We Walked in to the Diner, I felt that familiar feel as I looked around the room. Dean picked a booth and I sat a crossed from him. I looked at the menu nothing seem appealing to me, my face cringed at the menu. It looked gross.

"Everything okay?" He asked.

"Yeah, I just feel a little sick. I'll be right back." I said as I exited the booth I turned to the right where the restroom sign indicated the bathrooms. I opened the single bathroom door and locked it behind me. I felt my face get hot, I started a cold sweat. My head felt all fuzzy. Ahezreial, I Pleaded, What's wrong with me. My legs got weak, I felt them give in, but I didn't hit the ground. I was in the arms of someone. They set me on the floor. Ahezreial was there he touched my face and a white light emitted from his hand. What is he doing? I felt warm, Relieved, and most of all not like nothing had happened.

"What Happened?" I asked. He didn't answer. He just looked at me then he left, without a word. I unlocked the door and left. I sat back down in front of dean. I took another look at the menu.

"I ordered what you normally get sense you where in the bathroom." I looked up at him."You look like you've seen a ghost."

"Nah, I'm fine, I.." I trailed off as the waitress came with our food. Dean had a bacon cheeseburger. I had Almost the same Less greasy and more veggie. I took a bit as Dean watched me. It was pretty good, I liked it. He watched me closely like he knew I was an impostor. I finished my sandwich just as Dean finished his. There was ranch dipping sauce and Fries on my plate, but I didn't touch them, I was done.

"Need a box?" The lady asked.

"No, I'm good." I Put a 20 on the table and got up and left. I crossed the road and sat in my car. I picked my book up and continued.

'This is slim and none, if the angel sticks around longer and comes on call he is most likely a guardian.' That was it, I need to know. I searched for guardian angel but Dean got in the car before I could find it so I closed my book, and sat it to my left so he couldn't reach it. I Went to start the car, Dean stopped me.

"Tell what's one your mind. Is Something bothering you.?" He sounded a little demanding. I need a quick lie.

"I've just been researching somethings, nothings making sense."

"Anything else, Cause ever sense I got back You've been searching for a reason as to why."

" I'm just worried that this thing is bigger than we have ever hunted before. I mean why did it or them bring you back."

"That's what me and bobby are doing tonight." He answered

"Are you crazy?!" I exclaimed.

"Stella, we see crazy every day what makes now any different?"

"Your life!" I exclaimed. "You just got back and you're so willing to die again." I choked out. Wasn't like me to get emotional around anyone, but I really cared about Him and Sam, Bobby too. I sat there gripping the steering wheel slightly rubbing it. It was quite, For almost five minutes. I reached over dean in to the glove box. I pulled some CD's out and Stuck a random in the the make shift Cd player I installed some time in the past. Kansas I liked them and this song I don't know what it's called. 'Dust in the wind' I think. I liked it, and Dean stayed quite the whole time. I parked my car when it was last sitting. I just sat there.

"Get out, And go do your suicide mission." I barked at him. He looked at me but I just starred forward. The sun Was late in the sky but wasn't setting just yet. Dean stepped out of my car, and walked to the house I pulled my book out Again to search for guardian angels, I flipped to the front to the front sense Universal angel was the last explanation. Got it: ' Guardian angels protect people of the universe or a single person. There is not much know other than that.' Wow that was so helpful I'm done with this book. Bobby and Dean both came outside Dean was carting a large lumpy bag and some papers and a book. Booby had a backpack on with I don't know what. They drove off, I started my car and turned the lights out. I started to fallow them.

"What are you doing?" I jumped at Ahezreial voice.

"I'm following Dean. I need to get you a bell, so when you pop up you ding like a text message."

"You do not need to follow them."

"I have every right to, What if they need help."

"They won't need, it I promise."

"Well I still want to see what's going on." He sat there. Maybe he was thinking.

"I can't tell you what to do and what not to do."

"Ahezreial, What are you? I've read and read, and the only thing that makes sense is an angel."

"Well Angel is correct, But I'm not Just a plain Angel. I Used to watch over the spirits that flowed through the universe." He paused.

"So what do you do now?""

"I protect you." he said.

"Like a Guardian Angel"

"Yes like a Guardian Angel."

"Do you protect people or just me?"

"I was only ordered to protect you."

"What about Your old job or duty?"

