A/N: This whole chapter is a flashback Okay? Secondly when I say James I mean the blonde dude from twilight. The one that tried to kill Bella. The one that bit her. Okay... Coolness. Sorry if that last chappie was short but all shall be revealed in chapter four which is halfway through. Just I've been writing one-shots in an attempt to get more readers to pay attention to my stories. Love all my reviewers. You complete me.
I ran through the forest, my heart pounding in my ears. Kitty and Bobby. Bobby and Kitty. Them, kissing. I couldn't get the image out of my head. It was burned there. Tears streamed down my cheeks but I let them flow. Why did I have to be untouchable? If I was normal this never would have happened. I stopped and finally looked back. I couldn't see the mansion any more. I let my body collapse as the sobs racked through my tired body.
I missed Bella. My one friend was in Forks with her dad and her boyfriend. Her boyfriend who practically worshipped her. And she adored him. I saw it from her memories. Another disgusting thing I do. Take your memories. I let out a choked cry. I wanted nothing more than to die. Right here, right now. I opened my eyes and looked to the sky. It was dark and grey. Like my heart.
I heard movement in the background. I sat up slowly. My scream caught in my throat as a bear slowly approached me. It looked at me wearily. Almost afraid. I calmly reminded what I was. I used Logan's healing powers. The bear started backing away. Then I saw him. In a minute before I could blink he was latched onto the bears neck. Drinking. A vampire. Weird...
The Bella in my head was sending off warning bells. Best thing to do was to push my psyche's forward. Logan said it gave off a different scent to my own. I just hoped that included blood. The vampire finished and was now staring at me with curiosity and...passion? He slowly approached me. For some reason I couldn't move. I was memorized by how beautiful he seemed. Almost like an angel. No focus. This was no angel. This was a killer who was slowly approaching you for your blood.
I concentrated and let the ice coat my skin perfectly. He smiled then. He was right in front of me. I considered freeze him but I was too tired to run. He took a deep breath.
'Yes, that does make it easier.'
His hand reached up and stroked my face. I was so startled I couldn't move.
'Are you going to kill me now?' I whisper.
'No.'
'Is it because you're full?'
I have no idea why I was still there talking. His body was pressed against mine. It was cold and hard but I liked it. I blame my inner Bella. His hand traced my lips. I let out a moan and his smile grew.
'What's your name?'
'Marie.'
He smiled and leaned so that his lips touched my ear.
'I'm not going to hurt you Marie.'
His arms wrapped around my waist. His lips crushed against mine. He was wild and possessive as he kissed me and for some reason I liked it. We broke apart. My lips were sore and I swore they were bleeding causing his eyes to darken. But the cut healed and I wiped the dry blood away. He smiled.
'Perfect.'
His arms were still around my waist. His eyes were a deep red and they burned into mine.
'I have to go.' I whispered.
He smiled and pulled away.
'My name is James. Until tomorrow, Marie.'
With in an instant he was gone. I stood there for a while before I slowly made my way back, Bella's psyche yelling something about my insanity.
-xXx-
I was in the forest, sitting on the forest floor, waiting. I realised something. Whenever he touched me, the wasn't the familiar pull of my powers. Also the way he said my name, it sounded like I was his. No going back. A twig snapped but I didn't look up. I felt him near me. Today my skin was not ice. Although I was still masking my scent. I felt a cold hand tilt my face up.
'I've never been able to touch anyone without killing them. That's two years without human contact. And then you show up. What makes me different from every other human?' I whispered.
'Your smell. It doesn't call to me. I'm a tracker, I love the hunt. But you are…unscented. Your blood doesn't create that kind of reaction within me. And you remind of someone.'
'From your past life.'
'Yes.'
'Do you remember much?'
'Some things, but it's been so long.'
'Oh.'
He pulled me up and wrapped his arms around my waist. I laid my head on his chest. I felt his lips press to my head.
'Your skin is soft.'
He reached out and took my hand. He carefully pulled my glove off and then my other one. He unwrapped the scarf around my neck. Then he threw the items on the ground. I smiled, looking into his gleaming eyes. Yeah, trouble magnet. That's me. His lips started at my fingertips and he slowly moved upwards to forwards my neck.
'James.' I moaned.
He chuckled darkly before capturing my lips. He wasn't as rough as he was yesterday. Hours seem to pass by. I zoned in and out. I was just so happy. Never had someone ever touched me. Like I was important, like I actually mattered. Wait, wait back up. Something was bugging me.
~Hello, he's a vampire! ~
Yeah Bella so is yours.
~Edward is not like him! ~
Shoo psyche don't bother me.
~Rogue, home time! ~
I groaned. James looked at me, eyebrow raised.
'They'll start looking for me soon.'
'Until tomorrow.'
'Of course.'
He leaned down and kissed me again. Then he moved his lips down neckline. They hovered above my main artery.
'My Marie.' he whispered before kissing it tenderly.
'Forever.' I whispered back.
-xXx-
I lay in my bed thinking about him. Nothing new, I always thought about him. I felt guilty. A little. I mean I still had a boyfriend. I looked up and smiled.
'Couldn't wait?'
He smiled at me from the dark corner in my room.
'Just wanted to watch my angel sleep.'
'It's hard for me to sleep.'
'Why?'
'Nightmares.'
'I'll stay with you.'
He came over and climbed in with me. His arms wrapped around me and held me close. I breathed in his scent. It was like flowers or like heaven.
'James?'
'Yes?'
'Why did you drink that bear?'
'I watched you in the forest. I needed to quench the thirst in some way before I met you.'
'Animals taste bad, right?'
'Like broccoli. You can live on it but who wants to?'
'I see.'
My eyes felt heavy and I closed them. I had this nagging feeling about the fact that he drank humans. That made him killer. It meant I was putting my family in danger. They could die. My fault.
'I love you, my Marie.'
My heart seemed to stop again. Did he just say? I smiled.
'I love you too.'
-xXx-