I'm lost… In Vinheim. Wow, this update is quick. I don't know, Yuan Zhao Taichou's review really made me want to write XD I can't make things corny, because it makes me feel like this is getting OOC-ish.

Disclaimer Blueberry-Pie Death Skater does not own Tales of Symphonia or any of its contents/characters. I do own, Rin, my OC, and Julia Sinclair, the girl I know the majority of you will probably flame.

Notes To be honest, I didn't get Rin from InuYasha xD Well, I changed her name to Kuro/Yami, but I just want to stick to Rin for now, since I don't feel like changing all the chapters, and I'm assuming some readers to read my mini-notes to you guys and would have no idea who she is.

Fujibayashi Sheena

I didn't notice Colette staring at me, petrified at my way of letting out any sort of unhappiness. I had a block of wood stuck to the ground, while I beat the crap out of it. Usually, I'd leave some marks, but this time, I was leaving cracks and dents. That hunk of wood was on the verge of having its top half fall right off.

"U-um… Sheena?" Colette asked me nervously, following by a small chuckle, which sounded a little frightened and what not.

"Yes?" I answered a sort of angry authority in my voice. I could understand the anger, but where exactly did this authority come from? Ah well, let's not dwell on it.

"Maybe you should stop… You're leg is bleeding…" Colette alerted me, and I looked down and undoubtedly, there was a stream of blood on my leg.

"Oh, that makes my day so much better doesn't it! Damn it, damn it all!" I snapped, storming into my room, scrambling for an Apple Gel, or anything that'd get rid of that useless wound. I was fuming, tossing Gels out. They were all Orange Gels, Pineapple Gels, and so forth. Was there anything useful in that dirty drawer in the first place?! Well, now, I think not.

Colette was just watching me, staring at the item, which flew who knows where. I heard Colette leave in silence, believing she best leave me alone. The moment she stepped out that doorway, I couldn't stop the tears. Hah, I felt so weak that it was actually pathetic. I'm thankful Colette never saw me in such a mood. I looked at the small silver ring on my finger. I couldn't seem to take it off. To be honest, I'm scared. I'm scared that if I take it off, I'll squeeze it in my hand hard enough for it to make me bleed or throw it onto the ground and smother it into the dirt until there were no remainders left. I wished I could've just let myself bleed. But from my point of view, I think it would've been the latter.

After all, I never said these tears were just depression. It was more, much more. I think understand who Kuchinawa felt. Losing someone important, feeling like someone just took a knife and stabbed your back. Especially when you look to see who it is, it's someone you care about. A mixture of feelings, betrayal, sadness, loss, and lastly, hatred. Somehow, I felt like the growing hate in me seemed to grow. I don't know why, since I thought I'd just be sad. Was I just mad at the fact that I was betrayed and felt sad, which fueled my anger? I think so.

I wanted to go to Zelos, to see him, but I don't know what I would do… Would I let him run over and embrace me like the good times and cry into his chest and tell him I'm sorry? Or would I let him run and feel the total surprise of having me attempt to beat him up?

Zelos Wilder

"Lloyd!" I said, running over to the brunette-headed boy.

"Zelos, rather then visiting me, I suggest you find a way to apologize to Sheena. Colette told me she's pretty angry at you." Lloyd replied, and Genis looked in awe at the boy.

"Genis, is there something on my face?" Lloyd asked curiously, looking at the half-elf.

"No, I'm just shocked to hear you say something that sounds intelligent." Genis replied, still in utter awe.

"What did you say!?" Lloyd asked, reading his fist to hit the pitied kid, before he cast Force Field and left Lloyd with a red knuckle.

"Anyway, that's what I'm here for." I replied looking at the two.

"… Um, Zelos, are you okay?" Lloyd asked, snapping his fingers in my face. I shoved his palm aside and sighed.

"Yeah, aren't you supposed to be a top-notch player?" Genis asked.

"Well, as you know, my top-notch player skills don't seem to work on Sheena, not really anyway." I replied, giving Genis that look that told him, 'You dare say a word about that day and I'll Hell Pyre you.'

Sheena and I tried to keep our relationship a secret to the others. It was more like Sheena gave me that crying act. I didn't know she could do that.

"Sheena, now that we're going out, why not tell everyone else?" I asked, for one, I wanted to brag about it, and two, it was mean to not tell everyone, right?

"Absolutely not, Zelos Wilder." Sheena said, with that tone that a mother would use against a child.

"Why not?" I whined, giving her that look. Unfortunately, it didn't affect her, but boy, did hers affect me. She made sniffling sounds and I felt a spasm of worry. This was Sheena Fujibayashi, who would never cry over such a matter. In fact, she'd probably hit me instead.

"Sh-Sheena, are you okay?" I asked, worried, hurrying to her side.

"I don't want to tell anyone…" She said, acting as if she were going to break down.

"If you really don't want me to tell…" I said, holding her hand.

"Do… Do you promise?" Sheena asked, trying to make it so I couldn't see her tears.

"I promise, we'll tell when you decide you want to." I promised, squeezing her hand. With that, Sheena removed the arm covering her eyes and the hair covering her face. I looked to see no tears and no puffy eyes. She looked fine. Taking her hand out of my grasp, she smirked at me.

"You've promised now, so there's nothing you can do about it." Sheena said, turning back to the campsite, strolling off. I stood there in mere shock and awe. Who knew Sheena could ever pull off a stunt like that?

"I'm disappointed Zelos. I, the Great Ninja of Mizuho, Sheena Fujibayashi, would never cry over a topic like that. I thought the Great Chosen of Tethe'alla, Zelos Wilder, would have known his girlfriend in secret better." Sheena called over her shoulder. Lucky her, she wasn't close enough to the campsite for the others to hear. I was just in shock until I noticed her words. Hey! She was mocking me!

Damn it! I want that Scared Stone! Where is it?! Ew, this chapter was sorter then intended. I don't know, my brain suddenly went boom. Oh, I got Harvest Moon: DS today, so I might be occupied. I still need to beat Tales of Symphonia, but least I'm almost there. I'm scared of returning to the Arena. I was going to get Tales of the Abyss, but it was 40 dollars and it was rare for my mom to agree to buy me a game. I said it was 20 dollars or less, since I was planning to buy Tales of Phantasia. Tales of Symphonia was about 20 dollars and if Tales of Phantasia came out before Tales of Symphonia, it's must've made its debut in America earlier as well, resulting in the same or cheaper price. I couldn't find it, so I settled with Harvest Moon: DS, since it was roughly about 30 dollars.

I'm writing too many flashbacks xX it's starting to bug me a little, but I can't help it.

I want more Banana Milk!