March 11th

Okay, it's like one in the morning, and my aunt thinks I'm asleep. She's watching some crap on the tv. I hope she let's me watch anything I want. I hope she has good music channels. She said that the school said I have until March the 19th off of school. Then it's the weekend, so I'm back to school on the 22nd. I'm planning on spending today exploring the beach and local shops. Not that I bet there's any.

My aunt has changed. She seems a whole lot nicer. But I bet she'll be a bitch again in a week.

March 11th, again.

So, it's the night now. And I'm going to say this; some of the La Push boys are weird, and hot. I woke at 9 in the morning, discovered that my aunts fave breakfast cereal was mine as well. Mum never let me have it at home. Damn her. So, we talked over breakfast, I found out she has a job, and that's why she's happier than the last time I saw her. No one had told me she had just been fired. What an awesome impression to leave with. She works in a shop in Forks. Forks is a town near here apparently. She's working from 4 in the afternoon, till 1 in the morning except Thursday and Sunday. I was texting Evie, Beccy and John all day, they obviously miss me. They never really bothered to text me before, even though we all had unlimited texts.

I was down at the beach today, and I met this really nice guy called Embry. He is really nice looking. He has naturally black hair, and really dark eyes. That's what I want. Instead of this gay light brown hair and blue eyes. I mean, my eyes aren't even a nice bright blue, their a dull blue, kind of grey. I'm meeting up with him tomorrow, he said he'd bring his friends with him, so I could make friends with them.

I wonder what their like? Are they going to be like him? Or be pale like me?

March 12th

Whoa. I met the most beautiful person ever today. He was the youngest of Embry's friends, only 16. But, I'm only 15, so, who cares? He has black hair, dark eyes just like Embry and the rest of them, but, there's just something in them, that makes it hard to look away from. His name's Seth.

Today, we all went to first beach, and because it was a school day, no one was there. I asked Seth why he wasn't in school, and he said its cause he doesn't go. They don't mind me being… what I am. Seth actually seems to really like it. He listens to the same kind of music. That just makes him a whole lot more… I don't know… just… lush. I said I had to go to school Monday the 22nd, and they said that that just sucks. I agree. Why doesn't he go to school? What does he do that means he doesn't have to go to a hell-hole every day? It's not fair. At all.

I leant all the names of his friends who I met today, there's: Embry, Seth, Jake, Quil and Leah. Leah is Seth's sister. Embry said that's not all of them. That kinda scares me how many friends they can have, and still be that close. Anyway, turns out that Seth's fave band happens to be mine too. The Blackout.

They all showed me around today. Sadly, Quil thought I was 'too young' to understand the innuendos he kept saying about me and Seth. After I heard he spends most of his time with a three year old, I couldn't help but think I was more 'sexually mature' than him. And I've never had a boyfriend. Anyway, today, because they showed me around, I found the local shop, the other apparently secret beach. So, yeah, I didn't actually find much.

Tomorrow, Seth wants to take me to Forks, he says they have a better shop, mechanic, hospital ect. I can't wait .

(Whoa. First time I've ever used a smiley. That boy is doing stuff to my head.)

March 13th

Today was… amazing. Just purely amazing. This morning, I had a txt from Beccy that said Shelby came to mine today, wondering where you was. I said you had moved away. She said 'thank god' but then asked me why you had put vodka in her locker, so I said, she never did, you're just an alcoholic. And slammed the door in her face. *hi 5*. Xx I love my friends. After "hi 5"ing her back, Seth knocked for me. My aunt sent him up, thinking I was up. I was still in bed, half asleep.

"Hey. I'm coming in, kay?" He had said.

"What?" Was my reply, then he walked in.

"Oh, I'm… uh… sorry, I thought… you were…up." He had stammered. Even though I was kinda asleep, I still thought he was incredibly cute.

"Oh, that's okay. Just, here." I said, as I patted a part of my bed. He looked like he really wanted to just climb in with me, but, he also looked a little worried about what my aunt would think. "C'mon Seth. Just put your ass on my bed." He sighed in defeat, and sat. I moved closer to him, and he put his arms around me. How lucky am I?! We talked for an hour about some music, (Note to self, if you can get him 'Start Something' get it.) and then, he told me why he wasn't in school. "My dad died, around a year ago. My mum needs someone in the house with her. Leah works, we think that our mum would break down if she's left alone too long. And anyway, when I need a job, Jake will open a mechanics shop, and we'll all work there." He laughed. He has the most amazing laugh ever. So, after I showered, and got dressed, we went out, sadly, neither of us had a car. My aunt had left a note saying she'd gone shopping, and Leah had their family car. In the end Seth ended up stealing the keys to Jake's 'Rabbit', I met his dad, Billy, and we drove up to Forks.

Seth showed me where the hospital was, a better grocery shop, a dentist, this 'awesome' bus stop, this take away place, and the school. I asked him why he showed me where the school was, he said 'Why not?' So, after we decided that we'd better go back, we actually ran into Jake. He didn't care that we had taken his care, he was more concerned over where he had parked it. Anyway, then me and Seth got takeaway pizza, went back to mine, and talked all night.


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