DON'T BE STUPID YOU KNOW I DON'T OWN THE CHARECTERS!
AN: this chapter is dedicated to .. thanks for being Awesome and helping with this chapter!
So I guess Emmet didn't leave. He got the help of Alice (Remind me to "thank" her later) and threw me a party. It was my vampire birthday. I was turning 95. I hated parties, Especially if I was the center of attention. "Happy birthday!" they all yelled. No way would they let be leave any time soon. Now I wish I had accepted Emmets offer to go hunting. "Emmet, do you still want to go hunting?" I said in hopes of getting out of this. "no way we have been planning this party for weeks." Jasper sent me a wave of calm. "Stop it Jasper!" I all but yelled at him. I felt the calm stop. "thank you." I replied coldly. Some people might like having their emotions fixed but I was not one of them. If I wanted to wallow in self hatred, I wanted him to let me. I looked around the room. Blue streamers and red balloons hung all around the room. Despite the fact that no one there ate, Alice brought a Huge cake. Alice smiled at me while I took it all in. "Is the cake really necessary?" I asked her. I was trying to be calm for Jasper. He hated negative emotions. "Yep! It adds to the mood." She responded as if I wasn't angry with her. I decided that no amount of complaining was getting me out of this one. I decided to smile and pretend to have a good time. "good idea." Edward mumbled. Everyone in the room chuckled. I hated when Edward responded to my thoughts as if I said them. "sorry" He said again. It was extremely frustrating! I smiled like this wasn't the worst day of my life. The day passed slowly. I was given gift after gift after gift. All I could think about was that Alice gave me a make up kit. I cried on the inside. (Im as ugly as I think. She gave me make up because she thinks I need to look better.) I waited for the tears that never came. I hated this body. Everything was so wrong. I fled upstairs and ran into my room. I heard someone behind me. I slammed the door and fell on to my bed. I heard a knock on the door. "Go away!" I screamed. I couldn't let anyone see me like this. "you know a lock wont keep me out." It was Emmet. Now I really didn't want to be seen. I opened my balcony door and jumped down. I ran as far into the woods as I could. I looked behind me for a second and when I turned around Emmet was there. I stopped dead in my tracks. ( Ha Ha dead.) Ugh (This isn't funny you are dead!) "What's going on Rose. Everyone gave you nice gifts and said happy birthday and you run to your room?" How could I explain this to him. He wouldn't understand. No one understood me. I was all alone. "tell me Rosalie." Crap! He said my full name. that meant business.
"well… to start, I love you." If I was telling the truth then I was telling the whole truth. His face lit up and I could tell what he was about to say. "but I cant be with you." I finished sadly. "why not, rose." Ah my nickname he was softening. "Your much to good for me and I want you to be happy more than I want to be happy. You cant be happy with me cuase im so ugly and selfish and mean and you deserve better. I want you to find a nice girl who deserves you and someone you can love . I want you to be happy. Even if I cant be." While I was talking his lips turned up in a smile. (I knew he wouldn't understand.) I considered running but he would probably catch me again. He was so darn fast. So I just stood there and tried to look like I wasn't crying. "Is that all" Emmet said full out glowing now." That's why you wont date me?" I shook my head yes. "that's what I said isn't it?" he started to laugh. Then he saw my face and stopped right away. "I love YOU Rose." He looked so sure so confident. "I couldn't love anyone else if I tried" He pulled me close and kissed me. Out lips met and I couldn't stop this if I wanted to.( which I so didn't) he pulled back and looked in my eyes. "Rosalie, will you please go out with me." I wanted to say yes. I wanted so bad to say yes. I had been fighting this long. I always said no. I had to give him the chance at a better life. A better girl. One her deserved. (Say NO) My inervoice said. I never disobeyed my inner voice. "Emmet I. . ."
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