Chapter 3: Rainy Days and Hopeful Wishes
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Dana2184 asked me: Why did Brona take the test in Jo's apartment? So instead of PMing her which I would but some of you are probably wondering too so…
The reason Brona took the test at Jo's is because she lives with the guys, Katie and Mama Knight so there'd be less chance of them finding the test if she took it somewhere else.
Brona's POV
I looked out through the water-dropped stained window, with a heavy heart, to see it lashing rain. I actually don't mind the rain, sometimes I love it, unless you had something planned and you need good weather for it. 'And when it rains on your parade, look up rather than down. Without the rain, there would be no rainbow.' Me and my cousin/best friend Amy would always say. Now I'm looking up and seeing no rainbow, but hopefully they'd come soon.
I went over to my full length mirror and lifted up my t-shirt and stared at my bare stomach, placing both of my hands on my stomach. It was still reasonably flat, but if I looked really close, I could see my stomach curve ever so slightly. Even though I'm scared, I can't help smiling at the fact that my baby was in there. I just found out that I'm pregnant two days ago, and I already love him or her to death. I pulled my t-shirt down and sighed, seeing that I haven't told Kendall aka the father of my baby I'm pregnant.
I really don't know how the hell he's going to react. Is he going to be happy, sad or even mad? Will he still love me? Will he be there for me and the baby? Will he make me get an abortion? Will he leave me?
Ok enough of clouding my mind!
I walked into the hallway to see Kendall in his shared bedroom playing a few notes on his guitar. I took a deep breath and went into the bedroom. Kendall smiled and put his guitar down and patted a spot on his bed for me. I gave him a smile and sat down. He put his arm around me and I rested my head on his shoulder.
"You ok?" Kendall asked.
"Yup! *coughs* why wouldn't I be?" I replied.
"You just seemed a little out of it lately." Kendall said.
"Just stressed."
"How about me and you get out of here for a week or two? Like Hawaii!"
Yeah I don't think I'm allowed fly while I'm pregnant.
"Em, eh, you see, I'm-I'm, that's an idea!"
Damnit Brona!
"So we'll think about."
"Yeah sure. Em baby?"
"Yeah?"
"Y'know how you said, the other night, that nothing can come between us or tear us apart. Any surprises that come our way we can handle it because you love me."
"Yeah."
"Did you mean that?"
"Of course I did. I've known you forever and I'm not just going to throw our relationship and friendship away just because something we didn't expect or plan for came up."
"Aww…"
Line breaker! Line breaker! Line breaker! Line breaker!
4J
"What am I supposed to say? Hey Kendall, remember that week last month when were alone and on the last night of fucking each other, the condom broke! Well guess what I'm pregnant!" I growled as I paced up and down. Camille looked at me with concerned eyes.
"Wow this is really taking a toll on you." Camille said.
"Sorry Camille, it's just the morning sickness is awful." I admitted.
"It's fine. I have no idea what's going through your mind but were all going to be there for you even if Kendall isn't. Which is very unlikely."
"Thanks Camille."
I gave her a hug. It was weird her being calm, I guess she just had to be because these times are hard and there driving me crazy. I guess I should just tell Kendall, the longer I keep it in the worse it's going to be.
A/N: Hey guys! Thank you for all your reviews and kindness! I want you to guess what happens next? And please review and tell me what you think of this chapter! The next chapter could be up today because right now is an awful wet, windy and rainy day which kinda inspired the chapter! And I have nothing to do because I did my homework yesterday! Which is never like me…..? Well any way I could bore you with going on but no. Please review and Peace out!
