Hey guys! Here's the new chapter! Last chapter, Sawako thought about how her dream about her first day of high school would be over the next morning. What will happen now?

DISCLAIMER: I don't own Kimi Ni Todoke

Sawako's POV

I woke up the next morning, and looked at the time. It was 7:30am. I looked at my calendar. It's exactly how I left it in my dream, April 2009. But, it's 2010! Is my dream not finished!? Or...is it that...this is not a dream at all. Ok, this is my last chance. I'm gonna pinch myself. My hands were shaking as I drew it closer to my cheek. I pinched it, at first softly. Then, I made the grip on my cheek harder and harder and harder and Ow! I closed my eyes in pain. My teeth were biting my cheek, as my grip grew harder. I opened my eyes, and looked around, nothing changed. I felt tears well up in my eyes. Is this...reality? I fell to my knees and began to sob on my pillow. Ayane-chan...doesn't even know me, or she knows me as Sadako! Chizu-chan...do I consider her a friend yet? Does she consider me a friend? Kazehaya-kun...he...he...he only considers me a classmate! Everyone considers me Sadako again! The dream that I had been living, had gone...! What do I do now!? Repeat everything again? Is that even a right option? Or not...? I kept crying on my pillow, until no more tears could come out.

When I stopped crying, it was 8am. School starts at 9 (A.N. I'm going to say it's 9, idk when school starts in Japan), so I should start getting ready now. I went into the bathroom, and looked into the mirror. My eyes are red already...? I shouldn't have cried so much, now everyone is going to worry about me. I tried my best to wash my face, but it was no use. I took a shower, put my uniform on, and went downstairs for breakfast.

After breakfast, I went outside. The Sakura blossoms were still blooming, but I didn't feel like I was blooming, but wilted, like a dead flower. When I got to school, I quietly went and sat at my seat, while rumours flew around. All the experiences I had...all the wonderful things I went through. Gone. When I was out of my thoughts, I noticed there was a crowd around Chizu-chan and Ayane-chan's desks. I decided to listen to what was happening. "Yoshida won again!" Someone cheered. "Hey! Come on, again!" I heard Ayane-chan yell. "Stop it, Yano-chin! Your hands and face are completely red! Your blood veins!" Chizu-chan yelled back. "Why didn't you tell me that earlier!?" Ayane-chan scolded, "what is that handshake! You must've done that with an intention of challenging me!" "No! When we shook hands, the bell in my heart accidentally rang!" Chizu-chan defended. "Me too, it was an accident!" Ayane-chan argued. Wow...the get along so well! I began to carry notebooks to the teacher, as it was a job assigned to me yesterday. Maybe I'll find someone I can arm wrestle with too...that's what I thought last time too, wasn't it...? Anyway, today, I'm going to try my best to talk to Ayane-Chan! I think that Chizu-chan and Ayane-chan have cheered me up, like they always do. I'm going to do what I can do here. In reality...

When I came back, I quietly sat in my seat again. "Good Morning, Kuronuma," Kazehaya-kun greeted. "G-Good morning," I said, but he went off with Jounouchi-Kun (A.N. Once again, that's Joe). "Ah! Good Morning, Kuronuma-Chan!" I heard behind me. It was Chizu-chan. "Good Morning, Ch-Yoshida-San," I greeted, almost making the mistake of calling her Chizu-chan. I can't be over familiar! "Did you know what happened today?" Chizu-chan said, "I won to Yano-chin in a wrestling match! Even though I was only trying to have a handshake with her!" "Really? Wow..." I said. "Ok, so, yesterday..." Chizu-chan said, "everyone's been saying your name was Sadako, is that true? Or is your name Sawako, like you told me? Sorry, just checking if I heard wrong on the first day." "My name is Kuronuma Sawako, Sadako is my nickname..." I answered. "Oh I see!" Chizu-chan said, "ok, I'm heading back to my seat." "Ok," I answered.

When lunch break came, Chizu-chan went to hang out with Sanada-kun. I decided to try talk to Ayane-chan. "Um...A-Yano-San...?" I asked, when I got to her. Maybe I should start getting used to calling them by their last names. "Yeah, that's me, anything you need, Sadako?" Ayane-chan asked, I could see that she shifted back into her seat. "I heard that you lost five wrestling matches," I said, trying to start a conversation. "Oh, yeah, Yoshida, she started it," Ayane-chan answered, "even though it was going to be just a hand shake." "I think you two get along well..." I said. "How so?" Ayane-chan asked calmly. "Well...you two looked like you were having fun," I answered. "Well, it's hard to admit, but, maybe it was slightly fun," Ayane-chan said with a little laugh, "well, it's nice talking to you Sadako, but I got to get going." She got up, and smiled at me. "Um, wait!" I called. Ayane-chan turned around. "I-I'm not Sadako, my name is...Kuronuma Sawako." "Oh, I see, well, see you later, Kuronuma-chan," Ayane-chan said with a small smile. She walked out of the classroom. Yay! I cleared another misunderstanding between my friends!

On my way home, I smiled to myself. Now that I knew how to interact with people naturally from my dream... Oh, that's right, everything was just a dream. Just a dream. Me becoming friends with Ayane-chan and Chizu-chan, me becoming rivals with Kurumi-chan, me falling in love with Kazehaya-Kun, the shrine visit with Kazehaya-Kun, the misunderstanding we had when we thought we had rejected each other before the school festival, Kazehaya-kun and I meeting each other's parents, the field trip...it's all gone. A tear fell out of my eyes. I went through a lot, and now it's all- "Sadako!" I wiped my tears, and turned around to see who called out to me. It was Shino-chan. "How was your first days at school? Made new friends?" She asked. "Uh...no..." I answered. "Oh, ok, well, cya! Can we talk more tomorrow?" Shino-chan asked. "Ok," I said with a nod. Shino-chan then ran to her own friends, while I went home.

At home, I had dinner, brushed my teeth and went to bed. I thought about how I should make things happen again, so I could go back to how my life was. But...should I change a few things? Will that be fine? I don't know what to do...I guess I should sleep. I closed my eyes, and fell into darkness.

Make something out of what you have, surely a miracle would happen if you do that

~Kitty~

To Be Continued...

Looks Like Sawako has to try and find a new resolve. Stay tuned for KazehayaXSawako moments next chapter! Bye!

P.S. If you want your review to be recognised next chapter, then please review by next Friday! Also, there'll be a change of Point Of View next chapter.

Kitty~