a/n: still dont own bleach :(

chapter 3! hope you guys enjoy! i did a two chapter update and i'm working on the other chapters right now so you guys don't have to wait too long :D

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Confusion

Grimmjow was panting heavily the sweat dripping down his face, his chest heaving from exertion. 'Man i never thought this would need that much effort, oh man my legs ache, that's as fast as i can go, i've already done this 3 times i need a break...lemme ask if that's ok with him first' grimmjow smirked thinking 'he probably wants more...'

"Hey grimmjow snap out of it! are you gonna fight me or not?" Nnoitora was smiling crazily at the 6th espada, they had been sparring for quite a while now but Grimmjow kept getting distracted and spacing out 'and i know whyyyy...' he smiled even wider. Nnoitora had woken up from his Harribel induced coma in a bad mood but now he was looking forward to the next few days.

"Yeah, yeah whatever i could kick your ass and you know it" he snickered at his sparring partner, wiped the sweat from his brow and got ready to go again. 'At least he doesn't know about what happened before with Ulquiorra, i managed to get to Tesla just in time' Grimmjow launched himself towards Nnoitora and landed a blow in his stomach which succeeded in knocking the wind out of him. 'But what exactly was that feeling yesterday when i was looking at him? usually i can't stand him but yesterday...i wanted to stay? why? man i'm so confused!'. "Ahh!" Grimmjow yelled as Nnoitora punched him in the face.

"Pay attention Grimmjow you don't wanna die do ya?" Nnoitora flashed his toothy grin and the two espada proceeded to beat the crap out of each other. After a lenghthy sparring session the two espada were walking down the corridor having a conversation relating to which arrancar they could bully now, seeing as D-Roy and Luppi were dead, they were getting bored. "I still don't see why you had to kill Luppi you could have at least let me torture him a little before you killed him" Nnoitora pouted at Grimmjow who just laughed.

"Well the thing is..." Grimmjow trailed off as he saw Ulquiorra in front of him, 'dammit why am i so happy to see him?' he wondered as he stopped to face him.

'Oh no he stopped, and i cant look at him without getting fustered! but what is this feeling? am i actually happy to see him?' Ulquiorra also stopped to face Grimmjow. Both the espada were blushing and staring at each other, unaware that espada number 5 was looking from one to the other in sheer delight.

"Weeeeel fancy running into you here Ulquiorra!" Nnoitora put his arm around Grimmjow's shoulders earning him a glare from the 4th espada. Delightedly Nnoitora decided to antagonize and embarras both espada as much as he could. "Ooooh Ulquiorra do you not like me hanging all over Grimmi?" he snickered as the both the espada turned red.

"I don't know what you're talking about out of my way" Ulquiorra tried to get past but Nnoitora wouldn't let him past.

"Now now, no need to be so jealous me and Grimmjow were just fighting, from what i hear he's gotten pretty strong so i decided to test his skills" Nnoitora widened his smile as he got ready to make them squirm. "Tesla told me that Grimmjow even managed to hold you against the wall, although I think he misinterpreted the situation." Ulquiorra and Grimmjow were red in the face shock mirrored on thier features.

"We..we were...erm training weren't we Grimmjow?" Ulquiorra appealed desperatley to Grimmjow

"Wha? yeah yeah that's right we were training," he shook his head nervously.

"With Ulquiorra half naked and you staring into his eyes passionatley, closing the gap between you so you would have kissed?" the two espada looked shocked and embarrassed that he knew this, "well you would have if Tesla hadn't rudely interuppted you, by the way i am sorry for that" he snickered as they both looked as though they were going to faint.

"Grimmjow.." Ulquiorra said as the 6th espada looked up at him in surprise and the 5th looked on in relish. "Grimmjow Jaggerjaques is nothing but trash, he is the most foul, vile and disgusting creature i have ever stumbled upon, his existence troubles me deeply" the espada stated looking at th floor. 'i am sorry Grimmjow' he inwardly sighed.

"Yeah well you're not so great yourself, you freaking robotic make-up wearing weirdo!" Grimmjow barked at him 'why the hell am i so angry he insulted me? and why do i feel so guilty about insulting him? i usually have no problem' he stomped past Ulquiorra to his room. Ulquiorra also shuffled off to his room leaving the 5th espada looking amused.

"Well that was fun...i wonder what Gin is doing?" he wondered off to go find him, he was sure gin would have some interesting gossip, he always did.

Later in the evening (probably it's always night so you can't really tell) Grimmjow was pacing in his anxiously 'i need to apologize but how? i mean what if he laughs at me?' with a sigh he opened his door and headed out "Oh fuck it" he said and went off to find the emerald eyed espada.

'I want to apologize but he seemed very angry with me...' the espada walked out and bumped straight into Grimmjow. "Grimm..." he started.

"Listen Ulquiorra," he interupted "I wanted to say sorry for getting mad at you and yelling and shit like that i didn't really mean it i just kinda lost it when you said those things i mean anyone would but I...well did you really mean it? uh i mean it's not like i care but well i just..." he trailed of and looked into the deep emerald eyes before him desperate to hear his voice, even if he said something terrible, as long as he said something.

"Grimmjow you fool" Ulquiorra sighed as Grimmjow's face dropped, causing the green eyed espada to quickly clear up his misconception "Grimmjow you should have realised the only reason i said those things was so Nnoitora would leave us alo... i mean leave the matter alone" he looked into the shining aqua blue eyes filled with with relief.

The two espada stared at each other for a while, emerald eyes looking into blue ones both mirroring the same emotions that neither could recognize or acknowledge, the stared at each other longingly and Grimmjow cautiously stepped toward the shorter espada and ran his fingers through his raven hair feeling his silken locks between his fingers staring deeply into his eyes. Ulquiorra who had been slightly taken aback by this was now also coming closer to Grimmjow looking at his lips filled with desire.

"Shut up Mila Rose!" Apacci's voice drifted towards the two espada who froze.

"You shut up!" Mila Rose replied as Grimmjow lowered his hands and Ulquiorra stepped back from him.

"The both of should stop arguing and hurry up" Sung-Sun interuppted, both Ulquiorra and Grimmjow looked at each other longingly, deeply blushing, and confused as to what exactly they were about to do.

Harribel's fraccion walked past the exact spot where only moments ago Ulquiorra and Grimmjow were about to give into temptation. Once the two espada were in thier respective rooms they both sighed heavily, confused at thier actions nevertheless, inadvertently thinking 'so close...'

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grimmjow: yeah i wanna know what's going on!

gin: quiet grimmi my chapters next

grimmjow: what? how come you get a chapter what about me and ulquiorra?

me: you like him that much grimmi? o_O

*grimmjow blushes*

me: don't worry plenty of love to come...

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