I should have been there...

I knew...

I should have gone there...

Should have warned them...

It's all my fault...

Her phone rang again.

"Bel, how are you?" A female voice asked.

"Don't worry your pretty little tail. I'm fine Mia, it's just a cold! How are you over there?"

"Rainbow Falls are so pretty! We're just camping here on a cliff. The weather could be better though, rainclouds are coming this way. We need to get to the cave before it gets here, it's dangerous here with rain. We're moving now, i'd better end the call, we'll call you when we get to the cave, K? Bye!"

"Bye! Be safe!" Bella hung up.

"How are you feeling, Bella?" The therapist asked.

"Good."

"You miss your friends, i'm sure you do, but you can talk to me about everything."

"Great."

"They called you right before the accident, correct?"

"Maybe."

"Which of them?"

"Mia."

"Miranda Phoenix?"

"Yes."

"What about Augustus Pie?"

"Yes."

"What exactly happened?"

"Look, I was supposed to be there, okay? And if you and my stupid mom think that THIS will help me, you are hugely wrong. What makes you think TALKING about it will make it any better? Huh? What makes you think that recalling all of the memories will make me the same happy, stupid and childishly trusting pony I was? I will NEVER be the same. Now GO!" Bella screamed.

"You weren't stupid, and it's great you finally got to let all that out. Now, let's.."

"GO!" Bella snapped.

The therapist stood up and left the room.

Bella still stood there, not even knowing what happened herself. She had never been so angry at anyone. Nor had she screamed so loud in her life.

She sat down and started crying.

It felt good.

She hadn't cried a single tear since that day...

"Please.. Don't go... Don't leave me here. Mia.. August.. Stay with me.."

She was standing behind the glass doors separating the beds and the hallway, they had machines attached to them. Their heartbeats got slower and slower. There were doctors all around, trying to help them. Until.. They stopped. At that point, everything went kinda slowmotion and blurry for Bella. The doctors stepped away and a nurse said: "Time of death: 19:34." And wrote it down on a paper. The doctors left the room and allowed Bella to go in. She stepped in. "No... Mia.. My best friend... We never.. We never got to finish our school presentation about.. how paper is made.. August.. I never.. I never got to tell you... I love you..."

Bella stopped. There were tears in her eyes, but she was smiling.

"I love you.." She whispered.