*Disclaimer; I own nothing! So I forgot to say WHY its called Lullaby... well I was listening to Nickelback - Lullaby while revising RE for my RE mock exam. We have to revise about abortion, christian views about it, what the roman catholic church has to say about it, Protestant churches opinions yadda yadda yadda, So anyway, basically, christians believe that it is okay for someone to have an abortion ONLY under certain circumstances e.g. If the mothers health and life is at risk, if there is a severe chance that the child will be born with a disability or if the child will not survive long outside the womb, rape/incest etc. (Not trying to give you's all an RE lesson, dont worry) but yeah, I think its kind of a sad topic to learn about but what are ya gonna do lol. Plus, the music video for Lullaby - nickelback is kinda sad, so yeah. its kinda based off of that. REALLY LONG disclaimer there, sorry about that!. well Bring on Chapter 3!*
"Lullaby"
Chapter 3
*Austin's POV*
So yeah, so far things are going great with me and Ally. We've been keeping it a secret though. We want to make sure there's a good chance of us lasting before we make it official.
Even though its only been a week, im pretty sure Ally is the only girl I want to spend the rest of my life with. I mean I have known her since we were 15. I fell in love with her at 16.
Ally and I are in my livingroom watching Mama (A/N. I do NOT own Mama. It is an amazing movie though, I recommend it if youre not easily scared, Its more jumpy than scary tbh so anyway) I picked this movie on purpose. I wanted Ally to be scared and end up in my lap by the end.
It totally slipped my mind that Ally finds these movies boring.
Well I can tell you something, she's not really a good actress. (A/N. another note, sorry. I dont mean anything by this btw its just for the story. I actually love Laura, I think shes absolutely gorgeous and an amazing actress.) I can tell she's trying to act scared for my sake.
I thought it was cute though, so I pretended to believe her.
I pulled her on my lap and held her close. She looked at me, searching my eyes for something. Im not sure what, but I know she was definitely searching for something. Anything.
I gazed into her eyes, looking deeper. I realized then I was leaning in and she was too. Our noses were touching and our lips were barely brushing when suddenly, there was a loud noise from the T.V and Ally and I both jumped.
right...
Seriously, mama? Couldnt you have pushed Luke off the stairs after Ally and I kissed? ugh.
I grabbed the remote and turned the TV down a little. Just enough so that if anything happens between me and Ally again, we wont jump 10 feet in the air. Thanks mama.
"Austin?" Ally sweetly called my name while batting her eye lashes. I love how she says my name. How it rolls off her tongue.
"Yeah?"
"Can you get me some water, please?" I sighed and she looked up at me with those eyes. Her deep chocolate brown orbs gazing into mine. She had won, I was defeated.
I leaned down to give her a peck on the lips before I got off the couch and walking to the kitchen to get my girl some water. My girl. Calling no one else that but Ally. It just sounds so right.
*Ally's POV*
Austin walks in with a glass of water. He hands it to me and I thank him. After I took a sip of water, I set it down on the coffee table in front of us.
I looked over at Austin who was watching the rest of Mama.
I got up and straddled him. I decided to take a risk tonight and play it dangerous.
His hands instantly found their way to my hips, almost instinctivly. I leaned down and kissed him passionately. Before things got a bit too heated, Austin broke the kiss.
"Whats wrong?" I asked him, worrying that he didnt feel the same way after all. That he thought that kissing me just didnt feel right at all.
"I want to. You know I do"
"Then why'd you stop?"
"Because. Remember what we decided? To take things slow? You have no idea how much I want this Ally but, I just dont want our relationship to be rushed, you know? I want to. Just not yet.
I completely understood where he was coming from. I forgot that we decided on that.
"You're right, i'm sorry."
I gave him one quick peck and sat back down on the seat I was previously sitting on.
"Dont apologize. It was nice. But we both want our relationship to work out." he had a point. A good one at that.
"I know." I looked up at him and he smiled. I smiled back at him.
For the rest of the day we just cuddled up and watched a bunch of movies until we fell asleep, my head on Austin's shoulder and Austin's head leaning on mine.
*If its short, then I am sorry. I'm actually kinda proud of this chapter idk. I think it was the best chapter of this story so far. Btw dont get too caught up with this story being a happy story because trust me, things will change. Im sure I will be crying will writing it, ive already got it all planned out... Anyway, Shoutout to JoJo for reviewing! Glad you liked it! -I uploaded a new story called 'Just Know that I Love You'. At the moment, I like it better because I have a better feeling about it. But I'll still be continuing on with this one. Thanks for reading!*
Jodiee Will. x
