Notabum: Hello fellow people of the Internet who read/ write fanfiction. I am writing this on a mobile phone, because my laptop died :( it lived a short life of 6 months. Don't worry laptop your death will never be forgotten! Well on to the story.

Why must me go through these changes? Its unfair. I feel like I'm losing my mind. We all had to survive heavenly host, but I was the weakest one. Why did I get to live? I even tried to kill myself, that shows how weak am...

Yoshiki POV

I woke up I looked at my phone, it was about 6:58 am. That meant I'm going to be late for school. But I don't care if I'm late for school, Satoshi may care. I ran in my room to see if Satoshi was awake, but he still asleep.

" Hey Satoshi, wake up-" I tried to shake him to wake him up. But he wouldn't.

"Yuka...I'm sorry..." Wait did Satoshi just talk in his sleep? What does he mean I'm sorry? Did he do something? I mean there's always times us older brothers feel like we don't do a good job at our...well job at protecting our siblings. But when one of them dies, we feel like it was all our fault. My little sister never died...but I don't know how much pain Satoshi is in from his lost.

"Satoshi wake up we're gonna be late for school if you don't wake up!" I pushed Satoshi off the bed. All I heard was a loud thump. I sort of felt bad, but I really wanted to do that. Satoshi's eyes opened as he looked around. He looked out of it.

"...Yoshiki-" Satoshi just laid there not even getting up.

"Satoshi I know you may be sleepy, but um if you don't hurry we'll be late for school-" I couldn't help it but I laughed alittle.

"Agh...b-but-" I walked to my closet and grabbed one of my extra uniforms and handed it to Satoshi.

"Here Satoshi, go to the restroom and put this on." Satoshi took the uniform and limped to the restroom, and slammed the door shut. I laughed and put my uniform on. After I did every to get ready for school I laided back down on my bed. Satoshi then walked and sat on my bed.

"Are you ready Satoshi-" I sat up and grabbed my bag and keys. Satoshi just followed me like a little dog. Wait why am I comparing Satoshi to a dog? We walked out the apartment and started to walk to school.

"Waaaa! N-No! Stop. Please it hurts!" I heard a voice cry. We were already late, but who cares if were any more late to school. I ran to the voice. There stood a girl, she had red hair, and she was shivering in fear. It looked like her glasses were knocked off her face. She also looked about she was 16 or 14 years old.

"AHHHH! If you wimps would just come back! Don't leave me here after you beat me up! Come back so I can take this pencil and stab you in the eye!" She was yelling with no stop. I walked up to her and handed her the glasses that were on the floor.

" Here. Why are you out here? You should be in scho-" she looked me dead in the eye and hissed at me. She took her glasses and put them on.

"Don't tell me what to do or where I should be! But thank you for giving these back to me person I don't know." She smiled. She looked so innocent but then again not.

"What's your name-"

"My names Resuri, im looking for my I'm giving you to much detail about me. Sorry!" She smiled and looked me in the eye.

" Hey! I bet your a thug! I mean just look at you. Your tall! And you have blond hair, I think its bleached but whatever!-" She was nice and...out going.

"I got to go see you later, I think!" She yelled as she ran off. Me and Satoshi just looked at each other. We just walked to school acting like nothing happened.

"Uh...um...Yoshiki, can I tell you something?" I looked at Satoshi and nodded my head. Satoshi doesn't need to ask me if he can tell me something.

"Yoshiki, I made a transfer to a new school. So I don't have to come here. It brings back to much bad memory's of heavenly host.S-"

"So your running away from the truth?W-"

"I'm not running away from the truth! I'm trying not to lose my mind. I know it may not make any sense to you, but I feel that every time I come to this school I feel like I'm going insane!..." Satoshi yelled. Why was he acting like this? I understand how he feels.

"Satoshi if you think transfer will help you, it wont help you. It just may end up making you feel worse!" I grabbed Satoshi by his shirt.

"GET IT THROUGH YOUR HEAD!" I yelled. I let go of Satoshi's shirt in case if I would punch him out of anger. Satoshi backed away from me and walked away. I followed him because, this was the way to school. When we made it to school Satoshi didn't say a word to anyone,he only talked when someone said hi to him or wanted him to do them a favor. On the way to class we pasted Naomi who was at her locker. I wonder why Satoshi didn't say hi to Naomi.

Naomi POV

I was at my locker grabbing my text books. I havn't seen Satoshi today. I wonder if he's OK. I shut my locker and walked to class. When I walked in I saw everyone in their own seats. Satoshi was even here. I walked to Satoshi and poked him. He turned to look at me.

"Oh...hello Naomi..." He sounded depressed like something happened.

"Whats wrong Satoshi?" I asked. He didn't answer me. I walked up to Yoshiki and dropped my things on his desk.

"Hey Yoshiki, whats wrong with Satoshi? Is he OK? Tell me?" I said with a smile. I hope I'm not pushing him to tell if I am to bad.

"I don't know whats wrong with him, whatever it is he'll get over it soo-"

"I feel like I'm losing you all! Satoshi hardly smiles anymore, YOU keep acting weird, and Shinozaki is just acting like class rep, not as a friend anymore!" I said laughing a little. I was laughing in pain.

The day went by slow. It was like any normal day, But why does something feel off?

Notabum: That was chapter um 3

Insanelover: Yup Oh and Notabum let me type this whole chapter on her phone. YAY!

Notabum: Yeah...But I call writing the next chapter!

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Notabum: Oh and if there is spelling errors i'll fix them asap!