" hes got me coughing up flowers again and again and though i love them and keep every petal i can not breathe. "
hanahaki
cosmic dust
see me in a mountain of petals that i push under the rug just like the feelings i hide to save me from falling further. i'm muffled coughs and aching chests, a personification of the spring, heart blinded and suffocated by the beauty that is you. dawns are spent in bathroom stalls, my heart worn on the soles of my feet, cursing the ache of what cannot be for loss and longing, entirely. he loves me not, the law repeats for what it's worth, don't spare me the humanity, only in death shall i forfeit. forever my heart in camellia sheets, forever for you it tries to beat.
" y-you've loved me this whole time? "
" i've been denying i've loved you this whole time, but, ultimately? Yes. "