"I think I'm drowning
Asphyxiated
I wanna break the spell
That you've created
Your something beautiful
A contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction.."
-Time Is Running Out by Muse
Chapter 3:Interrupted
I was deep into thoughts of how I would do it. How I would tell him.
I needed to let him soon, even if I wasn't ready. It would get him out of this... depression, so I would let him.
The question was, when? When would I let myself official let go of virginity? This question was starting to aggravate me.
I sighed and pushed it out of my mind again today and tried to focus on what the boy wanted.
He had taken my hair, how could that benefit him? Did he want to know something about me? What was this all about? Everything was so complicated right now, I wanted to be free of it, yet no way was that possible.
I decided I would look further into the situation and try to find some way of help. I filtered the feelings of futures such as inventions and such, focusing on this boys and my futures in particular. Many feelings of hate and fear rushed to me, and I wondered what this had to do with the future? I could feel some sort of stalking taking place; yet I was unsure of who would follow who.
I had reasons to follow him already in mind, but I couldn't think of any for him to follow me. I was never very interesting, but being a vampire had changed that quite a bit. But, either way, what would he want from me?
Could he want me dead? Why would he?
Did he want to kidnap me? Why?
I wanted to ask Jasper if he had some sort of... problem with this boy, but I didn't know how to ask him. I pushed my legs forward to the house(Jasper had already returned from where-ever he had gone off to) and walked up the staircase grudgingly.
I pushed the door open to a slit and saw Jasper reading a book on the couch. We use that couch a lot. I thought to myself. I pushed it open further, and his eyes flickered up to my face and a grin spread across his.
"Hey," he said, moving over and patting the seat next to him. I smiled and sat down, turning my body to face his.
"Jasper?" I asked him, nervous.
"Bella?"
"Do you have any... enemies that are vampires?" I blurted out, my only pause between any and enemies. I breathed heavily, trying to not let him notice.
"I guess you could say that."
"Any that are small, have brown hair and are really thin?" I asked, matching the description to my memories.
"No. Why?"
"Just curious." I said, and let the subject drop, mentally crossing that option off the list of possibilities. He shrugged it off and continued reading while I played with his hair. He smiled and I sighed and put my chin on his shoulder, reading the page he was on.
He was reading Dracula. I laughed at this; wouldn't he find this book just a bit boring considering it wasn't real? I continued to move my body closer to his back, unsure of why I was.
I felt him tense and lost all feelings for the future–they shifted from anger, to outrage, to passion, to love in a never stopping cycle. I suddenly realized what I was going to do. I knew in my gut that today was the day. I looked behind my, seeing that it was, in fact, the next day. I wondered how long I had been sitting here and shrugged it off. I had to focus on what would happen.
I knew the basics from the many times my mother had talked to me about it, and I knew that I couldn't get pregnant from Elizabeth's experiences. As I thought of Elizabeth, I noticed her cheerful thoughts ringing through my head. I stifled a laugh at this.
Without thinking I started stroking the back of Jasper's neck and I felt him slightly tensing beneath my touch. I smiled and leaned in to kiss the crook of his neck and he let a moan slip between his lips.
I stood to walk to the door and, with my back facing him and my but hidden behind a desk, unzipped the back of my dress and it fell the floor.
At that moment, I heard the wooden door creak open and Rose and Emmett were revealed.
"My eyes! My precious eyes!" Rosalie screamed and tried to run, banging into the wall behind her in the process and making a small dent. Emmett stood in the doorway ogling me.
I was frozen still, unable to cover myself no matter how much I wanted to. I heard a low growl rip from Jasper and Emmett's eyes whipped from my chest to him; I took this opportunity to pull my dress back up, but I must have been in a hurry to unzip it because it wouldn't zip back up.
Esme walked up to see what was happening and my dress fell once more. She screamed and I flipped myself around in a hurry, tripping over my dress and falling across the desk, my arms flailing about revealing myself and Jasper was watching with star-struck eyes. When I thought nothing could be worse, Mary Alice was now there, and had doubled over laughing, she tried to cover her mouth and stop but it was no use.
So I was now lying in a heap on the floor, my entire body completely showing and had an audience full of vampires. Screaming, laughing, staring vampires. Oh, and lets not forget: the one vampire scared out of her mind.
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I sighed as I walked through the forest, a twig snapping beneath my foot. Another day hunting with Jasper; I was needing more hunting now that humans started moving closer to the house and Jasper was being pulled into a further depression.
I was tempted to just take him right then, but I held back. I now had a date set and had a semi-plan. I would let him in three days time.
It wouldn't be that long for him.
Hopefully.
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Haha! You probly thought you'd get a lemon! NAH NAH NAH NAH NAH! xD Okay, more serious matters, why is this so short? Why did this take so long to get up? Well, -insert list of excuses- see? i was busy. and the reason its so short, i thought i would end it here cuz i wanted to end it here. Sorry about the thing with the lemon. It was spost to be there, but i didn't want to yet. You do realize she might not even do it in this book? Even if it's three days away, i can make seven chapters from one day; you think i cant make this whole book just two days? pshh. i prolly wont, but still. okay, meEXSTATIC!! I got photoshop(its hard to use) and i can make better cover things now! well, i got GIMP which is basically photoshop but its free(and legal). anyways, i cant mix photos and stuff(the basic purpose of me getting it) so im just using it for deviantART stuff untill my birfdayy(August 14th) when im asking for the real photoshop. (: the song is really perfect for this chapter, btw. if you have it, listen toit and re-read the more... what to call it... intimate part of the "lemon". Really not all of that part goes with it, but most of the stuff listed matches it. (: anyways, playlist: Michelle Branch's whole CD(The Spirit Room), Presure by Paramore, Time Is Running Out by Muse, Won't Go Home Without You by Maroon 5. ((: mkay, now press that beautiful purple button and type your hearts out and then send the review! thus ending my chapterly rantings. (: