Reviews are welcome... Still don't own iCarly!
Freddie's POV
It's her DAD! I thought Sam's dad was... well i didn't know. We've never talked about it and now she's crying into my shoulder about it.
"Sam it's going to be ok"
"No it won't, it never was until he got put away" Put Away?
"Sam I want to help but you have to tell me what you mean"
Sam's POV
What I mean. He's going to think I have such a horrible family after I tell him, he'll think I'm like my dad. Oh God I can't stop crying.
"Sam calm down, it's all going to be fine"
"No no it isn't, Freddie my dads got home from prison"Well he hasn't passed out and he's still rubing my back trying to calm down the waterful spewing from my eyes "He did horrible things to get him in there"
"What?" he says it so quietly I can tell he's trying no to upset me further but like he said he has to know "Domestic abuse" I spit the words out as though they are poisenous. Freddie's arms have tightened around me and while I probably would have decked anyone else by now I know he's trying to care for me. Why though, why does he want to look after me so much. I find comfort in his arms, I feel safe. I love Freddie and I am certain it is love but I've no idea how he feels, but he's a constant. He has always been there and ever since we shared our first kiss together I havn't been able to keep him off my mind.
"Did he hurt you?" Freddie sounds so choked up.
Freddie's POV
Her Dad hurt her I know it the pause in waiting for her to answer is enough. I'm ready to go downstairs and beat him to a pulp.
"I was the only one he hurt"
"He hit you!" I'm shaking with anger right now, Sam deserves so much better than to have him as a father.
"Hit, kicked, pppunched" She's crying even harder now she's bordering on silent hysterics. I take a chance and kiss the top of her head. "Mum never stands up to him, she just get's drunk so she can't remember what has happened."
"Did she ever help you"
"Never, she just let him get on with it, left the room. All he ever did was shout at her, but it was never physical violence with her" How can someone like Sam be related to such a monster?
"You think I'm like him don't you, because I'm violent" I'd never think that "No I think the violence is the wall you hide behind because you don't want anyone to know the truth about you and your family, now come on"
"Come on what?"
"You can stay with me tonight" Sam's shaking her head violently "I'm not allowed out of my room"
"Sam I'm not leaving you here were that...monster can get to you. You can walk or I'll carry you"
"I'll walk thanks"
"Now there's the Sam I know and love"
Sam's POV
Know and love? love! hold it Sam let's just focus on the task at hand!
"I can't do iCarly tonight my mum will tell him and he'll know where I've gone"
"Yeah but that means you have to tell Carly" Tell Carly no not a chance.
"No way, never this isn't her problem it's mine"
"Sam, Carly won't think any less of you if you tell her"
"It's not happening!"
"Ok can you climb down"
"Is a zebra black and white" Freddie's smiling again. It always makes me feels better when he smiles makes me go all gooey and glowy. Uggh who knew a boy could do that to me of all people?
"Err Sam, are we going"
"Yeah sorry just thinking" He's squeezing my hand and suddenly i think it might just be alright.
I'm sorry not much happened in this chapter but you needed the info. I promise it will all get going in the next one!