Kate settles in to a new life with Garrett. Love blossoms but so does grief, Irina's death takes a heavy toll. Kate copes threw her new love, but that too comes with an un-excepted price. For when Kate becomes impossibly pregnant she will have to fight for her life as her immortal body tries to change. A stunned Denali coven calls upon Carlisle Cullen to aid Kate. Most of the Denali family hope for some sort of abortion to be performed. Upon hearing this Kate desperately calls the only person she knows who will support her. With Bella's help Kate prepares to fight for her baby's life and her own.

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Chapter three of Beautiful Impossible: Numb.

"Are you annoyed with me?" Garrett asks.

"No" I reply.

"Are you angry at me" he continues.

"No" I say.

"Then what is it, you aren't sending me away for no reason" he insists.

I come to a sudden stop at the bottom of the stairs and I know if we were human he would've tripped right over me. I take a few steps and turn to find him once again only inches away from me.

"That's the reason" I say putting my hand out to stop him from pulling me closer.

"Are you Closter-phobic?" he asks.

I roll my eyes "you know that's not it. I talked to you about this last night"

"Yes you did" he states.

"And what did you do directly after that?" I question.

"I took your shirt off" Garrett replies.

"And do you think what I said made a difference to this problem?" I say.

"Is it really a problem?" he asks.

"I can't turn around without walking in to you, your entire day revolves around kissing and looking at me, among other things. That's not a good way to spend life and that's not a normal relationship" I state.

"You expect us to have a normal relationship. I'm five years older yet centuries younger than you, is that normal?" he retorts.

"You know what I mean. I don't want me to be the only thing in your life I want you to still be your own person, and right now you aren't" I tell him "now please get your space just for a few hours then we can return to this, and trust me I'd be lying if I said I don't enjoy this" I reach up to meet our lips together.

His arms snake around me and I lean in to him. I pull away as I feel the hem of my t-shirt move.

"Nice try" I say, fighting the desire to pull him back.

"Alright fine" he sighs.

I follow him to the door and watch him leave.

"I love you" I tell him.

Garrett turns "what?"

"I said I love you" I say clearly.

"This is the time you've said that out loud" he says with a slight smile.

I feel my still heart flutter and I can't help but smile "It's long overdue"

"Still want me to leave?" he questions.

"Only for a while, I'll have to restrain myself" I smile.

"So will I" he replies.

I watch him walk off savoring the fleeting image as I slide the door shut. I walk in to the family room where Tanya sits todays newspaper in her hands, the front page reads "Local boy falls through ice and drowns, body found three days later" it's tragic that things like this happen but I'm glad to say that ice claims more lives in Alaska than we do.

"So you kicked him out for the day huh?" Tanya comments.

"Yeah" I sigh "I love him but he must think that he's glued to me because for the last three days he literally hasn't left my side. It's not healthy, we need to be together but we can't be…" I start trying to think of a proper explanation.

"Carmen and Eleazar?" Tanya states.

"Exactly" I reply. Its true Carmen and Eleazar are inseparable and have been since before they joined us in the 1920's.

"We aren't that bad" Carmen frowns as she pokes her head in to the room from the adjoined library.

Tanya and I share a look.

"Every time he leaves for work you sit around all day waiting for him" Tanya says.

"He calls you every chance he gets" I state.

"You say goodbye like he's leaving for the war" Tanya remarks.

"You say hello like he has just returned from overseas" I add.

"You-" Tanya starts.

"Alright I get it!" Carmen exclaims "but admit it, Tanya you are lonely and Kate you miss Garrett"

Tanya and I share another look then glare at Carmen. She's right I do miss him, a little separation is good but I miss the feel of his presence and the sweet feeling of his soft touch.

"You do realize he never left, he's on the roof waiting for you to come looking for him. I saw him jump up there" Carmen states her soft accent tangling around her words.

"Yeah, yeah I know where my man is. Tanya where's yours?... oh wait" I tease.

"Katrina don't make me strangle you" Tanya replies displaying her well known glare.

"Okay the last time we were still calling me 'Katrina' we still spoke fluent Slovak" I say.

"Aj tak môžeme hovoriť plynule slovenský, a zavolal som ťa Katrina, lebo viem, že to sere ťa" (we can still speak fluent Slovak and I called you Katrina because I know it pisses you off) Tanya replies smugly in our old tongue.

"Uhryznite mi!" (Bite me!) I spit.

"Nepokúšajte mi" (don't tempt me) Tanya retorts.

"Now I know how Kate feels" Carmen states. She and Eleazar have a terrible habit for having entire conversations in Spanish while I sit there clueless.

"La conozco expresión confusa hilarante?" (I know isn't her confused expression hilarious?) Tanya says to Carmen, I hate the fact that my sister is very bilingual.

"Bastante"(quite) Carmen nods.

I don't know many words in Spanish but I don't need to, to tell that they aren't sharing pleasantries about me.

"I think I'll go find someone who I can understand when they talk" I say.

"You know Garrett speaks French right?" Tanya says with a smirk.

"I know" I sneer flashing my favorite finger at her.

"I thought you kicked him out for the afternoon" Carmen states.

"I changed my mind. I'm technically dead not brain dead I can make decisions like that" I say.

I stand up from my place perched on the couch arm and walk out of the living room in to the front foyer and start up the stairs. As I reach the top of the steps I can tell that Carmen was right, Garrett is on the roof. Every vampire has a unique sent and I'm drawn to his.

As I step up on to the last stair I suddenly feel very light headed and a stabbing pain shoots through my stomach. I double over and bite my lip so hard that the skin splits. My vision blurs and I feel a falling sensation. It's not until I land hard on the granite floor that I realize I've fallen down the stairs.

"Kate!" I hear Tanya gasp but her voice sounds muffled, as if a glass wall were separating us.

I try to look for her but it's like a thick film is over my eyes, everything is too blurred to make anything out.

I feel two sets of hands grab on to me and a set of footsteps flying down the stairs.

"What the hell happened?" Garrett is here somewhere.

I want to reach out to him but every process that runs through my mind can't be performed physically. All my senses are numb witch as a vampire is unbearable, centuries of nothing but perfect clarity and now this. But the ability to sense pain still lingers.

Before Sasha bit me I had been impaled straight through the chest, my left lung was punctured and I was choking on blood. Even that pain, even the endless flame of the transformation can't compare to the stabbing blade in my stomach now.

"Kate what is it?! Kate can hear me?!" Tanya asks clearly panicked.

"Her eyes are rolling back" Carmen says.

"Kate, Kate look at me. Come on Baby snap out of it" Garrett whispers, I can feel him near me and I can hear him but even that is fading away.

The last thing that I witness is a cold fluid running down my legs and Tanya's voice just a whisper now.

"What do we do?"…..

Then black and silence closes in, maybe this is death, maybe there is a limit to life…

hey so here's the third chapter. I've seen the whole twilight vampire impossibly pregnant thing done a lot of different ways, usually resulting in them somehow magically turning human. I am not going to do that. there will be many complications and it will in no way be a happy normal 'oh my god we're having a baby' story. I will explain how she got pregnant but that may be in a sequel.

so if you're a big Denali sisters fan like me you know that Tanya and Kate were born and turned in Slovakia therefore they must have spoke Slovak at one point. and Carmen speaks Spanish in the book. so I don't know if you guys think it's lame or not but I for one love different languages, and I thought it would be cool. and if you happen to know Slovak or Spanish I know the translation isn't perfect but blame google translate not me.

I would like to thank 'That child' for the first review I've gotten on this, and thanks to anyone who is following or has made this story a favorite. Thank you!

so please let me know what you think and I'll see you next time.

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