"Someone will take my place. I never thought I would ever leave that job then I was assigned you. I had that duty for 2000, or more years." Damn he's old probably older than that. Dean stopped At a warehouse. I pressed my breaks and pulled over out of sight. I opened my journal to read my adventures. 'Sam's back I missed him truly. His girlfriend died just like mom. We killed a wendigo with Fire. Dean doesn't know but I bought this with the money I saved. I never want him to find out.' I drew a picture and of the wendigo in flames. I flipped through. I was really good at hiding things.

"You're so quite." I complained

"You where reading. I did not want to disturb you." I was almost to dark to see.

"Right, I going to see if they are doing anything." I got out of the car and walked to the warehouse. I found a good Hole to peek through.

"You sure you did the ritual right?" Bobby gave him a look. "Sorry. Touchy, touchy, huh?"

The roof started to rattle. I couldn't here dean. All the lights started bursting one by one. the Barn door opened the broad holding it shut snapped like a toothpick. A man walked in dress in a trench coat. They opened fire on him, not even a scratch.

"Who are you?" Dean Demanded

"I'm the one who gripped you tight and raised you from perdition."

"Yeah, Thanks for that." The guy smiled

He got close, Dean stabbed in the chest with the demon blade. He just slightly grinned looked down, pulled the knife out and dropped it. Behind him, Bobby tried to hit him with a bar; without looking, he grabbed it swung him around, and touched him on the forehead with fingertips Bobby lay in the floor motionless.

"Bobby" I stressed I turned to help Ahezreial grabbed me.

"You said you only wanted to watch."

"Bobby?!"

"He's Fine, I promise." I looked back

"We need to talk, Dean. Alone." he paused as Dean went to Bobby's side. "Your friend's alive."

"Who are you?"

"Castiel".

"Yeah, I figured that much, I mean what are you?" he snapped

"I'm an Angel of the Lord."

"Get the hell out of here. There's no such thing." I want to yell Dean there is suck thing, buy I need to be qiute

"This is your problem, Dean. You have no faith." Castiel claimed

Lightning flashes, And I see his wings emerge. in a shadowy figure behind him.

"Some angel you are. You burned out that poor woman's eyes." Who? What woman? Was I asleep during that? Damn.

"I warned her not to spy on my true form. It can be... overwhelming to humans, and so can my real voice. But you already knew that."

"You mean the gas station and the motel. That was you talking? He nodded. "Buddy, next time, lower the volume." He never told me.

"That was my mistake. Certain people, special people, can perceive my true visage. I thought you would be one of them. I was wrong."

"And what visage are you in now, huh? What, holy tax accountant?"

"This? This is a vessel."

"You're possessing some poor bastard?"

"He's a devout man, he actually prayed for this."

"Well, I'm not buying what you're selling, so who are you really?"

The man frowned "I told you."

"Right. And why would an angel rescue me from Hell?"

"Good things do happen, Dean."

"Not in my experience."

"What's the matter? You don't think you deserved to be saved?"

"Why'd you do it?"

"Because God commanded it. Because we have work for you."

God had work. I was done I need to leave now. This realm or universe is crap to. I I ran as fast as I could to my car started it and backed up the road to the cross road to turn around. I got back to Bobby's house Parked my car, went inside and then up stairs. I couldn't believe the answer was in my face but I didn't want to believe. My head pounded as I thought about everything that had happened. I didn't know. Did Dean think That Maybe Castiel tried to contact me to. This life was equally as hard here except the fact people cared. That and I had a FREAKING GUARDIAN ANGEL! This was so fucked up I swear I'm dreaming. My head got worse, just like in the car.

I saw Dean being ripped apart in my head but some invisible thing. Barking. Dogs. Wait Hell Hounds Dean die-in and I cant stop it. I cried in the vision screamed Deans Name. "NOOOOO" I sobbed like a wreak. "DEEEAANN!" The Demon laughed. I was up Against the wall. I couldn't move anything But my Head. The grip let go as Sam, and I where dropped to the floor. I crawled over to Dean who lay lifeless, still sobbing. Tears soaked my face snot backed up everything. I lifted his head and laid it on my lap. I touch his wounds with my right hand, my hand shook as I looked at it, covered in his blood. I stroked the hair on his head for the last time. I arched over him my tears fell on his face. I whimpered "Deeeaann." I softly cried "I'm Sorry I'm so sorry." Sam flipped a table and slammed a chair against the wall several times.


Note to Reader: I decided to post two chapters today to not leave you all hanging.