FEAR 3
Bella
Rated M
F.E.A.R= Face Everything And Recover? OR Fuck Everything And Run?
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"Isabel get away from there!" I yelled at my five year old sister, she laughed and ran over to me and pulled at my arm.
"Aww….Belly why can't we go swimming?" she asked cutely as I felt my cheek hurt as I tried to suppress the smile that was trying to break through.
"Because you're too little and I can't swim" I was still baffled on why my parents brought a big ass swimming pool when both of their daughters couldn't swim.
They weren't trying to teach us either
"I'm not little! I'm five years old!" she stuck up her left hand and counted every finger, I kissed her pinky as she giggled and smiled.
"It's too dangerous short stuff" she sign and ran away into the house, I continued to rack the leaves out of the grass, mother ordered me to clean the back yard before our grandparents came to visit, I hate my grandmother. She was a witch at heart, just like her daughter.
My mother.
I just hope me and Isabel don't grow up like that, my father parents died before we were born but he always told us that they loved us very much and left a large amount of money for Isabel and I for college.
But I sure, that my mother was dipping her sneaky ass fingers in it.
Pushing the rack back and forth, I felt a sharp pain in my foot. I looked down and saw that I stepped on a nail and it went through my shoe.
"Shit!" I cringed as I dropped the rack and fell on the grass, taking my shoe off, I saw that my white sock was turning red fast. I pulled the sock off and saw the little hole in my foot. I pressed my hand on it and felt tears in my eyes.
I heard a splash and look up, I saw leaves falling off the trees and into the pool. Looking back down at my foot, I felt the blood seeping through my fingers as I whimpered when I put more pressure in on it. I got up and made my way to the pool so I can lean on it, when I got there….I felt my heart dropped to my stomach.
There was my little sister…floating
Not moving.
"I…ISABEL!" I screamed and forgot all about my foot and ran up the stairs of the pool, I was scared of water….like fucking petrified but she wasn't moving.
I jumped in.
Struggling to swim, I finally gotten to her and turned her around so her face was upright so she can get some oxygen.
"Come on! Isabel don't you dare!" I felt my leg trying to give out on me as I felt my grip on her little overall lessen. The tears were clouding my vision as I swallowing too much water, my eyes started to roll when I felt hands on me. Suddenly my back hit the hard ground of the grass, I cough up water and spit as I gasped for breath.
I heard screaming
I heard wails of ambulance sirens
And then I heard nothing.
That day, I lost not only my sister but my mother and father.
My father stayed with me in the hospital after the accident, my mother was so distraught that she had to hospitalized as well.
Now, looking at the familiar walls from so long ago, I slowly sat up winching at the pain my ribs were in. I needed to get out of here, I needed to go to my daughter.
God…I bet she's scared
The door opened and Alice came through with a blond looking dude.
"Hi Bella!" she wasn't in her work clothes, I was sad about that, we weren't going to have our late night talks.
"Hey Alice" I looked at the blond guy as Alice smiled and grabbed his hand.
"Bella, this is Jasper, my fiancée. Jasper, this is Bella…my new best friend" I blushed deeply at that as Jasper smiled.
"It's a pleasure to finally meet you Bella, she doesn't stop talking about you" I looked at Alice who was blushing but smiling.
"Hey your sister is cool but she doesn't get me like Bella here do" he nodded as Alice came bouncing over to me and hugged me.
"I miss you today" she said sadly.
"Me too…I am bummed that you don't work today… we won't have our late night talks" I said as she smacked her lips and spoke.
"Doesn't mean I can't come and see you" I smiled warmly at her.
"You really would do that" I asked tears threaten to fall from my eyes, she saw that and softly wiped them away.
"Yes…you're my best friend" I smiled at her. she knew I was hiding something but she never question it, she was waiting for me to tell her.
And that will be never.
I didn't want her to know how weak I am…how ugly I really am inside.
"Thank you, you don't know how much that means to me Alice" she squeezed my hand and looked at Jasper.
"Jasper can you give us a moment?" he nodded and walked out, she grabbed the chair and sat down next to me.
"Bella, I know your hiding something and I know that I'm the closest you ever gotten to a friend" I looked down sadly.
"But….I will never leave you. You are my best friend, I know we only known each other for three days but I feel like I known you for three years. I trust you" I looked into her eyes.
