Serena was watching Blair as she fussed and fidgeted in the seat next to her. They had been sitting in the waiting room of the doctor's office for nearly half an hour, and it seemed the longer they waited, the antsier Blair became.

"Don't be nervous, it's alright," Serena said to Blair, as she placed her hand over hers and gave her a smile.

Blair snapped back rapidly with a quizzical look on her face. "Why would you think I'm nervous? I am not nervous, Serena!"

"B, you've been picking the scales off a three-thousand dollar python purse for the last fifteen minutes…I know you're nervous," Serena replied back, shaking her head and smiling at how cute her girlfriend looked. The brunette's fingers stilled against the snake skin of her purse and her eyes darted to the side, giving Serena an annoyed glare.

Just then, a door opened and a nurse called out, "Miss Waldorf." Blair stood up, and Serena quickly rose up behind her, putting her hand to the smaller girl's back before she decided to bolt. She could feel the tenseness in Blair's frame and she hoped with everything she had that the appointment would go smoothly for Blair's sake.

*****

"Well, Miss Waldorf, let me congratulate you…as you are in fact, approximately two and a half months pregnant," the doctor stated.

Serena gave Blair's hand a light squeeze, and she shifted her downcast eyes upwards to give her doctor a half-hearted smile. "Thank you." She was trying to keep her emotions in check; a small part of her had wished that the test would come back negative. Although, in her heart she knew it was true, she could just feel it.

"Would you two like to hear the baby's heartbeat?" the doctor asked them. Serena's face broke out into a smile and even Blair was smiling genuinely.

"Yes, yes, yes!" Serena squealed excitedly, surprising the brunette a little.

Using the Doppler machine, the doctor began searching for the baby's heartbeat. "It may take a few moments…oh okay, there it is…" Then a small noise could be heard.

Lub dub…lub dub…lub dub…lub dub….

The tall blonde holding Blair's hand went silent, and Blair herself could only manage one shakily whispered word.

"Whoa…" she breathed out. Suddenly it felt as if she might faint. If it hadn't felt real before, it certainly did now. She was definitely pregnant and the tiny muffled thumps brought a new reality to the situation. Tons of emotions began rushing through Blair's head and her brown eyes gathered with tears. Blair didn't know if she was about to cry because she felt blessed or because she was scared out of her mind.

"This can be a very emotional time…it's always good to have someone here with you…" the doctor said quietly, as she put her hand over Blair's and gave Serena a small smile.

"Yeah," Blair replied, as her voice cracked with emotion and she fought to keep the tears back. She just wanted to leave so she could cry and process all of this information alone.

*****

"B, how long have you known?" Serena suddenly asked, pulling Blair from her jumbled thoughts.

"Known what?" she replied absently, as she stared out the tinted window of the car.

The blonde sighed, "I mean, how long have you known you were pregnant…she said you were about two and a half months along…"

"I…I've known for a while, at least a month…" Blair put her head in her hands, feeling too guilty to meet Serena's eyes. "I just felt like if…if maybe I ignored it, it would all end up being a mistake and none of it would be real."

"You could have told me," Serena stated quietly.

"I know, I was just scared and I didn't want you to be angry with me," Blair responded back. "I still can't believe you aren't."

"Hey, look at me, B…" Serena asked, putting her hand to Blair's jaw and gently turning her head towards her. "I'm not mad at you, I want to be here for you and I will be…you just have to let me." Serena's words had brought tears to Blair's eyes and in that moment, she was so thankful for having her. She wrapped her arms around Serena's waist and buried her face in her silky blonde hair.

"Thank you, S…but do you think it would be alright if I went home, I sort of feel like being alone," Blair whispered against Serena's neck.

"Of course, but promise me if you need anything you'll call, okay?" Serena whispered back. "I love you, babe, and I just want to make sure you're taken care of."

"I promise…and I love you too." Blair responded, before Serena attacked her with kisses and then held her the rest of the way to the penthouse.

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