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I clutched Edwards's hand hoping against hope that this would be over soon. Edward went; I suppose you could call it insane at least once a day sometimes more. Most of his time he spent staring at the wall but then some small insignificant thing would set him off. You could never tell what it was going to be. Everyone treaded carefully around him, in some ways Edward was treated exactly like a crazy person. It was pretty bad when he lost his temper with himself or was buried so deep in self loathing he seemed unreachable even when you stood beside him but it was when he got angry at someone else that's when things got very ugly. He once even attacked Esme! Of course when that happened he fled to Alaska It took all six of us to drag him back. I still remember when I wore a blue blouse one day and he completely flipped his lid ripped it to shreds screamed at me for hours. I was really scared then, Jasper was livid but everyone convinced him not to touch Edward, or ordered might be a better word.
So this morning while I held Edward's hand and made soothing noises I was secretly relived it had happened so early in the day because Esme wasn't in the house and that his rage was directed inside. Selfish I know but that's how I felt. Of course I was also blazing with concern, stupid Emmett I had no doubt this was his fault.
"Stop" Edward said breathlessly
"My fault, not Emmett's its mine STOP"
I flinched "I'm sorry Edward, sorry!"
He noticed my flinch and his face went blank, all the pain leaving his face. He got up without a word and sat back on the lounge switching on the T.V but not watching it.
"Edward" I wanted to say "Edward stop look at me tell me what's hurting you we can handle it, we can get through it together, we are family" but I stopped even thinking the words in case it set him off. I flew up the stairs and into Jaspers arms.
"Hey Bella" I said trying to act normal "look what I got" I held out her book hoping to force a reaction from her. It worked she smiled. I handed it to her but she didn't pick it up.
"Elle tell me what's wrong with me?" She begged "I need to know, I used to look ugly but I thought he didn't care about looks, Maybe I was too boring or stupid or stubborn or maybe I wasn't tall enough or short enough or not bold enough, maybe if he could have read my mind or understood me" She babbled at top speed "Maybe he thought I didn't love him enough, that my human emotions were just weak shadows"
"Stop" I said "Bella there is NOTHING wrong with you absolutely nothing you have to stop picturing him as a knight in shining armour when he is obviously just a retard in tin foil"
She paused and gave a forced laugh "you spend too much time on face book"
"Who says I stole that line off face book?" I grinned I could feel Bella coming back to her normal self
"I know you to well" She mutters before picking up the book and turning it over
"Boys in books are better" She suddenly announced "I wish Brett was real"
"Who?" I say mystified
"Brett" She says exasperated "Honestly do listen to anything I talk about"
"Ummm OH there was that thing last week about whatsherface and the something a rather"
"You mean how your twin sister was coming down to visit but couldn't, because she thought her history with Zane would get to me?"
"No way really?" I gasped
Bella rolled her eyes "I have told you this 3 times"
"She has some nerve" I laughed "She knows full well you and Zane aren't together"
"Hey Bella" Blake called "The wii is getting a little dusty and I beat your high score WEEKS ago"
"What!" Bella said zooming down the stairs I rolled my eyes, this conversation was obviously over.
My thoughts couldn't help lingering back to Bella's hopeless face her wild eyes her pain I growled at nothing heading to the place we had hunted what seemed like forever ago... I hated when Bella went through her 'Phases' but all I seemed to be able to do was watch and wait till they were over. This time I had power, and I was NOT going to sit on my ass and do nothing.
When I arrived I skidded to a stop faced with a problem I didn't have time to think through back at the house. What trigged this Vamp's Visions?
I was a loss but determined to meet her. Blake described her in detail to me before Elle found out about the plan. My rage died a little while I thought about how the hell I was going to make this work. If I couldn't even find the Vampire how was I going to carry out the rest of the plan? I wish Blake had come with me.
15 later and I hadn't come up with a single thing that would trigger her stupid visions, all I had resolved was to meet her I didn't care how long it took.
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"Why can't I go" My wife said furiously
"Alice it isn't wise" Carlisle began
"You mean it isn't sane" Rose muttered "Honestly Alice he is a complete stranger who knows what he wants and you said yourself he was furious in the vision"
I clenched my jaw "What?" I said flatly "you want to go off and meet an angry strange vampire by yourself?"
"I will be FINE, he had golden eyes and besides I don't even remember asking any of you permission"
"What If I go with her" Emmett asked
I calmed down a bit, if Emmett went with Alice the Vampire would be more hesitant to try something and even if he did we would win. I shot Emmett a grateful look
"Besides" Emmett began "This could be fun"
"Okay so we agree I can go come on Emmett" Alice said in a rush
"Now?" Emmett asked surprised
"Of course, he is waiting there as we speak entirely clueless as to how to contact me"
"Emmett" Rose growled "This is stupid"
I calmed rose, made her more agreeable just cause I felt like I owed Emmett for a moment ago.
"So can we please leave?" Alice said loudly
Rose shot me a glare "...fine..."
"K BYE, come on Emmett"
"Doesn't anyone care what I have to say anymore" huffed
Edward randomly walked past not looking at anything
"Hey Edward how are you today?" Esme asked sweetly
"I'm fine" He sighed quietly we all knew he only bothered to answer because Esme asked the question.
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