"Alice…" the door suddenly burst open and I whimpered not going unnoticed by Alice as Michael came bursting though the room. Alice quickly jumped up and stuck her hand out to Michael.
"Hi, I'm Bella's nurse Alice, you must be Michael" he nodded not taking his eyes off me, I felt my new found strength Alice gave me vanish at his glaze. Alice looked at me and back at Michael.
"Umm…your wife is a strong woman, you're a lucky man" she laughed trying to break the silence but failing miserable. I felt my heart go crazy in my chest, so glad that they took of the heart monitor.
"Hey" he finally spoke, I swallowed loudly as my voice shook terribly.
"H…H..Hi" I said as Alice looked at me, he suddenly turned to Alice who actually flinch back at his look.
"Give us some privacy" I cringe at the harshness in his voice, she looked at me scared out of her mind but nodded.
"Y…Yeah, um Bella I'll see you later" she walked over to the door, she pause and looked at me….she was saying something through her eyes but I couldn't figure it out because Michael spoke breaking us out of our staring.
"Now" he ordered, Alice quickly walked out the door, when the door closed…I felt my only escape vanish from my grasp. He walked closer as I slowly back away under the covers.
"About fucking time you woke up" he sat down.
"I..
"Silence! Did I tell you to speak" I quickly shook my head and but my lip. He ran his hands through his brown short hair.
"Do you remember why you are in here?" I was trying to rack my brain all the while I was in here but I couldn't come up with anything.
"No" he grabbed my hand.
"You disobeyed me" I felt his grip get tighter, I whimpered not trying to pull away because I knew that it will just make it worse.
"I'm sorry Michael" I suddenly whimpered out, he glared at me and crushed my hand in his.
"Did I tell you to speak!" I buried my face in the pillow trying to rid my mind of what was happing but he grabbed my hair yanking me away.
"Look at me when I'm fucking talking to you" I looked into his angry blue eyes, he finally let go of my hand as I cradled it to my chest.
"Listen here you fucking bitch. You are getting out of here today, you going to go home and clean up, I want dinner fucking ready before I get off work and I want Isabel sleep as well" I nodded. He rolled his eyes and spoke.
"You can speak"
"Yes Michael" he rubbed my face and kissed me, the kiss was tender and sweet but I couldn't stop my heart from ramming in my chest in fear. He put his hands inside my gown and thrust them between my legs.
"I missed you" he said, I clutch my eyes closed as he moved his fingers inside me, as he started to rub my clit with his thumb as his fingers pump in and out….my body suddenly betrayed me as I felt wetness rush down coating his fingers.
"I see you missed me too" there was a knock on the door as I gasp in thanks as he moved his fingers and wiped them on my covers.
"Come in" his deep voice bounce off the walls in the room, Dr. Cullen came in and smiled at us.
"Mr. General, glad to finally see you" he said shaking his hand.
"I been tending to the little one…she's much shaken up you know but I came down here as soon as I could. I'm still angry at myself for not being there earlier" he kissed my forehead as Dr. Cullen smiled at the affection.
"Well, she's still in deep waters, her ribs are still severely damage and I am afraid that they will puncture her lungs" Michael shook his head.
"No….She has to come home" he said
"But Mr. Gen-
"Sorry but she has to go home" he said final as I quickly spoke.
"Yes Dr. Cullen, my husband is right…I have to go home, If something happens…were just an hour away" I said, Dr. Cullen looked at me.
"Are you sure? How do you feel" he asked.
"I'm fine….I can breath, the pain isn't all that bad and I know my husband will be there for me, so there's no worries" I said as Michael nodded rubbing my neck. He only did that when I did something he liked.
"Alright" Dr. Cullen sign.
"I'll get your discharge paper and have Alice help you get all your things" I nodded but Michael spoke.
"We don't need any help" he turned his back on Dr. Cullen as I looked into Dr. Cullen eyes, I saw something in his eyes that I saw in Alice's but chose to ignore it. He left as Michael help me into my clothes Alice brought and we were out of there within ten minutes. When we got to the car, I sign and look back at the hospital.
Wondering…when my next visit will be. And will I see Alice again?
The only friend..I had.
A/N: Don't worry Alice will come back into Bella's life….even thou Bella will be admitted again…and this time it won't be as worse
Until next time
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P.S Yes or No to an Alice's POV?