DISSCLAMER: sorry I haven't done this on my other chapters-I DONT OWN TWILIGHT :(

Laurent Jumped down from his place in the tree to stand right behind me. I swirled around to face him but he had already disappeared some place else, but I turned around again Victoria was there face me with her bright red hair blowing like red hot flames in the wind. Her hair was nearly as red as her eyes. The next thing I knew Both Laurent and Victoria were circling me, looking like they would before the would pounce on there pray...

It all happened to fast, Victoria jumped at me with her flame hair flying behind her, as this happened I cold her Edward going mad in my head, and I cold tell from the desperation in his mind that this was killing him to, and that he would give anything to be there to protect me. The pain didn't come straight away, but when it did it was imaginable. I looked at Victoria who looked ready to pounce on me again and drain all of the blood from me. But just as she was about to Sam (in his wolf form came busting into the clearing. Victoria shot a furious glare at me and then fled into the woods. Sam took of after her and Paul took down Laurent. It was only Sam and Paul that I had seen but the Jacob stepped into the clearing. Nothing could describe the emotion on his face as he looked at me crumpled on the floor, and no number could cover the amount of emotions that flashed across his face either. Edward had gone silent in my head so I guessed he was to upset to even move let alone speak.

The pain, it was all I could think about. I never imagined it to be this horrible. Jacob was still standing frozen on the edge of the clearing. The pain, it over took all my thoughts and it was pulling me down. Would I make it out alive? Jacob was still standing there when Paul came in to the clearing followed by Sam. That was when the burning pain reached my heart and my eyes closed and my senses went from my body.

I felt like I had when I was sinking. Apart from the pain. The pain, the pain, the pain, it was burning all through my body now I felt like I was on fire.

Everything was black, it seemed like I was swimming in a sea of pain and fire, an endless sea that was never ending.

It seemed like I had been lying there for eternity when the pain started fading from the very tips of my toes. Only slightly but it was enough to make a little different. I thought The pain would just go but it went bit by bit, instead of the pain slowly disappearing it would travel up my body like a snake and into my heart. Somehow the pain in my heart got more and more painful.

Fortunately the pain was nearly gone from my body, but unfortunately the pain was growing in my heart. I felt like my heart was going to explode and I would die. Maybe I was already dead and this is what death felt like.

Edward. Why could I not hear him in my head any more? All the way through the pain I could hear him making a weird noise witch I guessed was what vampires did instead of crying, but know there was nothing not even a quiet sob or growl of anger. What if he had killed himself? Would he do that? But he left me and said he didn't want me so maybe he wouldn't care and he was only crying because he felt responsible? No this was something else. Then it clicked, he did love me and care about me but he had to leave me because when I was an old lady and he was still 17 maybe he thought that I wouldn't love him the same way, and of course he didn't want to change me because he didn't want to 'take my sole away'. So that was why he put me through all this pain!?

I was caught up in my thoughts that I didn't realise the pain was going from my heart! I could feel my fingers moving and my toes!

This was it then my time as a human was over I was now a vampire. What would I look like would I be able to control my thirst without Edward to help me or even Carlisle?

Then I felt my eye lids flicker open...