A slightly quicker update than planned for the series 3 drabbles, these are back in Merlin's POV again (next chapter the drabbles will be in Morgana's perspective once more)
And for anyone who may be interested I have started a new Merlin AU story, for once not Mergana, about Arthur being cursed with magic and forced to flee Camelot, feel free to have a read if you like :)
Anyway I hope you enjoy these drabbles, please review and if there are any scenes in series 4 you would particularly like to see in the next chapter let me know :)
Found
When she smiled at me, I thought she was back. Morgana had returned, we had found the woman I loved. I couldn't forgive myself for what I had done to her and I knew she would never forgive me. Morgause could give her any reason why I had poisoned her, and it would not be the truth.
But when Morgana smiled, I thought that my bleeding heart could start to heal. Perhaps she did understand, she could forgive me and I could find what I thought we had lost forever.
But deep down I knew the smile was a lie.
Lost
Despite all that had happened, I still believed we hadn't lost her completely. I still thought I might be able to save Morgana somehow, convince her that she should be on Arthur's side, not Morgause's. Between twisted nightmares of her destroying Camelot I dreamed that she might still come back to us and we would welcome her.
But when I saw her sitting on the throne, looking down at a broken King with nothing in her eyes but contempt, I knew that she was gone.
The Morgana I knew would not have done this, the Morgana I loved was lost.