I will be explaining in time why Bella is so powerful and what not, I really apologize for never updating!

BPOV

*I don't know, I feel so hurt and emotionless because of Edward leaving me that I channel it into anger and ferocity. I never use my powers randomly, I hate using them like that, and it was more of a reflex. I can't let Izzy know how hurt I am by the past, I'm going to have to learn that Edward will never love me, he's probably moved on and it's about time I do too.*

The first person out of the car was Emmett. He looked so sad, he lifted Rosalie out and kissed her, I could hear him whispering.

'I just miss her so much Rosie. I mean, we all miss her but I miss her so much...remember her blush and her love for us. What about Edward? He never leaves his room and this might make him worse.'

'I know, I miss her too..it'll be hard being back here but he can get through it.'

Who are they talking about? Jasper and Alice jumped out next. Alice glanced over and saw me, she smiled and waved and went back to talking with her family. I'm sorry but it will take a while to be able to channel my complete and utter betrayed feeling with her, I tried to stop it I did, I just couldn't...I could feel the air around me getting warmer and denser, the charge in the air got more...apparent and I knew i'd create a storm if I didn't get inside soon.

'Get me away from them. Now.' I muttered to Izzy.

She understood and grabbed my arm while Eric grabbed my other one and dragged me into the school. I felt terrible, I wish I could control my powers better. I've spent most of my time as a vampire learning to fight, I could kill a werewolf and I truly am better than anyone the Volturi could get.

We walked to the office to get our timetable, It wasn't too bad, I have Languages first period, then Government, then Trigonometry, Biology after lunch..how great, I don't know if I'll be able to do that. Oh and gym last thing. Maybe i'll just leave at lunch..no, I can't.

I didn't realize but I was at my class.

'Honey, be careful okay? Don't get to mad and you'll be fine!' Izzy hugged me, while Eric hung back.

'I have faith in you! Don't mess up,' Eric winked and pulled me into a hug. I laughed and when to walk in but bumped into something big and buff. I looked up, praying it wouldn't be him.

'Well hey cutie, what's your name?' Emmett grinned.

'Isabella.' I muttered, I could feel the heat rushing to my cheeks...because I have no blood, this happens in response to my emotions.

'B-Bella?' He stuttered, suddenly looking upset.

'No. I do not go by the name Bella anymore.' I said sharply. My eyes flashed white and I could feel him go in defence mode.

'Okay sorry. Why do your eyes do that?'

'I don't know why can Alice see the future?' I retorted.

'Good point..wait how do you know about my sister?' He half yelled.

'Oops late for class, gotta go.' I smiled, flexing my arm and pushing him into the lockers.

I walked in to my class and walked up to the teacher, I shouldn't have but I had to do it..I dazzled him.

'Sorry I'm late, I'm new and got lost,' I pouted looking sad, 'Where do I sit?

'Oh uh what..' He trailed off looking amazed.

'Where do I sit?' I smiled.

'Oh uh beside um the hot blonde, I mean Rosalie. You sit beside Rosalie.' He was stunned. I felt bad for him, I knew how that felt.

WAIT Rosalie?

I looked up to see Rosalie staring at me. I walked up and sat down beside her. I didn't look at her, or acknowledge her at all. It went on like that for fifteen minutes.

'Okay why are you being a complete bitch to my family? I know they didn't do anything to you because I sure as hell would remember. Oh and how are you prettier than me? No-one is prettier than me. But I want to be your friend. So say hello or do yourself a favour and leave.' She smiled at me and held out her hand.

I didn't know what to do. I stared at her, deciding whether to ignore her or become friends with her.

'Okay first thing Rosalie. They ruined my life. Literally. My life left when they left. I don't know why you think I'm prettier than you to be honest, no vampire is. And fine. Hello, I'm Isabella. ' I shook her hand, smiling a bit as I did so.

She faltered a bit when I mentioned my name, why would she do that?

'Okay what do I call you? Bell-' I cut her off.

'No. I don't go by that name, not anymore and if you or anyone out of your family call me that I will destroy you. Do not give me reason.' I smiled.

