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I'm a parent and have loved watching my boys grow up. The eldest now 19 the youngest 10. I have used my experience with them through the years to add to the boys. Lots of little funny things as well as some sad times that none of us can avoid. :(

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Chapter 3

Emmett loved spending time with his son. Rosalie had gone hunting for a few days with Alice and Jasper while he stayed home to care for their son. Seth had finished eating his lunch while the others were at day care the family wanting the boys to experience what normally little boys and girls did. Seth took a gulp of his sippy cup.

"All gone." he gasped waving his cup at his daddy to show him.

"Good boy now you go ask grandma for a cookie since you finished all your lunch."

Seth was helped down from this seat and ran to his grandmother who as in the kitchen already preparing the evening meal. Esme happily scoop him up in her arms and showered his face with kisses making the young boy giggle in delight. The ritual of Seth having a cookie after his meal his only treat for the day. Taking him to the cookie jar she allowed him to put his hand in and take his pick. Once done she put him down so he could go back to the table and eat it. By time he got back Emmett had taken his food and placed it in the bin. The young one didn't like to eat alone so Rosalie and himself would sit down every night with him for a meal. When Seth saw his father's plate was empty as well he handed Emmett his cookie and raced back and asked for another one.

"Ta," Seth waved to the cookie jar well out of reach of the older cubs.

Seth and Emmett had played in the sandpit all morning and the little one was tired. He was on his last few bites when sleep overtook him and he fell asleep with a half eaten cookie in hand. Smiling Emmett took his young son back to his family home and put him to bed. The small family couldn't have been happier. Seth was a good baby and it was Esme and Carlisle that made sure that Rosalie and Emmett didn't spoil their son. It took months to convince their daughter that Seth would sleep better in a bed. Emmett was already thinking of potty training which was something he really wasn't looking forward to but an evil necessity.

Three boisterous boys come running through the house. Esme looked in horror at their messy faces and fingers. She looked up at her husband her arms crossed her toe tapping. Carlisle had the decency to look abashed.

"Boys go up and wash your hands and faces." Carlisle said leading them away from his wife.

"Race you." Jacob shouted at his brothers.

The boys raced up the stairs and Carlisle walked to his wife and kissed her on the cheek. "Sorry dear they were so good today at care I thought they deserved a treat."

"You will ruin their dinner." she sighed turning back to the chicken she was cooking for them.

Carlisle put all three boys school bags on the table and started removing their dirty clothes and lunch bags. Quil was the first one down Embry and Jacob fighting over the soap in the main bathroom.

"Papa don't go in my bag." Quil said grabbing his bag and putting it on the floor.

"I need to empty it." Carlisle explained.

Quil opened his bag and pulled out a painting and walked up to Esme. "We had to paint our favourite thing at school today."

Esme took the painting and looked at it. It looked like a lady holding something. She got down to his level. "Its beautiful."

"It's you holding pancakes." he whispered in her ear.

"Well this is going to have to go on the fridge. Thank you Quil." Esme unbeating heart swelled in her chest.

"Yeah the pancakes were boring without someone holding them." he said honestly. "And you make the best pancakes."

Quil took off out the back door already heading off to see Seth. Quil was the one who had the patients to help his little cousin when they were playing. Rosalie loved all the boys and Quil would sit and watch her play the piano for hours. Since Edward was not around to use his piano Rosalie was happy to play for the cub. He was already learning to play a few basic tunes.

Jacob came down the stairs and went to hug his mom before pulling out his steps to see what Esme was cooking. The two were close and they often baked cookies which the cub would happily taste test as they went along. Emmett was the one who rough and tumbled with the alpha. He avoided Alice as much as possible as she was always trying to dress him up in nice clothes. When he was happy to run around and get dirty. He was far bigger than the boys his own age. It seemed he wasn't only made to lead his pack but others as well.

The phone rang and Jacob jumped off the steps and went to answer it. "Jacob Cullen speaking." he said politely.

"EDDY!" he screamed into the phone jumping up and down.

For the next hour he was busy talking to the brother that didn't come home often but when he did spoilt all the cubs. Esme finally took the phone off her son when he was fidgeting holding the front of his pants desperate to hold in his pee. Blowing kisses into the phone he raced up the stairs. Carlisle chuckled when he heard Jacob let out a sigh of relief when he started to empty his very full bladder.

"Keep reading." Embry ordered

Carlisle hugged the young cub closer to him and kissed his soft silky hair. Embry was already reading by himself and he loved nothing more than Carlisle or Jasper tell him stories. He loved anything to do with history and would sit for hours listening to Jasper tell him about the civil war. He could name every single president who held office. Out of all the boys Alice got to play dress up with him the most. He would happily go shopping with her when she wanted to go. But his favourite thing was when Carlisle took him to their secret meadow and pick flowers while the vampire sparkled in the sun.

