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Not only had the queen ordered two guards to follow Emma around, she wasn't allowed anywhere except her room and the dining hall. Where she would have to face the queen every day. Emma could tell the queen had not forgiven her, whenever Emma spoke the queen would give her an icy glare. Emma knew it was a threat, she was no longer allowed a voice when the queen was around.
She was there to obey everything she was told, please the queen as best she could. Emma tried to, to get the queen to like her again. Nothing worked when Emma would try to talk to her the guards would send her back to her room. She tried to write a note which backfired because the queen had ripped it in her face. Emma still remembered the words "apology not accepted."
That's when Emma had decided that it was not worth it she had to wait. Waiting was hard when all she wanted to do was curl up in the queen's lap. Why, Emma had thought, did she want the queen to love her so badly, when all the queen had done was hurt her? The queen was the poison that had invaded her brain, at one point she was going to leave, and the next second she was wanting her love. It was a never ending battle for Emma.
The queen was evil, and Emma could see that when the woman was not around, but once the queen was by her side it all changed, Emma did not see the queen as evil. She saw her as a broken doll, one who needed Emma's love just as Emma needed hers. When the queen spoke to Emma her voice enthralled her. The queen was everything Emma had ever wanted; a mother.
Oh how Emma wished the queen really were her mother, she had no idea the truth of who her parents really were. She often wondered who they really were, she felt like a lost sheep, she belonged nowhere. That's one of the reasons she wanted the queen back so bad, she was the only one who had truly wanted her.
The queen was not like her foster parents who only wanted the money that came along with her. The queen wanted to teach and love Emma unconditionally, with the only price being locked in the castle with her.
She needed the queen back, but she had done everything in her power too. The queen had to forgive her before they would be talking again. So Emma just went through every day in a fog, wondering if the queen was ever going to forgive her.
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It had been two days sense Regina and Emma's fight, Regina had tried to get herself to forgive Emma countless times. She just couldn't, after everything Regina had given to Emma, and she was going to run away. Not only had Emma ripped the curse she had paid heavily for, she had hurt Regina's feelings.
It was hard to accept that, that Regina's feeling where hurt by this little girl; snow white's little girl. It was the hardest part knowing Emma was Snows daughter. If only Emma had been hers, then maybe it would be easier to forgive her.
Emma had tried to apologize many times but every time Regina had knocked her back down. Regina wanted Emma to beg, want Regina back so bad, she would be willing to do anything for her. That day would come when she would gain Emma's trust, and Regina was not going to accept Emma's apology until then.
It had been a week after their fight when Emma had tried to get Regina to forgive her one last time. Regina had been in her room reading at her desk when Emma had come in. Emma was wearing a white gown with her light blond hair flowing upon her shoulders. It was hard to resist the cute face, so when Emma had come in Regina had decided to listen to the girl.
Emma had a guilty expression on her face; mixed with fear and wanting. She sat in the chair next to the queen. It looked as if the girl wanted to jump out her seat and hug the queen. The queen liked Emma like this; vulnerable.
The queen looked up from her book and said "what do you want dear, as you can see I am busy here." the girls eyes darted down with guilt, because she had interrupted the queen. This gave a warm feeling in the queen's heart; knowing Emma cared.
Emma sat up seconds later and said "about the other day, I am truly sorry and I really wish I had your forgiveness." her eyes looking through the queen, looking for any sort of warmth in her eyes.
The queen motioned Emma to sit on her lap, as she said "Emma dear, you promise me this, you will never try to run away again."
The girls cheeks turned a dark color red as she smirked knowing her victory, "I promise, I won't ever try again." she then took the queen in her arms holding her close as she said "I love you so much, thank you."
The queen hugged Emma back softly, smelling the sweet scent of the little girl, she had missed this also, as much as she didn't want to admit it. As she held Emma she said I love you too, Emma dear." the little girl held her tighter after hearing this. After a couple seconds past Emma got up standing in front of the queen.
Emma eyes were popping with happiness and lips twisted in a smile as she said "I will let you get back, but I will see you at dinner." she hugged the queen softly and kissed her cheek before making her way to the door.
But before she had left the queen said " Emma dear, as the little girl turned facing the queen, you ever try to run away again, you are going to wish you were dead." the little's happy smile turned into fear as she shook her head in agreement, before leaving.