'Okay...you're a bit scary. Do you have any gifts?' She wondered.

'Yeah..but can you not tell your family? I'll know if you do, I promise I will.'

'No need for that, but fine. What about my brother, he can-'

'Mind read? I know. I'll put a block on this though, he'll never see what you think of when you think of this.'

'Okay..' I could tell she was terrified.

'I have many powers and can have human qualities. If I wanted, I could sleep, I can have children, My hair grows, I can cry, I can eat human food and I can blush and many more. I also can copy a power if I touch the vampire who has it. I have the power of Empathy (controlling emotions), Beauty, Compassion and Excessive love. I can shape shift thanks to my friend Jacob, I can see any vampires past, I can take change an objects size/strength/molecular compound, I can put thoughts into a beings mind, I can project, I'm a physical, emotional and mind shield, I can hypnotise, I have amazing self control, I can heal, I can kill anything with a touch, I can control the five elements, my moods can control the weather, and animals aren't afraid of me. The two of my favourites are the fact I can project my powers onto a vampire (maybe a human, never tried) for a length of which I choose and I hate blood. Any blood. Human blood disgusts me and Animal blood makes me think of them. I don't drink blood. I could if I wanted to, but I've never felt the need to. Oh and I can read minds but I managed to control it, meaning I can turn it on or off.' I smiled at her.

'What. Why can you...why do you have...what? You have so much power? That's so cool!' She breathed in excited.

'No. It's not. It's a curse.' I whispered, my eyes tearing up with venom.

'Honey are you okay? Let's go for a walk.' Rosalie seemed genuinely concerned.

'Okay..' I muttered.

I sent out a signal to Eric and Izzy telling them where i'd be while Rosalie talked to the teacher.

I walked up to hear them arguing and looked the teacher in the eyes.

'You will let us leave and if anyone asks I got sick and had to go home. Rosalie came with me because I felt very faint and you were very worried. Got it? Good.' I grabbed Rosalies hand and walked out.

'That was amazing Be- Isabella!' She grinned.

We ran for a long time. Well not really but when we stopped we were about 560 miles away from Forks.

As we ran I could feel my worries stripping away, I could feel myself getting cold and then warmer. I could feel the memories coming back.

'Well, well, well. Hello Bella. Yes, it is me. Oh shut up, Edward won't come save you. Look at you. You're pathetic. You're tied to a god damn tree for god sake. And the next 24 hours? The worst of your life.'

She tortured me constantly for 24 hours. I have never felt so much pain yet I managed to keep quiet. One thing she enjoyed doing was pulling various bones from their sockets. It hurt, a lot but I never cried out. I didn't want to draw any human/supernatural beings near Victoria.

When she bit me, it felt like I was floating on air. I felt no pain. I never figured out why this was. I was out for 5 days and I woke up in Jacob's room. I remember being calm for a newborn and not being able to notice blood, which freaked out the wolves. I lived with Jacob for about 7 years. They trained me to fight and tried to help me control my powers. Billy thought I had so many because I had been through so much turmoil beforehand.

...

I woke up on the ground. I hate taking blackouts, they come on suddenly and drain my energy, any power i'm using disappears. I remember being in Florida with Jacob and Paul, and suddenly I took one. My whole human thing disappeared and I began sparkling in the middle of Disney world...not a good thing.

I rubbed my head which hurt a bit and looked around. Rosalie was sitting against a tree staring at me, she looked like a terrified deer.

'B-Bella?' She whispered.

'I told you not to call me that. My name is Isabella, 'I growled.

'B-but, look at you...you do realize your appearance is different?' She spoke slowly and didn't move her eyes from my-WHAT?

I looked at myself and gasped, I looked like myself..I hadn't looked like this since the day I was changed.

'Don't even.' I snarled and ran. I don't know why, I ran back towards the school but I had to use my speed..I don't know why I can run so fast, I never absorbed a power to be able to so maybe i'm just naturally this fast? Anyway, I panicked. I had to find Eric and Izzy and leave right away.

