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Title: Brink Of Innocence
Rating: M
Warnings: Language, swimming, rubbing
Adam and Jay didn't say much to each other the next day. Adam was quiet and brooding, not looking at his friend. It was all Jay could do not to kiss his lips and tell him it was okay... or toss him on the kitchen table and ravish him. Instead, he asked if they were hanging out that afternoon. Adam said he was supposed to take Cindy to the movies, and Jay swallowed his disappointment and the sudden wave of irrational jealousy. When he left the apartment he stopped at the door and turned back.
"Adam, are we cool?"
Adam blinked and looked into Jay's eyes for the first time that morning. "Yeah. We're cool."
Jay walked home, feeling a bit better.
o~o~o
A few days later, Adam got a call from his friend John.
"Hey, Adam. Me and Jay and Fatty are going down to the swimming hole. You wanna come?"
Adam smiled. It was a hot day and he was ready for any excuse to get out of the sweltering apartment. He hadn't seen Jay since... well, since, and he had to admit he missed the creepy little bastard. It wasn't often they were away from each other this long. "Yeah, I'll be right there."
An hour later, four boys in swim trunks splashed and swam in a secluded spot Fatty had found while wandering through the woods. They'd claimed it as their own, and no one disputed it. Probably because no one cared enough about their little gang to follow where they went, especially if it meant braving the the thick growth one had to crawl through to get there.
The water was a great place to practice throws and power bombs, or leap from the bank for top rope moves, and the boys did so most of the afternoon. They also played chicken, Jay climbing up on Adam's shoulders to try and knock Fatty from John's in a battle of blondes versus brunettes. Both blondes pushed away whatever awkwardness they felt and had fun, even as they tried not to be hyper-aware of Jay's crotch on the back of Adam's neck. At one point John hooked Adam's leg with his own and swept his feet out from under him, dumping both Adam and Jay under the water while he and Fatty crowed victory.
The blondes came up, but only for a moment as Jay dunked Adam for losing the battle for them. Adam grabbed Jay and pulled him under right along with him. They struggled, coming up for air and throwing each other back under. Eventually Jay got the upper hand and held Adam under the water for a few seconds while Adam flailed. Then Adam played dirty.
Jay jumped when a long-fingered hand cupped his balls through his trunks and kneaded gently. His eyes bugged for a second before he jerked away and Adam broke the surface. His head was back and his eyes were closed, pushing his wet hair back with both hands. He gasped and coughed, sputtering, water and spittle dripping from his lips and down his chin before he wiped his mouth with his fingers. He shook the water out of his eyes and looked at the shorter blonde with the wickedest grin Jay had ever seen.
"Are you guys coming?" John asked. They both looked at the bank where John and Fatty were drying off and changing into their clothes. Jay said the wittiest, most intelligent thing he could think of at the moment.
"Huh?"
"Burgers and ice cream, come on!" Fatty exclaimed, rubbing a towel through his long hair.
"Uh... I'm not really hungry," Jay lied. "I'm gonna hang here and swim for a while. Maybe I'll catch up with you later." He may be starving, but he thought he'd wait until this sudden boner went down. He didn't know why he felt like it was an issue. It wasn't like they hadn't all caught each other popping wood before. This was different, though. This was because of his best friend. He had an Adam-boner, and he didn't feel like being teased because of an Adam-boner.
"Whatever," John said. "Adam?"
Adam bounced in the water, treading idly. "I think I'll stay here with Jay."
Fatty laughed. "Since when do you turn down free ice cream?"
"Who says Jay won't buy me ice cream later?" Adam said, grinning and laughing as Jay splashed him. They all waved as John and Fatty took their leave. Once they were out of sight, Jay and Adam eyed each other. Before Adam could speak, Jay cut through the water towards him and pecked him on the lips.
"I've been wanting to do that all afternoon," he murmured, hoping he wouldn't get slugged.
Adam bit his lip, glancing in the direction their friends had gone, then cupped Jay's face with both hands. "Me, too." He laced his fingers behind Jay's neck and pulled him close. Wet lips met and Jay deepened the kiss, licking away water and exploring Adam's mouth. He'd been too nervous and worked up last time to truly enjoy this part, so now they just kissed, feeling out each other's rhythms. Jay dared a nip on Adam's lower lip, smiling against his mouth when he purred. Neither heard Fatty creep back through the brush.
Fatty cocked his head when he saw his friends standing in the water, their lips locked and hands lazily caressing backs and arms. When Jay's hands disappeared under the water and Adam groaned, Fatty politely averted his eyes and looked through the grass. Being the easy-going guy he was, Fatty figured if that's what they wanted to do, it was none of his business. Actually, he was kind of surprised it hadn't happened sooner. His cheeks burned when he heard a whimpering, breathy voice he barely recognized as Adam's say, "Uhm, Jason... touch it again. Please." Thankfully, Fatty found his watch and quietly slipped away to catch up with John.
Unaware of their brief audience, Jay shoved Adam's trunks down, then did the same with his own. Impatient, Adam grabbed Jay's hand and shoved it into his crotch, humming as he thrust into his palm. Jay laughed and kissed him again. "Slow down. We've got nowhere to be. I wanna play." He brushed his lips across Adam's, tracing and teasing his length with fingertips.
