Confession

EPOV

We all sat at the living room listening to Bella and sayuri. I was still looking at my Bella with widen eyes and when she caught mine she just smiled at me. She stills the Bella I know her face haven't change and most of all her chocolate brown eyes I have missed.

I heard a little crack on Bella's ribs.

Bella what's wrong? I asked

Nothing! She said

You know Bella you really are a bad liar Rosalie said

I totally agree Stephanie said and I saw Esme nodded

And a little crack again

Sayuri what have you two been up to Vince asked

Nothing! She said

I should call my Mom. Sayuri said

And she walked, picked up the phone and dialed. I just look at Bella. sayuri hung up after talking to her mother and sit with bella.

Uhmmmm!!!! Can I talk to Edward alone? Bella said

No! Richard said

Dad please!!! Bella begged

No! Emmett seconded

(I looked at him angrily. He just looks to Rosalie.)

Fine Bella said angrily

See dad you really have spoiled her much said Vince pointing at Bella

I did not Richard said

Idiots! I heard Stephanie's thoughts.

Nice one Bells now we won't have to explain to them what we've know Sayuri thought

And a familiar voice caught my attention

Edward! Can you read my thoughts now?

(I looked at Bella and she is staring at me back. I just blink my eyes to confirm it as a yes.)

Good…I have to talk to you about Emelie before Sayuri and I discussed the more important fact. She thought

I just nodded.

Mr. Victoirre can I talk to Bella alone? I asked

He looked at me with angry eyes.

Honey let's give Edward a chance please said Stephanie.

(Stephanie is really like Esme.)

Mom how can you say that said Vince

Vince we know you still angry about how we manage to leave Bella alone. But Edward's thought about her safety Alice said

(Jasper uses his talent to calm everyone down. But he couldn't do it now that he saw Alice feeling guilty for leaving Bella)

Ughhhh!! I have enough of this Bella said

And she walked upstairs tapping her feet angrily. I looked at her wit widen eyes.

How can you be all so childish in this kind of situation? Sayuri shouted

You can just say yes if Bella and Edward would like to talk to each other to fix this up.

But most of you are being so stubborn.

And she walked out.

Carlisle and Richard are talking to unite the two families for the damn fight. I just couldn't believe Richard would consider helping us. Well his main reason is that the volturi will hunt them now that they know that Alex and Sayuri helped us. So we must enjoy the remaining of our lives. He emphasized. Alice and Rosalie are still angry with me because I haven't explained to Bella why we left. Emmett and Vince are wrestling while Jasper is comforting Alice because she is angry with me and frustrated that she can't talk to Bella. Sayuri is with Rosalie playing Japanese style with Emelie. Sometimes they are like sisters "pigheadedness". Bella is in front of the computer searching for the Royal Blood Family who wants to kill Emelie. I didn't know that she can access the Volturi's main website until Vince told me so. Even Carlisle and I can't even break the code. I was listening to my i-pod when I heard a familiar voice leaning her head in the stairs looking at me. She walked to me and pulled me. I followed her, she lead me into her room. What is she thinking? When were in her room, she locked the door and smiled at me. I looked at her with confusion.

Do you want to sneak out? She said

I looked at her with widen eyes. She just smiled at me.

Don't worry I won't blame you if you can't break the rules with me. She said smiling

Your talking to a 210 year old vampire I said smiling using my crook smile.

She smiled back!!

(She opened her window leading to the forest, she look right to left and left to right.)

What are you looking for? I said

Alice she said

Don't you think she already saw us sneaking out? I said

I don't think so, she said

(I walked to her and looked at the window to look for any sign that they would catch us.)

Let's Go! She said

Ladies First I insisted

She smiled at me and leap to the window. I just followed at her. I caught up with her and we ran as fast as we can to the forest. She caught my hand leading me to stop. We both stop. I looked at her and she just smiled. When I looked around the place it was beautiful, it was like our meadow but a beautiful lake caught my eyes.