I burst in to the middle of their classroom and noticed Jasper and Alice. They gasped and I remembered I hadn't changed my appearance, I was so worried that I forgot too..this makes everything worse. I snapped my fingers and everyone fell asleep in the room (including Alice and Jasper) I managed to remove their memories so they won't remember the past hour but the memories may gradually come back over time. I can make people/animals fall asleep and this drains their energy giving me it. It's helped me a lot when I have to use a lot of power for something like changing the weather deliberately or killing a vampire with my mind..I hate that one, I used it accidentally and i've never forgiven myself. I managed to grab Izzy and Eric and carry them out the window, I jumped out and ran as fast as I could, unfortunately I bumped into Rosalie.

'Tell me now, are you Bella?' She grabbed my arms and looked me in the eyes. I don't know, something about her eyes told me I could tell her.

'Yeah. I am.' I whispered, looking down regretting my decision already. I was honestly shocked at what she did next. She hugged me and started weeping.

'B-Bella, I-We missed you so much! E-Edward has never been the same he loves you still and always will and Alice never stops talking about you, I-I am so sorry I never hated you and Emmett, he doesn't joke anymore. Carlisle and Esme miss you so much and you're our family, Edward thought you were dead and blames himself-' I cut her off.

'Rosalie, Edward left me in the woods telling me he didn't love me. I'm not some stupid weak human anymore. He ruined my life when he left and technically he did kill me. He left me with no protection and Victoria got me. I'll always love him but he should blame himself. No offence but he was a complete dick to me. And Alice never told me goodbye. I'll never forgive her for that. It's been horrible the past 11 years. The wolves helped me, they took me in and they are my family, I don't feel like you's are so don't call me part of your family. You don't know what I went through. Complete torture for 24 hours before even being bitten. Then I had to wake up to find Charlie had died when trying to find me? How do you think that felt? Look, you can't tell anyone. Especially Edward. I doubt he'll even care.'

She looked shocked.

'I'm so sorry. You shouldn't have had to go through any of that. Edward didn't tell us what he told you. I can't begin to..I just feel terrible. I will never forgive myself for letting us leave. And did you say Victoria? That bitch came back? I assumed she didn't care about you or Edward? We will find her and destroy her. I promise. Bella what happened to you? I mean, you're really hard now..like you can't be hurt.'

'No need Rose, I hunted that bitch down a long time ago. She didn't die quickly. I tortured her beforehand. Did I mention I worked with the Volturi for a bit? That means I have Jane's gift among others,' Rosalie looked terrified and I don't blame her. I'm not the old Bella. I am powerful and I can hurt people if I wanted too. I've been on the run from the Volturi for too long.

' Don't look so scared, I'm not evil with it or anything. But can you not tell anyone, at all? And you cannot tell anybody from your family! I'll put a wall around this memory so Edward won't realize you're thinking about it. Oh and can we go shopping? I really need new clothes.' I smiled kindly at her.

'O-Okay. You are so scary Bella, I love the new you,' Rose grinned, 'But...Would you not rather go with Alice?' She trailed off.

'No. I left her behind a long time ago and I'm in need of a new best friend. Personally I'm more like you now and we'd likely get along better. Plus...I have a plan to get your family back and I'll need your help!' I winked at her and laughed. She looked so happy and I truly think this could be the start to a beautiful friendship! I'll always love Alice deep down, but I think me and Rose would get along better now.

Okay, I haven't updated in so long but I'll try update really often now! Bella isn't going to be really "pathetic" like any other fanfic, she's strong now and has been through a lot. Her power has to do with the pain she went though before her transformation. Her and Alice will continue to be friends eventually but I think her and Rose would be better friends now that Bella is a vampire and really harsh with people. She doesn't let people walk over her anymore and Rosalie likes that. I think Bella would look like Zooey Deschanel originally and Izzy would look like Rachel Adams originally. Eric would look like..well I can't think atm but he'd be quite nerdy hot originally before Bella would alter them!

Okay please review I worked for ages on this! Xxx