"Mm, but it feels so good," Adam whined into Jay's mouth. Jay smiled and slipped an arm around his waist.
"Don't worry. I'll make you feel good."
"You better," he murmured back, nipping and licking at Jay's lips as he cupped his sack. Adam rolled it in his palm, curious to know if it felt as good to Jay as it did when Adam did it to himself. It must have, because Jay sighed and closed his eyes with a little grunt. Hands and fingers roamed, seeking out all the spots and movements that made the other gasp or moan. Adam discovered Jay liked his nipples played with, and Jay found a spot in the hollow of Adam's throat with his tongue. When he licked it, the cock in his hand twitched. Adam's lips puckered and he batted gently at Jay's erection, giggling as it sprang back up and bobbed against his fingers under the water. Jay grinned, blue eyes dark and sparkling as he gave Adam a little squeeze.
"Oooh," Adam said, biting his lip. He leaned in for kisses punctuated with soft laughter. Jay growled playfully and bit at Adam's neck, making him squeak. He took both of Adam's hands and put them on his own shoulders, grabbing the taller blonde's hips and pulling him close. Both moaned as their cocks rubbed together, Jay clutching the globes of that supple ass as he thrust against Adam's groin. His hands slipped under thighs and he lifted Adam up, letting the water hold most of his weight as Adam's legs went around Jay's hips.
Adam writhed in his arms, grinding against Jay and pressing their lips together. Jay kissed him back fervently, hands planted under his spread cheeks. Feeling Adam's dick sliding against his, their tongues flicking and moving together was bringing Jay close, so close. Adam was panting between kisses and his fingers gripped the back of Jay's neck more and more tightly, his moans coming faster and louder with each rock of Jay's hips. Jay was having a tough time holding onto Adam's bucking body, hands shifting his grip and groping that firm bottom. He didn't mean for his fingers to slip between those cheeks and brush his asshole, but when they did both boys jumped.
Hazel-green eyes widened as Adam mmph-ed into the kiss, but Jay was lost. Touching Adam there felt dirty and naughty and intimate and he imagined shoving his fingers right into that hole and feeling how tight and hot he'd be and oh god...
Jay's hand slid up Adam's back to grip his shoulder as the other held him up, middle finger massaging against his rim. "Oh god, Adam..." Jay groaned as his hips pumped faster, his cum mixing with the water and washing away.
Adam was reeling. Jay's finger there was wrong and gross, and felt so fucking good. "Jay, Jay... wait... fuck..." Jay was rubbing him so hard, front and back, and he could feel Jay's dick throbbing against his own. He scrunched his eyes shut and shook his head, whining as he ground his ass down, not wanting it to feel so good, but every wiggle of Jay's finger sent odd, intense pulses of pleasure deep inside him. He buried his face in Jay's neck, crying out Jason's name as his body jerked and convulsed, stars of white blooming behind his eyes as he climaxed.
Then Jay's arms were around his waist, hugging him as they heaved for breath. Adam's feet slid down until he felt the sand swirl around them, digging his toes into it. He gazed blankly over Jay's shoulder and asked, "Jason? Are we fags?"
Jay nuzzled Adam's neck, staring down into the water. Jay no longer had any doubt that he himself was, but he'd been fighting with it for months. It felt good to accept it, even if just in his own mind. Adam, though... "What do you think?"
Adam swallowed. "I don't know. I... I think you have to have butt sex to be gay, don't you?" he asked. "And we're not gonna do that." He shut his eyes, shifting and clenching his ass cheeks and trying to block out the phantom feeling of Jay's fingertip between them. He told Jay loud and clear that it had been too far.
"No. We're not," Jay murmured, pressing his lips to Adam's shoulder. If that's what helps you sleep at night, baby.
"I took Cindy to the movies. We were making out in the back row," Adam said, and Jay squinched his eyes closed, holding back a groan. He didn't want to hear about this. About what she did to him when Jay wasn't there. Especially not now, when their bodies were naked and flush together. When Adam spoke again, it was in a low mumble. "All I could think about was the other night. The way you..." Adam huffed and sighed, shoving his face in the crook of Jay's neck. "Am I cheating on Cindy?"
Jay frowned, unsure. It wasn't like they were dating, just fooling around. He pushed Adam away to search his face and stroke his damp hair back, wanting to smooth the worry lines from his brow. "Well... if you took another girl to the movies, that would be cheating, right?" Adam nodded in Jay's hands. "But if you and I went to the movies together, that wouldn't be."
Adam smiled. "No."
"Then I think we're okay. Did... did you want to stop doing this?" He watched Adam twitch, then shake his head. "Wanna spend the night tonight?"
Adam grinned. "Yeah. First, though, you buy me burgers and ice cream."
Jay let Adam go as Adam searched for his trunks with his toes. He found them quickly and pulled them up as Jay said, "Hey! I didn't agree to burgers! Fuck, I didn't even agree to ice cream!" He scrambled up the bank after Adam, who was going through the pockets of Jay's discarded pants and snickering. "Get out of my wallet, you bitch!"