Hi guys ! Here is chapter 3, from Karma's POV which takes place at the time as chapter 2
Again, I want to say a big thank you to my beta Paul Matthews !
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CHAPTER 3
Karma's POV
In this chapter it's from Karma's point of view, happening the same time as chapter 1, right at the end of Faking It season 1.
I didn't really sleep last night, and my eyes are still burning from all the tears I've cried. I don't know what's hurting me the most: is it because Liam dumped me or is it because Amy walked away from me. I didn't know anymore, I was so confused and lost, my mind was in a total fog. I couldn't set apart what's wrong from what's right anymore, and I couldn't set apart what I was truly feeling from what I was faking. I needed to clear upmy mind, but in order to do that and know what I really wanted I knew exactly where to start.
On my way, I kept replaying last night in my mind. In only 5 minutes my life fell apart, and it was all my fault. I faked it so good that I had been caught up in my own game.
First Amy told me she was in love with me, not that it wasn't flattering at all, it's just.. weird, I guess. And then Liam cutting me off because Shane spelled out the bean about Amy and me faking being lesbians. Everything went so fast, I couldn't control anything anymore, and I hated that feeling. I liked to know where I was heading, having control over people, in a good way though. And losing control over things made me crazy. From the get-go I had everything under control and maybe it's because I wanted everything to go my way that I lost control.
I was now standing on the porch in front of door, did I really make the good choice to come here first ? I knocked on the door and Lauren opened.
"Hey Lauren !" I said smiling
"Hi Karma" She growled "She's upstairs, still sleeping" she added, moving to the side to let me pass.
If she's still asleep I'm going to lay next to her, and watch her sleep, she's so beautiful when she sleeps. Wait, am I supposed to think about her in that way, I mean for me it's pretty normal, but is it ?
I was standing behind her bedroom door and I could hear my heart beating faster, but why ?
I knocked, but no one answered so I opened the door and my heart just broke in thousand of pieces. Amy and Liam, naked, well half naked but that's the same, in the same bed ?! I wanted to scream, yell at them but no words could come out of my mouth, nothing would speak out what I was feeling inside, my soul was broke. Tears start flowing down, and the only thing I could do is walking away. I turned back and ran through the stairs, I heard Amy following me and calling me but I just couldn't face her right now, this was too much for me.
I was now out on the street, my face being all puffy and I couldn't stop crying. I didn't care if people saw me like that, I was too hurt to think about anything else.
I didn't know where to go, my best friend betrayed me and my boyfriend, who also betrayed me, is not my boyfriend anymore. What was I supposed to do now?
I knew one person that would be here for me, even though we were not that close, and that was Shane. He kinda make my world fall apart, but I was the one making choices not him. I was so pissed at him but still, I needed someone and nobody was here.
All the way to Shane's, I kept crying and when he saw me like that he just couldn't do anything but hold me tight. He made an upset face when he saw his shoulder all wet. He then placed his arm around my shoulders as we made our way to his room. His bedroom was just like Shane, bright, colorful and really sophisticated.
We sat on the bed and he looked at me, waiting for me to speak but I just couldn't, I wanted to, I had so much to tell but I was kind of speechless. Was there even words to describe how I felt ? But I had to speak
"Amy.. Amy slept with Liam" I said bursting into tears, burring my head into Shane's shoulder and continued "I went to Amy's this morning.. they.. they.. they were half naked in bed.. I wanted to apologize to Amy and she.. she just broke me…"
He pushed me and looked at me " What ? no that's impossible ! Amy is in love with you she wouldn't do such a thing !"
"I know what I saw Shane ! I barked
"Calm down, there must be an explanation"
"Shane, they were in underwear.. Why would she do this to me ? She wanted to get back at me for sleeping with Liam ? Why would she do that ? She doesn't even like him.. And Liam why did he does this ? From the threesome I saw there were something between them, I'm sure they've been sneaking behind my back ! I hate them ! I hate them !"
"Stop Karma ! Everything's gonna be okay" He pulled me into a hug "That doesn't make any sense, don't make conclusions out of nothing"
"But.." I said trying to pull away
"There's no but, I'm gonna find out what really happened. You know Amy, you know she wouldn't do anything to hurt you, intentionally at least."
I was so tired that I fell asleep in his arms. When I woke up he wasn't here anymore. Where did he go ? Oh no.. I hope he did not do what I think he did
I ran across the room, waving goodbye Shane's parents, and slamming the door on my way out.
I started running as fast as I could, suddenly I stopped. Where was I going ? I didn't even know where he was and he wasn't answering his phone. There was not a hundred possibilities of where he could be, actually there were only two places : Amy's and Liam's.
Not a lot of time passed since I saw them half naked, it was Sunday so I guess they must be home. I didn't want to see any of them but I had to find Shane, and stop him before he makes things worse.
I never went to Liam's, and actually I didn't know where he lived, but I knew the place he would go if something was wrong or he need to have some time to think.
It took me 20minutes to get to the art studio, but nobody was here. There were only one place left where they should be.
I was again on Amy's porch, knocking on the front door. Once again Lauren opened the door.
"Is it visiting hours ? We are not a fucking hospital !" She roared.
I guess I found where they all were.
I really wasn't ready to face them, but I had no other choice. I placed my hand on the handle and opened the door. They were, all three of them, standing in the middle of Amy's room and stared at me when I entered the room.
"What's going on here ?" I said. No body answered, they just kept staring at me. I took Shane's hand "Come on, we're leaving"
"No, we need to talk" he said stopping me from leaving.
"Karma sit and listen to what they have to tell you. Your turn" He added beckoning to Amy and Liam.
"Look Karma, we didn't do anything, trust me, nothing happened" Liam started
"He is right, we just slept.. I drunk too much champagne after.. you know.. I was a mess, and we kinda started making out, I guess.." she doubted
"She didn't remember anything" he cut Amy
"Liam shut up" She said, giving him an edgy look. Amy squatted, and placed her hands onto my knees. "I swear nothing happened, please you have to believe me.. Like two minutes after we started making out I felt asleep, I swear.. Please Karma.."
I couldn't stand it anymore, were they having fun making me look like a fucking fool, I was not that stupid !
I violently stood up, making Amy flinch.
"Stop, both of you stop ! Don't tell me how I'm supposed to feel about what I saw, I know exactly what I saw. You didn't sleep together but you were going to, so stop making up excuses. You, Liam, you just took advantage of the situation by sleeping with my best friend just to get back at me because I didn't tell you the whole truth. Or maybe is it because now you have feelings Amy since the threesome. I saw how you kissed her and looked at her, so don't lie to me. I'm sure you've been sneaking out behind my back the whole time. I can't believe how stupid I was to think you were in love with me !" I yelled
"Karma, that's not it" She said confused
"Oh Amy stop, I know you , I know how you function, I know exactly why you did that. You're just jealous, jealous of me being more popular than you, jealous of Liam. You feel left out, so you found a way to get my attention. When you told me how you felt and I told you my feelings weren't mutual, and that I slept with Liam, you just found the perfect opportunity to hurt me. How could you do that to me ? You're such a loser.."
Tears started flowing down Amy's cheeks, Liam was stunned by the way I talked to him and Shane looked speechless.
That's how my world fell apart.