How did you find this? I said

To tell you the truth I always sneak out. She said

(I looked at her and we both laugh. She walks to the beach and inhale some breeze. I followed her in an instant)

I really miss not going here! She said

We stand there in silence, admiring the beautiful beach.

Bella! I said looking at her

(She looks at me with pity eyes. I swear if she is still human she is crying right now. I looked at her and put my both hands on her face and said)

What's wrong?

Edward! Was only she can say

I know what that means she wants me to explain it to her why I left. I hugged her tight I'm sorry! Is all I can say and suddenly I sense that my shirt is getting wet by her tears. And she hugs me back tight. I looked at her; I was right tears flowing from her eyes. I wiped her tears she manages to talk.

Why???

Bella, I left because I wanted you to have a chance at a normal, happy, human life. I could see what I was doing to you—keeping you constantly on the edge of danger, taking you away from the world you belonged in, risking your life every moment I was with you. So I had to try. I had to do something, and it seemed like leaving was the only way. If I hadn't thought you would be better off, I could have never made myself leave. I'm much too selfish. Only you could be more important than what I wanted… what I needed. What I want and need is to be with you, and I know I'll never be strong enough to leave again. I have too many excuses to stay—thank heaven for that! It seems you can't be safe, no matter how many miles I put between us." I said

I looked in her beautiful chocolate brown eyes, and tears keep running from her eyes.

Sorry she said and she wiped her tears

Bella am I too late, I said looking to her eyes

Yes! She said

BPOV

We sat there admiring the beach after he confesses why they left me. He asked me if it's too late I said yes! And he sat with me quite and frustrated.

I'm So Sorry! He said and he manages to stand and walked away.

Edward!! I shouted.

He stops from where he was standing.

I only say yes because it was already too late. Time passed and things have changed. There are many things that I have done that I regret that you're not in my side. Sometimes I manage to forget you but deep in my heart I know it wants to beat again in your arms. (Tears falling down from my eyes). I was alone Edward. I looked at my window everyday wanting to see you outside my house. But I know you moved on already so I stop thinking that you will return to my arms. And it hurts me too much to accept the fact that you're not in my side anymore.I already stop sleeping because all the time I dreamed about you leaving me again and again. And I wake up shouting besides Charlie's arms around me. He fully understands me. He helped me to recover by telling me that you have a purpose. I quickly understand him but deep in my heart it's still hurt. Month's I have became a zombie wanting that my love will wake me up again. I really want you back Edward, I always asked myself why can't I let you go but I can't find a certain answer. I was always in your house expecting that your there waiting for me. Until Charlie decides that we should go to Florida, to forget all the things that happened in Forks. I always disagree to leave. The only thing pops in my head is that you will return Finally Charlie stop convincing me, but still you haven't return. Jacob always wants me to get rid you in my mind because your not worthy. He teaches me how to enjoy. He brings me back to the real world. And I was very thankful of him but I know that I can't love him the way I love you. Because my stupid heart is beating only for one person and that person are you Edward. More tears flow from my eyes. And even I regret to love you once more my heart always stopping me. Until now Edward you're still the one that I loved. And the only reason that my heart keeps beating again and again.

I saw him in front of me. I looked at him in the eyes with all my tears and all I could see is that he was in pain. I just cry like a kid in front of a boy. I stand up not looking for his gaze, I turned around planning to walk out from him but he caught my right arm and hugged me so tight. I'm So Sorry Love; he said all I could do is cry in his shoulder. He loses his hug from me and looked at my face.

I would never hurt you anymore he said

I and my family will leave before you enter the house, I won't cause you another pain …

I cut him off and kissed his lips passionately. He kissed back. I looked at his face and said

Please, don't leave me again Edward. I don't want to return to zombie Bella you left many years ago. I begged

As long as you want me I will stay in your side he said

He looked at me and kissed me passionately. His arms around my waist and my arms around his neck.

I love you! I said

I love you too Love Forever he said