Embry was the hardest for Esme to understand. The boy never really ignored her but he wasn't the most affectionate child towards her. He refused her help with anything including bathing it was left to either Carlisle or Jasper and Alice. At bedtime he would kiss all his family good night but would give Esme a brief hug. She tried to not let it show how much it hurt her though. She had tried spending one on one time with the boy but he would always end their day out saying he wasn't feeling well or say he was bored.

"Jacob Cullen get down here right now." Esme called up the stairs.

"Why?"

"Jacob now!"

Jacob walked slowly down the stairs. Sitting on Carlisle knee was Embry with tears running down his face.

"Did you put mud down your brothers pants?"

"Maybe." he whispered.

"No dessert for a week. Now say sorry to Embry then go to your room." Carlisle sighed.

"He was being a girl."

"GET to your room NOW" Carlisle shouted.

No one had ever heard Carlisle shout like that. Jacob stared at his father and clenched his teeth.

"You love Embry more than everyone else. I hate you both." he shouted before running up the stairs, slamming his door.

"How can he say that?"

"Carlisle." Esme whispered.

"Come on Embry let's get you in the bath." Jasper said taking the boy from Carlisle.

"Where is Quil?"

"He's over at the cottage." Alice said running up the stairs behind Jasper and Embry.

"We need to talk. Let's go hunt. The older ones will look after them." Esme said holding out her hand.

"Sure." Carlisle said taking one last look up the stairs.

They ran without talking till they found a herd of elk. After they each took one down Esme stood and watched her husband of a hundred years take off for another elk. She wondered when she had lost her husband. They hadn't had sexual relations for years after the young boys came to live with them. Was that what happened to normal couples when they became parents? She shook her head. Rose and Emmett still found time for each other and Seth was younger and more needy than their own children.

"Sweetheart I think maybe we should go on a holiday." she said watching her husband drain another elk.

"Esme I'm too busy at work we are a doctor down for a while and am working double shifts. I can't leave them in the lurch." Carlisle said.

"What's happened to us?" she sobbed.

"Nothing happened to us my dear. We are just so busy with the boys and work. I guess I've been neglecting you. I'm sorry." Carlisle sighed.

"Then lets get away for a few days just you and me leave the boys with Jasper and Alice. I'm sure they would love to have them. Or maybe they could take the boys to Disney World we have been promising them for months."

Carlisle thought for a while. They really were short at work. He could spend quality time with his wife while the children were all away. He would miss the boys but knew so would Esme. She loved the boys and would go above and beyond for them all.

"I'm sure the boys will love that. Edward may meet them there. He hasn't been home for nearly a year. I hope the boys remember him." Carlisle took his wife's hand and together they ran home.

"I've booked the tickets we leave in two days." Alice jumped up and down.

The weather was going to be raining while they were there but it didn't matter the boys were too small to do the rides and they were used to doing things in the rain.

"Let me help you pack Alice. Carlisle I think you should go talk to Jacob." Esme smiled patting her husband's arm.

Carlisle knocked on Jacob's door before entering. His heart broke when he saw his son lying on the floor playing with his cars tear stains on his cheeks. He shut the door and sat down in front of him. Jacob looked up but didn't say a word and continued to play with his cars.

"Son I'm sorry I yelled at you. What you said about Embry was very hurtful."

"I'm sorry papa. I didn't mean it. I love Embry and don't hate you." he climbed on his father's knee nuzzling his face into his neck.

"I love you too. More than you can imagine. So what you playing?"

Esme found them an hour later when it was time for dinner. Carlisle was on the floor crashing his car into Jacob's both laughing at the destruction they were doing. Her non beating heart sighed.

"Yay" the three boys shouted jumping up and down hugging each other.

"We going on a plane." Quil squealed.

"Begs sit by Carlisle." Embry shouted.

"Yeah, yeah come on let's go pack." Jacob ordered.

Esme sighed. "Sweetheart me and Carlisle aren't coming. We are going to have a holiday of our own here.

Embry frowned and looked at Carlisle for confirmation. When he nodded Embry raced up the stairs and slammed his bedroom door.

"I should go talk to him." Carlisle said without looking at anyone.

Embry was sitting on the bed reading his favorite book. Whenever Carlisle was home he would read to him until he fell asleep. It was his favorite time of the day. Having him lay beside him his cold hard body made him so happy. Sometimes he would wake up and Carlisle hadn't moved. That was the best of the best.

"Embry."

"Why do you have to stay don't you love me anymore?"

