Emma couldn't sleep that night. She laid in a double bed next to her mom and watched her sleep all night. She thought that her mom was happy right now, back in Seattle with some of her friends and working with what she loved the most. But Arizona was here too, and how is she going to tell her mom that? And how is she going to work alone with the love of her mother's life? After hours of thinking about everything bad in her life Emma decided to take a shower and then get dressed for work. After a long shower everything felt at least a little bit better and when Emma came out from the bathroom she saw that her mom was awake.
''What are you doing up so early?'' Lauren asked when she saw her daughter.
''I couldn't sleep.'' Emma replied while she opened her suitcase and looked for clothes.
''Why not?'' Lauren asked her.
''I don't know.'' Emma answered quickly, too quickly.
''Something's wrong, I know you Emma.'' Lauren said and sat up in the bed.
''I know.'' Emma said and sat down next to her mom in the bed.
''So what is it?'' Lauren asked.
''Don't be mad, okay? I just didn't know how to tell you.'' Emma said and Lauren nodded.
''I told you that Chief Webber helped me yesterday so I can work here this week. But that wasn't the whole truth, I am going to work here this week with… with... Dr. Robbins. Mom, Arizona is working here in Seattle.''
''That. Was. So. Good.'' Arizona said and rolled over and looked at Lauren and laughed.
''I know. Sex with me is always good.'' Lauren replied and kissed Arizona.
''It is.'' Arizona said and kissed Lauren back.
''I love you.'' Lauren said.
''I love you too.'' Arizona replied, ''I wish we could do this all the time.''
''Have sex?'' Lauren asked and laughed.
''Yeah. And just be with each other.'' Arizona said.
''I know. I want that more than anything.'' Lauren said and sighed.
''I want to spend the rest of my life with you.'' Arizona said.
''And I want to spend the rest of my life with you.'' She replied.
''No, I'm serious. If it was legal for us to get married, I would've asked you a long time ago. Lauren Boswell, if it ever will be legal for us to get married, will you marry me?''
''Yes. Yes a thousand times!'' Lauren said and with tears in her eyes she kissed Arizona, it was a kiss better than all of the other kisses they had shared, only with this kiss Lauren could tell Arizona how much she loved her.
''I don't know what to say.'' Lauren replied her daughter after a while.
''You don't have to say anything, I just had to tell you. You're not mad are you?'' Emma asked scared.
''Of course not!'' Lauren said and kissed her daughter's forehead. ''I'm just shocked and confused.''
''Yeah I know. Me too.'' Emma said.
ARIZONA'S POV.
Arizona was driving to the hospital alone like all the other days of her life. She was always alone, even though she had friends at the hospital. She hadn't been her old self the last 15 years, she used to be so happy and back in those days she had everything, and then she lost everything at the same time. First she lost Lauren who was the love of her life and only a few weeks after that she lost her father. Now she only had her job, but she was glad about what she had she was used to her life being this way. But today she was actually very excited for the first time, Richard had called her yesterday and asked her if she could have a teenage girl working with her this week. Apparently she wanted to be a surgeon and her mother was one so she had some acknowledge already. As she walked into the hospital towards Richard's office she thought about how her life would be if she was a mother now, she and Lauren who once tried to have a kid would they be good mothers? And if they had a kid would they be together right now? Everything in life was a whole mess of 'what if's?'
She was close to Richard's office when she heard someone say ''Dr. Robbins?'' she turned around and saw a girl who looked like she was about 15 years old. And she recognized her from somewhere but she didn't know where.
''Yeah?'' Arizona said.
''Hi. I'm Emma, I am going to work with you this week.'' The girl said.
''Hi! I'm Arizona Robbins.'' Arizona said and smiled and they shook hands. ''Today we're going to work with a patient I've worked with for a long time, her name is Sara. I'm just going to change my clothes, you can come with me and after that we'll go to Sara.''
The next days went by fast. Emma and Arizona really bonded, they had lunches together and worked on cases and Emma learned a lot. And somehow she had managed to not tell Arizona about her mother. But Emma couldn't help but thinking that Arizona could've been her mother too. It was on a Wednesday it all changed it was the third day Emma worked with Arizona and they had just finished a surgery and Emma went to the bathroom while Arizona was waiting outside. When Emma walked out a few minutes later she couldn't believe what she saw, there was Arizona talking to Lauren.
''Hi.'' Emma said.
''Hey.'' Arizona answered, she sounded different.
''Arizona, I really have to tell you something.'' Lauren said.
''Emma, I really have to talk to Dr. Boswell. Is that okay? You can go to the cafeteria or something?'' Arizona said and Emma nodded and walked away. She turned around and gave her mother a glance before she left the two girls alone.
''Somewhere where we can talk alone without being disturbed would be great.'' Lauren said.
''We can go to an on-call room.'' Arizona said and blushed when she thought about what they had done there before.
''It's been so long.'' Lauren said when they were sitting on a bed next to each other.
''I know.'' Arizona replied.
''How have you been?'' Lauren asked.
''I've been good. And you?'' Arizona lied, she didn't want Lauren to know how terrible everything had been without her.
''I've been great. I've been hiding something from you.'' Lauren admitted, she wanted to just spill it out. She was tired of lying about it.
''You have?'' Arizona asked, she had no idea what Lauren was talking about.
''A few months after we broke up I found out I was pregnant. It was our baby, Arizona. But I couldn't tell you. And now she's all grown up and you've been working with her all week. Emma is your daughter too.'' Lauren said and looked up at Arizona, who looked scared, surprised, and angry and hurt at the same time. Arizona didn't say anything she just walked out of the room and left Lauren alone and after a few seconds she broke down crying. What did just happen?
It's been a long time I know. But now I am back and I have summer break and I don't know if that means that I'll post more or less, but stay tuned! Thanks for all of the reviews, keep them coming I appreciate them a lot!
