A/N: Hey everyone!! Sorry I haven't updated, between studying for final exams, and doing homework, but here's chapter 3!! I hope you like it!! Please review!!
As he watched her walk away through his tear-filled eyes, he wondered what he should do now.
Sonny was the first girl he really liked, maybe even loved(but he wouldn't admit that to anyone.) Sonny didn't want Chad Dylan Cooper, the egotistical jerk who insulted her.
She wanted Chad, the caring, kind person that she knew was in there somewhere. But now he had ruined it by being his normal egotistical jerk self.
He didn't want to be Chad Dylan Cooper anymore. He wanted to be Chad, the person Sonny wanted and the person he strived to be. But, he had ruined it by being Chad Dylan Cooper.
Why hadn't he thought before speaking?
Why hadn't he bit his tongue before he spoke?
He didn't know why he didn't, but he now wished he did. If he did, then he wouldn't be in this situation. But, he couldn't do anything now. He looked up at the clock. Twenty minutes had passed with him thinking about what a jerk he was.
Before he met Sonny, Chad had thought he was the best person of all humanity. But, he realized now that he was just a normal guy, for the exception that he was on TV and had lots of money.
That used to make him happy, but now it didn't. He wanted Sonny.
He sighed, not noticing the lunch lady's face full of sympathy for him, and he walked back to his room. He looked all around the room and was disgusted with himself. He had pictures of himself all over his walls.
Sonny was right, he was self-centered and only thought of himself. His tears flew down his face endlessly, he didn't bother to wipe them away. He was so angry with himself.
He took all the pictures of him off the walls, and replaced them with pictures of Sonny. He smiled a little bit. He suddenly felt a little happier. As he turned out his light to go to sleep, he prayed that he wouldn't be a jerk tomorrow.
A/N: Will he be a jerk tomorrow? Well you will just have to see!! How was it: Bad? Good? Terrible? Too much sadness? Let me know!! Please review!! I hope you liked it!! WARNING: I don't know when I will update again because of final exams :(