ALTERNITE UNIVERSE INFINITY

I can't believe that I'm here with Beau again. For the longest part of my life I believed I would never be loved for me but she saved me and I saved her and we saved each other.

I should be angry with her for trying to make me forget her but I understand that she is much like me in protecting what and who she loves.

We sit in her living room and I can't help but want to touch her, feel my baby moving inside her. I don't care if he's a vampire, I will do whatever it takes to save my child.

"Can I hear the story now?" I ask because I feel as if I know but I'm not so sure I understand.

She pulls out a book that looks like a journal and she hands it to me.

"This is the story or should I say the stories of Dean Winchester and Arandi Remington more or less sometimes your name changes to Jensen Ackles a couple of times other names and Arandi's has changed a couple of times in this case me, Isabeau. I have dreamed hundreds of lives Dean and in every universe, every parallel world you meet her and fall in love with your ultimate soul mate. As far as I can tell we or they are the only ones to ever accomplish that feat."

I stare at her stunned but I know it's the truth. The love of my life, of every life from here to infinity. The one thing I've been allowed that resembles happiness.

"Do you know why you're being shown the alternate universes?"

"I'm guessing that our son was trying to show me that we belonged together no matter what."

"He got that from me." I smile.

"Your love of junk food too." She smiles back. "I missed you so much." She whispers reaching to caress my face.

I lean into her touch, relishing it. I've missed her too even when I couldn't remember her. I missed her oh fuck did I miss her.

I lean in to kiss her and it's so easy to get lost in her again.

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Dean is back in my life and as much as I wanted to protect him I should have known the supernatural would bring him back to me. Especially when I started dreaming all the parallel worlds where Dean and I or Arandi were meant to be no matter what.

I watch him as he reads through the journal where I wrote every dream, every feeling of meeting him and falling in love with him again and again.

We have been just about everything possible even gender swapped, monsters ourselves, cops, agents, royalty, angels, and the list goes on.

"You were even the Impala." He whispers.

"Yeah that life was really upside down for us."

"How could you tell that it was all real?"

"It was as if I was there living it for real and I could smell and taste the things around me. Feel your touch and your kiss." I explain.

"Did it feel like this?" He murmurs and kisses me sweetly.

"Umm not sure I need a few more to analyze." I answer.

"I think I can handle that." He replies.

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I want to make love to Beau so badly but she's far enough along to where that is not a good idea.

We kiss for a while and as much as I want to not get turned on I do anyway.

Her lips are sweet erotica.

Sam has locked himself away in a room Beau showed him so I lock us away in her bedroom.

We get comfortable on her bed and kiss. I know that I can't make love to her but I can do other things.

I gently and slowly peel her clothes off and she's blushing, I can tell she's embarrassed at how big she is but to me it's absolutely beautiful. I kiss her everywhere and she encourages me to strip down too.

I gently spread her legs and move down to taste her. She moans so sweetly and I want to hear more.

I lick her sweetly but firmly and she has her fingers firm into my scalp as she bucks against me, my name a sweet mantra on her lips as she comes undone.

It is sweet, sweet music to my ears.

She turns herself into a comfortable position to take my hardness in her mouth and even after all these months she still remembers where to lick and suck and twist that makes me crazy.

In one smooth move she takes me completely in and I let out a long moan as I shoot down her throat and she milks me dry.

"Oh baby I can't tell you how much I needed that." I sigh.

She giggles. "I think I have a good idea."

I spoon in behind her, wrap myself completely around her my hands on her belly and I feel my baby moving.

"Sorry kiddo." I murmur and I swear I hear a child's giggle far off in the corners of mind as I drift to sleep.

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Dean holds me protectively as he sleeps, his warm breath on the back of my neck.

I have missed him so much and those months without him were the hardest of my life. I don't ever want to face that again.

I lift his hand from my belly place it close to my heart as I gently run my fingers over his knuckles. Scars mar his strong hands and it's easy to believe that every one of them tells a remarkable story.

The thought no sooner crosses my mind than flashes of Dean's life since he began hunting filter through my thoughts.

He and Sam have saved so many and lost so much yet they never stop, they keep hunting, saving lives, moving on.

Dean is so strong, I have no idea how he keeps it together. I couldn't have endured even half.

That is my last thought as I drift off to sleep.

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"Daddy they're coming for you."

I sit up on the bed fast my gun in one hand my knife in the other. The silence of the night is eerie. I try to quiet my breathing as I listen, something is out there but I don't know what.

Apparently I missed something when I did my blitz kill earlier.

"I'm not so easy to kill." An ugly voice hisses from the dark.

I'm on my feet ready to fight.

Beau is sitting up now scared. "Dean what is it?"

There is a blinding light in my face and pain slices through my head. "Beau go to Sam now!" I scream.

I'm flying and hit the wall solidly, it knocks the wind out of me. I've lost my gun but my grip is deadly on the knife.

Anger surges through me. "Why can't you just fucking leave us the fuck alone?"

"Because you're a Winchester."

I laugh. "The same reason you're going to die." I lift into the air smoothly. I could so get used to this.

"You have to find me first." The voice laughs and begins to fade.

I lift my hand shooting out power but it's gone whoever, whatever it is, is gone.

I settle back onto the floor. I hear voices and I don't recognize them.

"Sam?" I call out.

Bright lights blind me again and blink looking around. "What the fuck?"

The door opens and two men in hospital greens come in. "Hey Dean having a bad night?" They say calmly.

I'm stunned as I blink trying to wake up but it's not working and I wonder why my hands are empty.

"Where's Sam?"

They exchange glances but don't answer the question. "Come on Dean get back to bed or we're going to have to sedate you and restrain you."

I only nod afraid to be tied down and not able to escape.

"The doctor will be here in the morning Dean ok?"

"Ok Charlie." I respond and blink. How the fuck do I know his name and know that the other orderly is Roy?

I curl up on the bed panicked, I'm remembering being here, these people and what the hell is happening to me.

Charlie turns off the light and closes the door.

I don't know what to do, I can't breathe. I hate enclosed places and this padded cell isn't helping me at all.

TBC

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