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All the sudden I felt sick again and ran to the bathroom to throw up. And I just had thought everything was perfect.

Chapter 3

"Sydney I really think we should call a doctor. This is not the first time you throw up. What's going on?"

"I am fine Adrian. I promise. I guess you don't cook as well as you think."- I started joking but I knew that that wasn't the reason.

Everybody insisted for me to stay in bed for the whole morning. We were supposed to go to Clarence's for feeding in the afternoon and I was able to convince Adrian to take me with them. When we drove to Clarence's Dimitri and Sonya were already there. Sonya gave me a warm hug and started observing my aura. She smiled but didn't say anything at least not until Jill and Adrian went to feed and Dimitri, Amy and Eddie started practicing in the backyard.

"So , you and Adrian? Congratulations!"- she was excited.

"Yeah I guess so. Thank you."- I didn't even need to ask her how she knew about us.

"I am so happy for you two Sydney! You both deserve it."

When Adrian and Jill got back they didn't stop asking me questions about how I felt and if I wanted to lay down for a sec. I kept repeating I was fine but I knew I wasn't. There was something going on and I had to find out what. I was still feeling tired but I didn't want to admit it.

A few hours after we took Jill , Eddie and Amy back to the school. When we arrived at our place I got outside to get the mail while Adrian was parking the car. There was a letter from the alchemist. Inside I found a piece of paper on which was written a doctor's appointment."Great"- I said to myself. The appointment was for tomorrow morning. I decided not to tell Adrian because I didn't want him to worry more than he already did. We took our private elevator and got up in our apartment. The good thing about both of us living together was that we could take as expensive apartment as we wanted and we did.

"Let's get you to bed and I'm going to bring you your dinner after that."

"Really? Oh, come on Adrian. I'm fine. It was probably just the flu."-I didn't want him to treat me as if I was ill.

"I'm worried about you Sage. I don't want you to feel sick."

"I don't , I promise. Plus I'm going to the doctor tomorrow." – I guess it was better to tell him. Maybe now he would let go.

"Ok. I'll come with you."

"It's fine you don't have to."

"I really want to and after we can go to the beach or something."

"Sure that would be great."-I knew he wouldn't give up so I just let him win.

We were both tired so we decided to order some food. I wasn't very hungry but I didn't want to worry Adrian so I ate some chicken. After diner we went to my bedroom and snug into my bed. He kissed me on the forehead but didn't go further. I really wanted to get all I could from Adrian and started kissing him very intense. He didn't back away. We knew that Jill was able to control what was going on in her mind so we weren't worried about that and I guess that's why Adrian let me go so far. He was already shirtless and I was half naked. I took of his pants while he was kissing my neck and making me feel like it was just us two in the whole wide world. In less than a minute we were naked. Just than I started panicking. I had never been naked with a man before. A few days ago I hadn't even been kissed and now I was about to do something so much bigger , so much more important than a kiss. I was scared. I was worried about what Adrian might think about me. What the hell was I doing? Adrian saw that I was uncomfortable and backed away from me.

"We don't have to do this if you're not ready."-he was so nice. I could see the guilt in his eyes already."I don't want to push you Sydney. We have the whole time in the world."

"No. I want to do this"- when I looked in his eyes I realized that I wasn't lying. I felt safe with Adrian. I felt happy. I wanted to be with him now. I didn't want to wait. I couldn't wait no more.

In the morning I woke up with a smile on my face. What I had experienced with Adrian this past night was nothing that I had ever expected. It was so much more, so much better. It was so beautiful and real. For the first time in my life I felt like I had someone to hold on to , someone that I could trust with all my heart. I was even happier because that someone's hands were around me and were holding me tight. Adrian's eyes were opening and I could see the smile coming on his face.

"I love you Sage"-I wouldn't get tired of hearing this in a hundred years.

"I love you too Adrian"-I could see that neither would he.

We just stared at each other for what felt like forever. Unfortunately it was time to go to the doctor's appointment and we got up. I couldn't stop looking at him while he was dressing up. He was so sexy.

"Are you checking me out Sage?"- he said with a smile on his face.

"You bet"- All I wanted to do all day was stay in bed with Adrian.

When we got to the doctor's office Adrian saw that I was nervous and started calming me down.

"I'm sure it's nothing"-it felt like he was trying to calm himself down too.

They did all kinds of tests on me but I didn't get worried about it because that was a common practice with alchemist. They wanted to make sure that their people were healthy. While we were there I also asked to get a prescription for birth control pills. Me and Adrian were safe when we had sex but I still wanted to make sure.

When we were done the nurse told me that I could get the results in 2 days.

We had decided to go to the beach after so we followed our plan. When we got there the first thing I did was to go into the water. It wasn't cold and it felt good on my skin. Shortly after that Adrian joined me and we started goofing around. We had so much fun. The beach was my favorite place since I was a little girl and to be able to be on my favorite place with my favorite person in the whole world was wonderful.

We stayed on the beach throughout the whole day. It wasn't too hot and we didn't feel like leaving. We talked for hours. We talked about our favorite things and about things that made us angry. We talked about our passions and our worries. We talked about each other and both of us were happy that finally there was somebody to hear our stories and understand our feelings.