Chapter 3: Mirror Image
Roger was not happy with Riggs being with Terrence. They had been together three months now. Terrence would buy Riggs new clothes, jewelry like rings, hats, boots, game tickets, and would take him on trips and dinners. Riggs was really into this guy. After knowing that he was jealous, Roger tried to hide the best he could. Like now Riggs was setting the car with him talking about how great Terrence is. Roger rolled his eyes and drove. Riggs looked at him and saw the eye roll.
"Why did you just roll your eyes?" He asked him.
"Well, you have been talking about this guy for three hours." Roger told him.
"So, I really like him." He told him.
"I know." Roger said and pulled into LAPD.
"Maybe you would come around if you hangout with us this weekend." Riggs said and got out of the car. Roger closed his door and looked at him.
"Come on Rog, please." Roger sighed and nodded his head. He saw the biggest smiled come to Riggs's lips. They walked into LAPD, but Riggs noticed that Roger was not walking with him. He looked at him with an odd look.
"Got to talk to Cahill about something." Roger said and went to see her.
-With Roger-
Roger walked into Cahill's office. He looked and see was in her chair near the couch. He walked over and sat down. She looked at him with an odd look.
"Murtaugh, can I help you with something? Is Riggs okay?" She asked him.
"No he is not, he is with a killer and to blinded by love to see it." Roger told her.
"You mean Terrence." She said.
"Yes him." She saw something on his face. "Murtaugh why are you here?" She asked him.
"I'm jealous of Riggs being with Terrence." He told her.
"About their friendship or them being a couple?" She asked him.
"I can't stand it when he touches him or kisses him or Riggs telling me that how much he loves it when he fucks him. I hate it." He told her.
"Oh so you want to be the one that holds him and kisses him, and has sex with him?" She asked him.
"Yes!" She was shocked at this info.
"Oh okay."
"He dating a man a that is me. He dresses like me, talks like me, stands like me! I don't understand why he is doing this? I mean why is he dating a man, just like me? And why does he care what I think of it."
"You play a big rule in his life. He sees you as a father, as a friend, as a brother." Cahill told him.
"Okay, but why is he dating a man that is basically me?" He asked him.
"Because he is in lover with you." She told him. Roger looked at her.
"What, he is?" He asked her.
"Yes, and don't tell him that I told you." She said. Roger looked away and Cahill added.
"You are jealous of Riggs being with Terrence. So what does that mean?" She asked him. Roger thought about it, he looked over at her.
"I'm in love with him." He said in a shocked voice and look. He looked away and leaned back. "Oh my god, I am."
-With Riggs-
He looked up as Roger walked over to him.
"What is it?" He asked him.
"Nothing, let's just finish the case." He said and looked at the folder that was on Riggs's desk. Roger saw Riggs look up and a smile come to his face. He turned around and saw what Riggs was looking at. There was Terrence walking toward them.
"What are you doing here?" He asked his boyfriend.
"I wanted to come and take you to dinner. It is almost time for you to get off." He told him.
"Sure." Riggs move and got his jacket.
"Wait I have to go and tell Avery that I'm leaving early." He said and walked off toward his Captains office.
"Mmm look at him go." Terrence said and Roger looked at him with a angry face.
"He is the best thing ever. I love everything about him, and the sex is great. I'll tell you when you roll your hips. He can't get enough of it. And just between you and me, I will never lose him to anyone, cause they can't fuck him like I can." He said looked at Roger with a smile. Roger wanted to hit this man so bad. Riggs walked up to them.
"Rog?" Roger looked at him.
"Do you want to come with us?" Riggs asked him.
"No, I got to get home." He said and looked at Terrence and gave him a hateful look. Riggs saw this and pulled Roger aside.
"One minute." He told Terrence.
"Rog, what is with you?" He asked him, when he knew that Terrence could not hear them.
"You can't date him anymore." He told him.
"Why?" He asked.
"Riggs don't you see that you are dating a guy that looks like me, dresses like me, talks like me. Face it you are dating me."
"No Rog because you are married, and if you weren't married, maybe I would be with you, but you are. And he's not, and I love him, more then I love you." He told him and walked off. Roger stood there in shock. He does love him and he wanted to be with him.
-Later With Roger-
Roger was setting on his and Trish's bed. Trish walked in and saw the look on his face.
"Baby what is it?" She asked him.
"Riggs is in love with me and I am in love with him." He told her. She moved and sat down on the bed next to him.
"You are in love with him?" She asked him.
"Yes, I am. I mean I still and will always love you, but I love him too. But his is with Terrence and I'm jealous of that." He admitted.
"Your jealous?" She asked him.
"I hate when he touches him, kisses him, holds him, and fucks him." Roger said this in a voice that Trish had never heard before. She looked at him and then looked away.
-With Riggs-
Riggs was rolled onto his stomach. Terrence move and pushed into him. Riggs grabbed the sheets and moaned out in pleasure.
"Oh god yeeesss." He moaned out. Terrence began to move into him. Riggs was really loving this, but his mind was playing the talk that he had with Roger. Then he closed his eyes and started to think of how Roger would touch him and kiss him, if he could. Then he felt lips on neck. He moaned at the pictured of Roger kissing him.
"Ohhh."
"You like this don't you?" Terrence asked him, but he heard Roger's voice instead.
"Oh my god yes." He moaned and felt him inside of him. His mind played a the scene in his head. He smiled at the thought and pushed himself down to take more of the man of his fantasies into him. He felt his prostate being hit now and he screamed out.
"OHH FUCK!"
"That's it Cowboy, scream for me." He heard. He moved and laid his head on its side and moaned in pleasure.
"Fuck me harder." He begged him. He pictured him smiling and then he felt him slam into him and he loved it. In his mind he was begging Roger to do something to send him over the edge. Then Roger would pull out of him and roll him on his back. He looked at the man before him and smiled a big smile. He felt him move his legs out and pushed into him and started to slam into him again. He screamed out, and then moved his hand to his cock. He took it and started to stroke it hard.
"Oh my god, yes fuck me." He breathed out and stroked himself faster and harder. He could feel that both were about to cum.
"Fuck cum in me!" He yelled out.
"Oh I am." He heard in the man's voice that he loved to hear. He then felt the cum in him and that made him cum hard. He felt him pull out of him. Riggs looked over and he saw Terrence not Roger. He smiled a smile but inside he was crying, and felt bad that he had done that. He loves this man, but he loves Roger as well. As Terrence hugged him up he looked ahead and didn't know who he loved more.