him, he'd make sure no one could over hear them and that they had time to actually talk about it, because knowing Hanschen,if it was as bad as it seemed he wouldn't want to talk about it again. So Ernst kept quite and acted as though it was a normal day between them…until tonight.

Hanschen was very smart in general, but if their was a subject in Ernst, Hanshcen would definitely ace it. He knew something was wrong and he knew that Ernst was going to interrogate him…so Hanschen would shut him up with the best way he knows.

Hanschen walked up to his lover's desk and perched on the end of it.

"Soo, Ernst, would you like to come to the vine yard with me and …study"

"Su-sure!" Ernst always had an incontrollable stutter when Hanschen looked at him so…so…seductively.

They both swung their satchels over their shoulders and walked quickly out of the classroom.

As soon as they were in the vineyard and away from the church (which was so ironically there) they grasped each others hand tightly. When they got to their which favourite tree, they clasped in a heap on the ground (Ernst slightly leaning against Hanschen's chest) and they just laid there for a couple of moments until Ernst turned his head around slightly and pressed his lips to Hanschen's neck.

"I guessing your chest is better or else this would hurt you so much" Ernst whispered against his neck and when feeling Hanschen tense under him he reach up and ran his hand through his hair.

"It's a worth sacrifice"Hanschen said with a smile and before Ernst could respond he pressed his lips to the raven haired boy's.

Hanschen pulled Ernst around to lye him on the floor and at the first opportunity pushed his tongue in Ernst's mouth.

"Hansi, wait…" Ernst tried to say but Hanschen was too determined and slid his tongue back in to his mouth.

After about a minute or two of this Hanschen got impatient and practically ripped his and Ernst's blazers off.

"Hansi…" Ernst tried again but it was really muffled with Hanschen's lips pressed against his.

Hanschen finally lifted his head in annoyance as Ernst wouldn't stop trying to talk.

"What Ernst, what's wrong?"

"W-we need to talk Hansi"

"About what, and before you answer, if the topic is pointless, I won't be very pleased as I am trying to make up for the time we lost yesterday"

"I would like to talk about what happened yesterday"

Hanschen looked at Ernst for what seemed a very long until saying, "Nope! Not important enough!" and pouncing on Ernst again and kissing down his neck.

"H-H-Hansi, I mean it…we need to talk about it!"

"No, we really don't, I told you this yesterday, there's no need to worry, so drop it!"

"Hansi…" And again Hanschen pressed his lips to the younger boy's and started unbuttoning his school shirt in hope to make him forget about that particular subject.

Hanschen kept Ernst from talking for about five minutes until…

"Hanschen..." *Kiss* "We…" *Kiss* "Really…" *Kiss* "Need…"*Kiss* "To…" *Kiss* "Talk…" *Kiss* "About…" *Kiss* "This…" *Kiss* "PLEASE!"

After the please and before Hanschen could press his lips to Ernst's any more, Ernst placed his hands on either side of Hanschen's face and looked into his eyes.

Hanschen actually felt like crying once he noticed the raw emotion in his lover's eyes,Hansachen hated that Ernst was hurting because of him (Which was what he promised himself that he wouldn't let happen just last night) but Hanschen knew Ernst and knew that if he told him what was wrong he'd hurt more.

So Hanschen repeated what he said last night "Ernst, there are things in this world that aren't pleasant, but you don't need to know these things…so drop it".

Ernst didn't answer to that and just kept silently looking into Hanschen's eyes.

"Please don't take offence to me not telling you, I love you, you know that, I just don't want to see you hurt"

"I'm not a child Hanschen, I'm fifth teen now, and you can't protect me forever"

"Can't I at least try?" Ernst just gave him a look.

"Please j-just for tonight, can we not talk about this at all, I really don't have the energy to argue, can we just lye here for a bit…or if you want we could go back to what we was doing before" Hanschen finished with suggestivly raised eyebrows.

"You don't have the energy to argue but you have enough energy for that!" Ernst said giggling while quite liking the less tense atmosphere between the lovers.

"Well, I can put as much energy as I can in to something as long as I like that subject"

"Humm, I know you can" Ernst replied finnaly letting Hanschen kiss him with out interutions.

So they laid there, Hanschen leaning against the tree and Ernst leaning against him. They talked about petty things like when the next time all the adults are getting together and the gossip that they have heard about people around the village. It was like the two boys hadn't had an agreement early on but if some one could read their thoughts, they would know it is the only thing they really could think of.

Please review!! =]xxx love to you all...and just to let you know I think I'm going to need a lot of Groffee in the morning (Teehee)