Sorry.. i'm baaacccccccccccckk! lol here's the third chapter.
I'm tired of feeling like I'm fucking crazy
I'm tired of driving 'till I see stars in my eyes
I look up to hear myself saying,
Baby, too much I strive, I just ride
I'm fucking crazy.
"Oh, Stefan." I tried to laugh it off the awkwardness. I stepped back about three steps away from him. Oh god, what am I going to do? He raised his eyebrows at me. "Um, how long have you been there?"
"Long enough to hear my girlfriend confess their love confessions to each other." He sighed as he looked down. I frowned at him. I felt sorry for him. He shouldn't of have found out that way that he did. I shook my head at how many problems we all have. "Anyhow.. I came to speak to you..."
"Oh, you know." I laughed a little and looked around. I swung my left foot forward and back. "Stefan, I have to go.. My mom called and she needed help at home. Sorry. Ha."
"We both know that your mother went out of town, Caroline." Stefan smirked at me. Make up something else! I smiled as I figured something out in my brain. Think Caroline! My brain came up blank. "So, your in love with me?"
"Well..." I smiled awkwardly at him. I shrugged as I looked probably flustered about him. I should just tell him the truth.. then we can figure this whole thing out. Right? "Yeah, I am. I know that your like head over heels for Elena.. So, I'll be moving on, okay? Great! Fantastic. I'll see you tomorrow!"
"Caroline.." He called as I tried to make my escape from him. I used my vampire speed to get to my house. I locked the doors and everything even though that wouldn't stop him for coming over to 'talk' about it. I didn't want to talk about it. It would just be awkward to talk about my feelings for him and get rejected. Even if he did have feelings for me. I'd rather not be a rebound from Elena. I sat down on the couch and exhaled a huge breath.
"When has things got so complicated?" I spoke out loud for no one to answer.
"Because maybe you run from it then it gets complicated?" I jumped as I suddenly hear Stefan's voice come from behind me. I jump up and turn to face him. His face was showing no emotions as his hands were behind his back. "Caroline, we need to talk about this."
"No, we do not." I sighed as I crossed my arms across my chest. He shook his head at me. "I'm sorry.. I just don't want to talk about least, not right now."
"Fine." He held up his hands in surrender. I sighed as I turned and let myself land on the couch. "But we have to talk about it sometime."
"I know." I groaned as I laid my head back on the couch. "So, what are you going to do about your relationship with Elena?"
"I'll just wait for her to break up with me." He sighed beside me. I nodded silently at him not knowing to say to him. "I mean, I don't want to do it first. I'd just feel awkward. Plus, She's probably going to do it the next time she sees me. Damon does not like to share woman. We've learnt that lesson a long time ago."
"I think you should just go over to her house and break up with her yourself or else, you're going to act all nice and sweet to her and you know what's going to happen?" I said and continued before he could say anything. "She's going to feel bad and not going to break up with you. She's going to feel bad because you've been acting like a great boyfriend for her and she's been going behind your back with Damon."
"I don't know.." He trailed off as he shook his head. "I don't want to be a bad guy.."
"You won't.." I placed my left hand on his right bicep. "You'll be getting out of something that she wants, and you'll be free from a one sided relationship! At the end, you'll be both be happy."
"True." Stefan sighed before getting up from the couch. He smiled at me. "Well, I'm going to go talk to her now. If she isn't busy that is."
"Good luck, Stefan." I smiled up at him. He nodded at me before turning to leave. I looked forward as I heard the door shut. I sighed annoyingly at myself. What have I gotten myself into? I decided to lay down and take a nap to make everything go away for awhile. Why has my life been so complicated? Why can't everything be so simple? I shook my head a little as I shut my eyes and let the darkness come over me.
"go away." I groaned at the person shaking me. I swear no one leaves me the hell alone! I hide my face in the pillow I was on. They kept shaking me and shaking me. I sprung up and growled at the person shaking me. "Matt? What are you doing here?"
"I wanted to see how you were." He sighed as he looked at me. I smiled at how sweet he was to come check up on me. "You look better."
"I think I've gotten over my cold." I nodded at him. He reached out and moved me before laying behind me. He pulled me to him and cuddled me. If only he knew... I sighed as I soften into his arms. "Thank you, Matt."
"Well, it's at least I could do since you wouldn't let me take care of you when you were ill." He started to trace circles on my stomach softly. I smiled at how caring and sweet he was. "Care, you would tell me if somethings wrong right?"
"Of course." Where is this going? "Why? What's wrong Matt?"
"Oh, it's nothing." He sighed from behind me. I frowned at how he closed up so quickly. What does he mean by that? "Can we just lay here for awhile?"
"Anything you want." I nodded softly at his request. He tightened the hold he has on me. I sighed.
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Sorry it's late and horrible. lol.
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