I'm here with chapter three guys. :3 If you've been reading this story I would like to thank you very much. ^^ ENJOY!
A week later…
At this point I've tried everything … Pills, knives, drowning… None of it worked. I haven't been able to sleep for a week. I knew what I had to do. I quickly got a pen and paper. I started writing.
Dear Mom,
I have decided that I cannot go on living anymore. The pain is too much. I can't stand it anymore. I wish I could leave on better circumstances, but no. I have to do this. I love you.
Sincerely, Bryce.
I placed the note in an envelope marked "For Mom" and left it on her nightstand while I said my goodbyes to her. I started walking to the highest point in town, a cliff about five miles away from here. As I walked I turned to my mp3 and started playing Bullet by Hollywood Undead
Hollywood Undead – Bullet
My legs are dangling off the edge
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend
I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm
Gone, gone, gone, gone
My legs are dangling off the edge
A stomach full of pills didn't work again
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm
Gone, gone, gone, gone
Gone too far yea I'm gone again
It's gone on too long tell you how it ends
I'm sitting on the edge with my two best friends
One's a bottle of pills and one's a bottle of gin.
I'm twenty stories up, yea up at the top
I've polished off this bottle now it's pushin' me off
Asphalt to me has never looked so soft
I bet my momma found my letter now she's calling the cops
I've gotta take this opportunity before I miss it
'Cause now I hear the sirens and they're off in the distance
Believe me when I tell you that I've been persistent
'Cause I'm more scarred, more scarred then my wrist is
I've been trying too long with too dull of a knife
But tonight I made sure that I sharpened it twice
I never bought a suit before in my life
But when you go to meet God you know you wanna look nice
So if I survive then I'll see you tomorrow
Yea I'll see you tomorrow...
My legs are dangling off the edge
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend
I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm
Gone, gone, gone, gone
My legs are dangling off the edge
A stomach full of pills didn't work again
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm
Gone, gone, gone, gone
We hit the sky, there goes the light
No more sun why's it always night
When you can't sleep well you can't dream
When you can't dream well what's life mean?
We feel little pity but don't empathize
The old are getting older, watch a young man die
A mother and her son and someone you know
Smile at each other and realize you don't
You don't know what happened to that kid you raised
What happened to that father, who swore he'd stay
I didn't know 'cause you didn't say
Now momma feels guilt, yea momma feels pain
When you were young you never thought you'd die
Found that you could but too scared to try
Looked in the mirror and you said goodbye
Climbed to the roof to see you if could fly
So if I survive then I'll see you tomorrow
Yea, I'll see you tomorrow...
My legs are dangling off the edge
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend
I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm
Gone, gone, gone, gone
My legs are dangling off the edge
A stomach full of pills didn't work again
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm
Gone, gone, gone, gone
I wish that I could fly
Way up in the sky
Like a bird so high
Oh I might just try
I wish that I could fly
Way up in the sky
Like a bird so high
Oh I might just try, oh I might just try
I arrived at the cliff and sat down at the edge. I took off the bag that I brought along and looked at a picture of better times. My mom was swinging me on the swings with my grandma trying to catch my feet. I smiled and shed a few tears. I then threw the picture off the cliff and thought about when it all collapsed.
FLASHBACK
I was with my grandma happily listening while she told me stories. Then the phone rang, the fatal phone call that would change my life. I didn't know who my dad was I just knew that he left before I could ever remember him. My grandma told me to go to my room but I just peeked around the corner. I heard my mom talking, no crying. She was being held at gun point on the phone. I heard the bitch that kept her there speak.
"If you want your sweet daughter back then I suggest that you pay my ransom." He said darkly while chuckling.
"Yes, I will pay it. How much do you want?" My grandma negotiated.
"Oh, I say a few thousand would do. Meet me at the Cliffside five miles from where you live." With that he hung up and my grandma called a babysitter to watch me.
END FLASHBACK
I got up remembering how my grandma told me that my mom went off to do drugs and how she got money for it by exotic dancing. Tears were now forming a puddle on the floor. She left me for all of that, alone for a portion of my life. If it weren't for my grandma I'd probably be dead long ago. I got up and backed up a few yards from the cliff. I started a running start before I heard something, no someone.
"STOP!"
I turned around to find a girl from my school.
Cassie.
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