"Why are you home early San?

"Because I miss you B. Look how about we're going to the pond tomorrow and feed the duck?"

"How about work?"

"Nah I can call Olive and let her to do the job"

"You're meanie San"

"Oh please, she's my sister and you love me"

"Hmm true!"

"Ok than, I'll go buy the bread for tomorrow"

"Yeaaayy," Brittany run into her best friend and give her a bone crushing hug

"Hurry, I can't sleep without your cuddle and I'm really tired."

Santana's heart hurt hear the sentence 'without your cuddle', gosh how she even cope with that if the time has come?

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"It's raining," Britt said with a pout on her face.

"I'm sorry Britt," Santana hate seeing her sad.

"How about we go to the beach? Well, there's no duck there but at least it don't rain at the beach."

"Hmmm sound like a plan. Come on."

Brittany then dragged Santana to her car, "Come on San come on," she bounce like a little kid.

Santana is right, there's no rain at the beach. They run, make a sand castle, take a picture and Santana let Britt to fly the kite as she watch her with a worried look. How is she gonna cope without me? Is she gonna be alright? I'm gonna make sure they're gonna take care Britt and look after her. I can't leave her alone. I just can't.

Santana pulled out from her deep thought as Brittany wrap her arms around her,

"San, is everything okay?,"

'shit she got me' Santana told herself,

"Yeah baby everything is fine"

"You look tired and sad. Like sad little panda"

Santana chuckled, "Yeah I am your panda" and she kissed Brittany's forehead. She took a mental note not to think about that thing while she with Brittany.

"Britt you got sand all over you face. Come here. Close your eyes."

Brittany wait for Santana to brush the sand from her face, but she didn't feel anything,

"San? You wanna brush the sand from my face or what?," Brittany said, eyes still closed. Santana look at her best friend that she know since they're 4.

'Damn it! I can't cry. Shit shit shit. She cursed herself'.

"There you go Britt, you're good to go now"

"Thanks. I wanna go over there, I think I saw Mr. Krab San." Santana let out a chuckled hear her best friend thought.

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They're going to Quinn's house for dinner. She look at Brittany who fall asleep in her car exhausted from running all day at the beach.

When they're arrived, everybody's already there, Quinn, Sam, and Mike.

"Sorry we're late"

"Yeah we're going to the beach Q, the weather is so nice," Brittany said as she give Quinn a big hug.

"Santana, you're okay? You look really tired," Sam asked her

"I'm fine Sam," she smile. A fake smile. She getting better and better to put on her fake smile.

The night was nice, they're talk about Quinn and Sam's wedding, work and how they miss the other Glee club member. Its getting late and Brittany start to feel sleepy,

"San, can we sleep over here for tonight? I'm really tired," Brittany whisper to Santana.

"Quinn, can we sleep over? I really tired. I don't think I can't drive."

"Of course you can. You can sleep in the spare room"

"Okay. San are you coming?"

"You go ahead B, I still wanna chat with them"

"Okay. Don't take too long"

As Britt go upstairs to the spare room, Santana, Mike, Sam and Quinn continue to chat.

'Shit this feeling, oh not now', Santana feel her head spinning and her vision blur.

"San, what's wrong?," She hear Quinn asked her and she manage to answer with a whisper

"Don't tell Britt."

Next thing she know is she's wake up in the hospital with a beeping sound and she look around to found Quinn and Sam talked to the doctor.

"Stomach cancer," the doctor said to the couple and they're see Santana woke up.

'Shit they know'