"Awe baby boy I love you so much. But sometimes adults need some time to do…. well adult stuff."

"I'm a big boy now. You could do adult things with me."

"Oh son…"

"Don't call me son. I'm not your son." Embry shouted.

"Embry please you have to understand."

"Fine." Embry said going to the bathroom locking the door behind him.

Warning mention of m/f stuff

Two days later the five left for their trip. Embry had been quiet and refused to hug Esme when they left. Carlisle had to leave straight for work. Promising he would be home right after his shift. Kissing her cheek he left.

Esme spent the day shopping for new lingerie and pampered herself. Since she didn't need to cook a dinner for them both she decided to clean the children's playroom. An hour before Carlisle was due home she bathed and dressed in just her sexy new underwear. Carlisle always loved her wearing red. With matching stilettos and glossy red lips she knew her husband would want to ravish her just like he did not so long ago.

When she heard his car turning up the driveway she laid herself on the bed. She had lit candles that lead the way up to the bedroom with red rose petals as well. Carlisle was beside her in a blink of an eye his gaze resting on hers.

"My goodness you are so beautiful." he said before ripping off her expensive lingerie and fucked her at vampire speed.

They had been at it all night and it was in Esme eyes perfect. They need not to stop his erection never faulted for a second even after coming. Over the decades they had been more adventurous with their love making. The normally stiff doctor liked to be a bit kinky.

Carrying her downstairs he took her into his office and bent her over the desk. Spreading her legs wide apart he got on his knees and started kissing and licking her arse. Esme had never taken it up the anal passage before but would do anything to please her mate. Carlisle told her how beautiful and tight she was making her moan as he scissored her back passage. Esme gasped when his thick erection pushed into her. Never had she felt anything more painful.

"Oh so tight so perfect. Forgive me father for I have sinned." he whispered while he pounded his wife.

Esme held firmly to the desk not enjoying it at all. Carlisle was normally a kind and considerate lover. Not this disgusting act. It didn't take him long to find his release and layed down on top of her kissing her hair and neck.

"You should dye your hair black." he sighed.

"Of course sweetheart whatever you want." Esme whispered venom pooling in her eyes.

Carlisle told her how beautiful and sweet she was as he carried her upstairs to their bathroom where he ran her a bath. He shut the door and left her to soak saying he had to go make a phone call.

"Hello Alice how are Embry and the boys?"

Esme closed her eyes. Everything revolved around Embry. The sweet boy who had done nothing wrong accept love her husband to much. And for stealing her husband's heart.

The following evening Carlisle was late home and insisted that he hunt before they made their way back to bed. As usual he told her about his day something that Esme loved to hear about. To this day she was amazed at how controlled his blood lust was. When she had made errors in judgement when she was first a newborn he forgave her almost immediately. Other than Rose he was the only vampire she had heard of that had never drunk human blood.

It was dawn when they arrived back at the house. Meaning it was breakfast time for his children in Florida. The phone was ringing when they arrived and Carlisle answered it quickly. His face light up when Embry's sweet little voice greeted him. He went to his office and shut the door. It was a soundproof room and Esme couldn't hear anything other than muffled voices. Carlisle left for work a few hours later not mentioning anything of Esme's new hair colour or make an attempt to make love to her. Watching her husband drive away Esme went to go pack a bag. She couldn't compete with Embry anymore and she didn't want to. It was definite that the little boy had his heart now. The phone rang but she ignored it. She knew it was Alice seeing her future and would try and persuade her to reconsider.

She was just pulling down her suitcase from the shelf when Rose walked in with Seth on her hip. Seth squealed and got down running to his granny. Esme picked him up and showered his chubby cheeks with kisses. His little hands wrapped around her neck as he tried to blow raspberries on her cheek in return.

"Esme don't go. What will the boys do without you? Imagine not being with them everyday." Rose said.

"I know it will hurt. But I've already lost the one thing that means more to me." she said putting Seth down on the floor and letting him run off to the playroom. Not often he was given access without the bigger boys telling him not to touch their stuff.

"He put his penis up my bottom." Esme whispered.

"That doesn't mean anything. Emmett does that to me sometimes. Its a different sensation for him. It doesn't mean he likes the idea of sleeping with a man. Esme don't be a prude. If you relax you will probably find you enjoy it. I know I do. Its not dirty up there." Rose said patting the bed next to her.

"I'm being silly aren't I."

"Yes you are." Rose stroked Esme's hair. "I love this colour on you."

"Carlisle suggested it."

"Why don't I put this away and you go see what your grandson is up to." Rose said standing up.

"Thank you Rose." Esme kissed her daughter's cheek and raced to the playroom as a loud crash sounded.

Sorry needed that bit sigh.

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