USAGIS POV.
"Misaki?" I question as I walk in the living room. It's three in the morning. I came down for a drink of water.
"What?" I turn on the living room light. I smile. I can see his arm hanging off the edge of the couch. He has a giant teddy bear laying on top of him.
"When you got out of jail.. did you get this from our home."
"Yes." He says. I walk over to the chair next to the couch. I sit down and pull the bear off of him.
"What the hell are you doing Usagi?" He looks at me with anger. I put the bear on the ground. Misaki is shirtless. I have seen him shirtless many many times. But this time, I blushed. I push Misaki over. He;s squeezed against the back of the couch.
"What are you doing!" I lay on the couch and pull misaki into my chest
"Misaki..." My voice trails off
"Usagi." He grabs my shirt and begins to cry into my chest. I put my arms around him and hold him. "You left."
"What?"
"I loved you!" He continues to cry harder. "And you left." He sobs in my chest.
"I know you loved me." I smile. "You did name your kid after me." I kiss his head.
"Yea."
"Misaki. When you come home, I will never leave you again." He looks up at me.
"Usagi. Things have changed. I have a job. I have kids. Things will never be the same.. Besides I don't love you like I did then." My eyes widen and my heart stops. I get up.
"Goodnight Misaki. I will see you in the morning." I turn out the light and walk upstairs. I walk into Misakis bedroom and lay down next to Takahiro. I don't know how to handle him. I love him. I am perfectly willing to help him raise Alesa and Artia. I am willing to do everything for him to be back in my life. I roll over. I sigh. I get back out of bed and walk downstairs. I can't just sit here. I walk over to Misaki. He's sitting up with a cigarette in his hand. I take the cigarette and out it out. I grab him by the collar of his shirt and pull him up.
"I love you Misaki. I will do anything I have to. I will start from the bottom. I will make you fall in love with me all over again. I swear I will. Even if it takes forever." He starts to cry. "Stop crying." I say.
"It's impossible to stop crying once you've started."
"You said that once before." I wrap my arm around his waist. I pull him close and crush my lips against his. He opens his eyes wide.
"Usagi." He says as I pull away.
"You stopped crying." He frowns.
"Go to bed. Big day tomorrow. He pushes me away. I look at him before I fully disappear up the stairs. He shows a small smile. I haven't seen that smile in so long. I smile at myself, well because seeing Misaki happy, makes me happy.