Disclaimer: I am in NO way part of the development, production, or distribution of Bleach. I just like writing.

I hope you guys like it! I'm not sure how good it actually is because my mom and sister got into a cat fight while I was writing the first half. Heh.

WARNING Hitsugaya has some serious mood swings in this chapter. You see, I have a brother who is currently stradling the puberty line and well you see... he like has more mood swings than a teenage girl with serious PMS. Now from just observing my brother, I've noticed that boys can get very violent and be like "I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!" and then like 5 minutes later be like "Hey! Want a cookie?" So I tried to play off those young teen emotions. I'd love to know what you guys think!

Italicized text signifies thoughts and/or dream sequences.

Bold/Italicized text signifies the zanpakuto thoughts/speech.

Parenthesis are like my little side comments, lol.

You Shift Like A Racecar

Emotionless.

Or at least that was what he wanted everyone to think. Even though he tried to show a cold and serious front, he couldn't help but want to break down and cry. He knew he couldn't but oh how he wanted to. He wanted so badly just curl up in the fetal position and cry. Was it possible he was breaking his own heart? He wanted to be with the girl he knew he loved... but he couldn't. So he just kept trying to push her away with harsh words.

Why is it that everytime she walks into a room my heart beats faster? Why is it that everytime she smiles my heart melts? Why is it that everytime she gets physically close to me I have the need to reach out and touch her?

Those little touches between friends, he wanted to be lover's caresses.

Heh, with thoughts like these, I'm surprised you can control yourself.

Shut up.

Why? Is it because you don't want to control yourself? Hmm.. don't you just want to pin her down and make hot passionate love to her? I know I would. Heh.

I said shut the fuck up you damned dragon.

"FUCK DAMNIT!!" So for the first time in his life, Hitsugaya lost control of himself.

He pushed every stack of paper off of his desk at once and a lone angry tear rolled down his cheek. Simultaneously, his hands found themselves pulling and tugging at his snowy white hair.

"WHY?? HOW CAN SHE HAVE THIS CONTROL OVER ME??"

It just so happened that at that exact same moment, Matsumoto decided to come into the office to get an early start on the paperwork she knew she had to do. ( Not like her, ne? XD )Heh, I really don't want taichou to get upset with me. He seemed like he was in a really grumpy mood yesterday. The quicker I get done with my paperwork the better?? Eh.. maybe I should just do it later. No no no no!! Bad thought! I should do it now. Ooooh if I get done really fast I'll be able to get a morning drink with Hisagi-kun and Kira-kun! Yay!!!!

"Good morning Tai..." Matsumoto's eyes widened and her jaw dropped as she observed the scene before her. Uh oh.. I know he gets grumpy.. but I've never seen him like this before...

"Tai..Taichou.. are you ok?" She started to move foward but froze.

"Just...just .. just leave me alone." Hitsugaya clenched his mouth shut and started to grind his teeth.

"But Taichou.."

Hitsugaya took an extremely deep breath and exhaled with fast staccato pulses in an attempt to calm himself down.

"Yes Matsumoto, what do you need?" He spat.

"Well, I was going to finish my paperwork today so it wouldn't be so much of a burden on you. Ooooh and to tell you that Hina-chan is here to see you."

"Tell her I'm busy."

"But she said it was important."

"So?"

"I really think you should talk with her. She looks really upset and.."

He cut her off mid-sentence, "FINE just send her in.. God..."

"Hitsugaya-kun?" Hinamori whispered as she peeked around the door.

As soon as he saw her innocent face a faint but still there smile swept across his face. It was as if his bad mood just melted away. (Talk about hormonal mood swings, ne:D)

"Yes Hinamori?"

Wow!! Taichou's mood shifted like a racecar:D EEEPP!

"I was just wondering if you wanted to have a late breakfast with me?"

"..."

"Well, I mean only if you aren't busy. But if you're busy, I understand... I wouldn't want to take you away from your paperwork."

"Hinamori... I would love to go eat with you."

Hinamori's face lit up and her smile beamed across the room grasping onto Hitsugaya's heart. "Arigato Hitsu-kun! Can you meet me in the orchard?"

Hitsugaya nodded, "Hmfph."

Hinamori whirled around to leave but tripped over her feet and landed with a thump.

"Momo! Are you ok?" Hitsugaya swiftly ran over to her and offered his hand.

Momo?? Since when does Taichou call her Momo? Ehehehe very interesting!

"Hai hai hai! I'm fine." Hinamori grabbed his hand as he pulled her up to her feet.

"You should be more careful bed-wetter."

"Hitsu-kun," she playfully poked his stomach, "You're so mean to call me that!"

"Hmfph."

Hinamori giggled as she started walking backwards through the door. Thud. "Oops." Hinamori smiled as she left the room.

"I swear... she is going to be the death of me." Hitsugaya mumbled under his breath.

"What was that Taichou?" Matsumoto chuckled.

"Nothing... get back to your paperwork."

"Whatever you say Hitsu-kun!"

"Not funny." Hitsugaya didn't look very amused.

"Gomen gomen!!"

"I'm going out, your paperwork better be done by the time I get back."

"Ai Ai Taichou!"

Hitsugaya rolled his eyes as he started through the door.

Matsumoto smirked. "Taichou and Hina-chan sitting in a tree..."

Hitsugaya whirled around and gave her the meanest look he could conjure up. "Don't you dare..."

"F-U-C-K-I-N-G"