"Get up! We are gonna be late!" Ty yells. I'm on my feet in a few seconds. We had been working on my room all night and had fallen asleep. Ty always thinks we will be late. But we never are! I see a piece of paper on the floor, it must have been slipped in under the door. It was a sealed envelope. It had the words "for Tyra, Lily, Josie and Darcy." I open it to find its an invitation. YES! Party time! Our friend Lucy was throwing an exclusive party. So parties are banned at Pinewood. But every year Lucy threw an awesome ones. Everyone wanted to go to one but only about 30 people ever get invited. She invites her friends and the super cool people. Lucy is a drama. That's what we call the actors, at Pinewood. Lucy is carefree and loves fun. She's kinda like a female version of Niall The invite said the party is on Friday night. I put it down on my desk and run get dresses. Dark skinny jeans and an off the shoulder shirt with a tank top under neath, made up my outfit. I tossed on a pair of converse to complete the outfit. I felt like dressing lazily today. Tuesday just isn't my thing. It's to normal. I like every other day, because they have purpose. I'm ready before all the others so I walk to breakfast by myself. I see Lucy walking out of her room. "hey! I haven't seen you in like a month!" I say giving her a hug. She goes home for part of the summer so I hadn't seen her in a while. I had missed her. She brings lots of fun into our lives. She's friends with Darcy too but is only acquaintances with Josie and Ty "have you heard the latest gossip? So from what I heard one of the shy singer girls sang yesterday and has the voice of an angel!" she tells me. The more info she tells, the more I realize it's me. "Lucy the girl is me." I tell her as we grab our food. "oh! That makes since." she exclaims. I chuckle a little. I'm a source of gossip now am I? I'm kinda shy until you get to know me. Then I'm crazy, fun, and loud. We sit down at a table and wait for the others. "I'm thinking about inviting Zayn, Harry, Niall, Liam and Louis" she tells me. We have to be careful. Some of the snotty brats will snitch in order to be praised. A lot of people used to think I was a snitch. But they soon learned my lips were a one way street. I have never once told a secret to anyone who wasn't supposed to know. I'm a trust worthy person. Soon Josie sat down with us. We sneakily told her about the party. She looked excited All of us love a party. "i have to go!" I say looking at my phone. On Tuesdays I have math in the morning. Math is my one of my favorite subjects. I'm pretty good at it. I walk alone to my math class. I was almost there when I was cornered. A group of older singer boys, called the wanted had cornered me. Nathan is love with me and he's convinced I'm in love with him. I try to avoid him, but he and his 4 other friends blocked my way. "so lily, how was your summer, babe?" he asks. "leave me alone and don't call me that!" I says try to get through. "don't be like that" Nathan says trying to touch my face. "Oi! Leave her alone!" thank god someone to rescue me! It was Niall "you should mind your own business!" max, the muscular one said. "and you should get lost!" Niall fights back. "make us! Last time I check their were 5 of us and one of you." the curly haired Jay says. "not if we help." harry says walking around the corner with all the other boys in tow. This was awkward. Here I was pined up against a wall, with the boys fighting over me. The Wanted hate Niall and his friends. They stared into each others eyes. They wouldn't fight they were to evenly matched. They even each had one Irish guy in their group. Niall and jay. Finally Nathan mutters something to his friends and they release me and walk off. "You ok?" zayn asks. "fine" I say and I take off. I didn't wanna stay near the situation any longer than I had to. I sat down in my math class, but found that for the entire class my mind wasn't on math. It was on a boy. Not even the boy my mind should be on. Not my boyfriend. Nor my friend or my harasser. It was on Zayn. The one boy I knew I couldn't have.
It was lunchtime already! The entire mourning was a blur. Before I knew it I was siting with Ty eating turkey meatloaf. "lily, zayn asked me a weird question in art." Ty tells me with her mouth full of food. She was as bad as Niall "what did he ask" I say not really caring. "he asked me how your relationship with Josh is." I dropped my fork. That knocked my head out of the clouds. I dropped back down to earth quickly. "i told him the truth. That Josh is kinda a jerk." that was an understatement. Josh isn't a loyal. I knew it and it still hurts me. I caught him cheating last year and he promised it would never happen again. I believed him. I knew he still cheats. I just can't admit it. Yep I'm messed up for staying with a jerk. Since my parents had shipped me off, I was desperate to fit in, to be loved. But Josh doesn't care about me. I don't know why I stay with him. Maybe it's because I think if I give him a little more time he'll change. So far he hasn't. Everyone says I deserve better. But I keep thinking he loves me. I knew deep down that he didn't love me and also that I really don't love him.
"breathing you in when I want you out." I was remixing the song spectrum, for my music class. I was loving the sound. It was my free period and I was laying on the ground with my laptop outside. I suddenly saw Niall running towards me with an object in his hands. Before I could object he sticks a CD into my computer. "just listen to it." he says siting back. It pops up music. It's one song called "what makes you beautiful" by one direction. I listen to it. "you're insecure don't know what for" I listen to the whole song and by the end I'm singing along. It was so catchy. "You don't know your beautiful!" I sing. "Niall that's amazing who sings that?" I ask. "me, us! we named our self one direction! It's our first song we wrote it!" he told me beaming with pride. I copy the song onto my computer. I was so beautiful. "Its so good!" I tell him. They all had great voices. They sounded great together. It was funny. When we were younger Niall had wanted to be a solo artist. But he was grouped instead and loved it. I had never heard them sing all together. One Direction. I liked it. I think they are headed for fame beyond their wildest dreams. That's what almost every one here at Pinewood wants. Fame. But few people were talented enough. These boys were.