"We won't let it happen Jace. We can stop it from happening. Why have you not told anyone?" She questioned, still not pulling back from him.
"I didn't think anyone would believe me. I didn't want to be treated like some traitor for having knowledge of our enemy. You saw how fast they wanted to blame us when it was Valentine." Clary's heart hurt for Jace, remembering just how harshly he was punished simply for who he was raised by. She could see why he was so skeptical. But they had to do something. Together they would tell the clave and they would have to believe them. They would be prepared for this attack. Jace's vision wouldn't come true. Clary leaned back and cupped his face. She rubbed the tears on his face away with her thumbs. He never cried. "I'm going to fix it Jace. We are going to fix it. It won't happen, I promise. I won't let it happen. I'm not going anywhere." He was looking at her with vulnerable golden eyes, the tears wetting his lashes and making him appear younger. "Im not going anywhere Jace. I won't leave you." Before she got the last sentence out he crashed his lips onto hers. The kiss was so desperate it about knocked the wind out of Clary. She returned the kiss. She hadn't felt more than a whisper of a kiss from his lips in weeks. She craved him more than he could know. His fingers were knotting themselves in her already wild hair and she locked her ankles behind his back. In one swift motion he stood with her attached to him and gracefully laid them on the bed with her beneath him. He supported his weight on his arms. She looked up at him with hungry eyes as he searched her face desperately.
"I can't lose you Clary." He said his breath fanning over her face. She rolled her hips against him making him bite his lip.
"You never will. I promise. Let me help you." She said breathlessly. The desperation finally turned to hunger as she lifted herself slightly to be able to reach his lips. His tongue wasted no time in asking for entry and she didn't hesitate granting it. It had been way too long since she had gotten to sleep with Jace. She needed him. His hands found their way into his shirt and he was delighted to find her braless underneath it. She arched her back to give him better access to her breasts as she moaned quietly letting him know she needed this. Her sounds did their job and in one motion he had his pants off and was back on top of her, caressing her breasts.
Clary could only take so much teasing. She lifted his shirt over her head and tossed it to the floor. Jace growled with approval. He began working hot kisses down her neck and chest, stopping only to nibble at a few places. "Jace. Please. I can't anymore, please." She was begging him for release, and he didn't have the will to fight her. He had spent the last few weeks dreading that every day would be the last one he sees her alive. He had been trying to distance himself from her. But now that she knew, now that she could help him stop it, he needed her. He had missed her so much. Her beautiful body pressed against his, the way her hair smelled as her kissed her neck. The delicious sounds she made when he touched her just right. "Jace." She moaned. That was all Jace could take. He pushed inside her not slowly, but not roughly either. She gasped in pleasure. They clung to each other as he moved skillfully, hitting all the places he knew she loved. It wasn't long before she was pulsing underneath him, her orgasm pulling his name out of her throat and bringing him to his own release. He supported his weight above her and rested his head on her shoulder. While they both caught their breath she rubbed his back soothingly, a silent thank you. Silent and unnecessary, his heart was so full due to how close he was to her, he needed no thank you. When he could breath again he rolled off of her but pulled her onto him in the same motion. Her head rested on his chest and he began rubbing the same circled into her back. "Thank you for letting me in." she mumbled into the darkness. Jace kissed her forehead. "I should have never shut you out. Please don't go." He whispered the last part. HIs ever present fear still tugging at his brain. Will tomorrow be too late?
"Never." she promised groggily. Jace chuckled, letting himself relax for the first time in a month. "Love you." she muttered as she began to fall asleep. Jace smiled to himself as sleep began to tug him under as well. "I love you too angel." Then sleep captured them both and for the first time in a month Jace slept without dreams.