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Sam still didn't know why he kept crying. He hoped it stopped soon.
Bobby and Dean were extremely worried about the youngest Winchester. Bobby was also worried about Dean. He was acting normal, but Bobby wasn't so sure.
"Sam's traumatized" Missouri explained when Bobby, Dean, and Sam arrived in Kansas.
"That does explain everything," Bobby conceded.
"Why is he so traumatized?" Dean asked. He was still a little confused from his "trip" to the pit and Missouri knew it. Bobby gave him a weird look.
"He saw his brother get killed right on front of him," Missouri reminded Dean.
"That would traumatize anyone," Ellen pointed out.
"I'm tired," Sam whined from the living room.
"Go to sleep," Dean called.
"My mind won't stop working," he called back.
"It'll calm down like it always does, Kiddo."
"Can you sing me to sleep?" Sam shyly asked.
Dean sighed. "Sure, Sammy."
"You don't have to if you don't want to," Sam muttered.
"I want to," Dean assured him.
"Sing me a happy song," he commanded.
Dean rolled his eyes. He began to sing Come Sail Away to Sam. Sam loved Styx with a passion. Dean had never told his brother, but Mary had always blasted Styx at home. Sam got his love of Styx from Mary and his love of the Eagles from John.
Sam's eyes began to close as Dean neared the end of the song.
He was still awake when the song finished, so Dean began singing Wild World by Cat Stevens. Sam liked Cat Stevens.
When Sam fell asleep, Dean went back out to the kitchen.
"How's he doing?" Bobby asked.
"Not good," Dean told him.
"You should rest," Missouri told Dean, pushing him into a kitchen chair.
"I'm fine," Dean protested.
"Sit down and stay quiet," Ellen commanded.
"How are you feeling?" a concerned Bobby asked.
"Okay," Dean lied. The three shot him a look.
"Don't lie," Missouri warned him.
"I'm having some flashbacks," Dean answered truthfully.
"That's to be expected," Ellen said.
"No one expects you to get over it right away," Bobby assured him.
In the living room, a still wake Sam Winchester listened to the conversation with the new power of hearing from long distances. He began to cry again. Everything was his fault. Everyone around him died. He was cursed.
TBC
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