Wow, it has been a long time since I have written in my journal. Well anyway, I have been keeping busy. Still haven t heard from Garrus. Liara emails me every now and then but with nothing of relevance and never more than a hi how are you, I am good. Vega and I are getting along great. He goes with almost every time I want to go out. There are a few times that he is unavailable and I most go with another guard, which is usually someone who is unfathomingly boring. I swear they are trying to get me to stay inside. That s never going to happen. I am out of this room as much as can be. They make sure that I am safely tucked away each night before lights out. I am now just passing the time until they come get me because the Reapers are here and they need me. It has been three months since I was relieved of duty. I hate the thought that I may never hold a gun again. They have let me go to the shooting range a few times, just to keep my skill up, and never for too long. I miss my Garrus. I can t stop thinking that he is out there somewhere fighting, or he could be dead. They would know, or if they did they wouldn t care to tell me. Not very many knew of the love Garrus and I shared, and the Alliance wouldn t condone something like that anyway. Asari and Human that is one thing, but a Turian and a Human, completely not going to be ok, at all. It doesn t change anything though; I still miss him and hope like hell he is ok. If only I had a friend that could track him down and make sure he is ok. Oh wait I do ..
So, I just sent an email to Liara. I asked her for something very simple. I didn t ask for what he was doing I don t really care, as long as he is ok and alive. So, that s what I asked her. I also asked for her to keep me updated on hiss wellbeing. As I said as long as he is alive I don t care what he does, even thought I would be able to find out anyway. It was a very simple email. Hey Liara, I am doing well? How about yourself? I have a favor. Can you find out for me how Garrus is doing? I don t care what he is doing as long as he is still alive and has good health. Hey I just got an email
It was Liara. She says she will look into it for me, and that she herself is doing well. So I asked if maybe she could check on the rest of my crew. She said yes. I answered with I will await your answer.
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