I don't own any WWE person or anything of that type. Anyways this is almost a weird chap, but beside that enjoy. =]

Hear my story, give it to you for free.

I would be the most ignorant person in the world if I didn't know Alex had watched my match tonight. I left TNA right after I found out he cheated. The pain I felt was too much to take. I had to get away, I couldn't face both of them. The feeling of betrayal was also too great to take. I packed my things and headed back to New York. Once I landed I called Jeff and asked to be release. When he asked why, I told him I couldn't go back. That night I spend it crying. The day after I changed my phone number, I couldn't take him calling me and begging him to listen. I just didn't want him around me, I knew I would forgive. My heart pleaded with me to listen to him but my self respect wouldn't.

I spend 2 months, 2 mother fucking months crying over him. I couldn't sleep, thoughts of them together came into my mind. My eyes hurt of crying so much but I couldn't stop. I tried to live my life normally but I couldn't get rid of the pain. I thought about talking to him but he crossed the line with Ella. I knew deep down inside I would never truly forgive him. I thought I had a perfect life just to see it crash. A month later I got a call from Vince McMahon.

I trained privately away from the rest of the superstars. I wasn't allowed to wrestle for any other company for 5 months after my release date. Just Vince and me knew what I was doing. Those two months flew by quickly. Wrestling helped numb the pain. That's what I did, I numbed myself from Alex. I began living my life acting as if we never happened.

As soon as I get the 5 months I was put on Raw house shows. I didn't mind at all until Evan started being my shadow. I wasn't stupid I knew he was telling Alex about me. Every time we talked he tried to make me talk about Alex. I always found a way to get out of talking about him. I hadn't talked about him for 2 months and I don't plan on starting. Our once perfect picture was ripped into pieces.

I was walking to the parking lot thinking about the events that just happen tonight. I made my debut and won, talked to Randy, took a quick shower, changed, talked to Ted, and got an offer to join Legacy. Randy was acting weird, he was stuttering. He also would stop and look at me then shake his head. When I asked him about it he said he was feeling tired. I had told him I would think about it and he frowned. He was silently walking beside me to his car.

"Just give me a day, okay?" I asked placing my hand on his shoulder. He just stopped and looked down at me.

"Here let me help you." He took my bag.

"But to I fit into legacy? The one on TV?" I asked.

"Yea, we need a new feel." He placed his arm over my shoulder.

"But -"

"Just think about it." He took his arms off once he saw the rest of legacy. Both Cody and Ted shot me a small smile and Taylor just glared at me. She never really liked for some reason.

"Why is she coming with us?" Asked Taylor.

"Cause I want her to." Randy answered with anger. He unlocked the car and put our stuff inside.

The rest did the same. Ted and Cody open the door and sat in the back, Taylor sat in the passenger seat. I was about to climb when someone grabbed my arm.

"Your sitting up front." said Randy.

"But Taylor is already there."

"I'll tell her to move." He was making his way to the passenger side.

"No it's fine." I stood in front of him.

"But-"

"It's okay, I don't want any trouble." He just nodded and mumbled something. I smiled at him and he helped me get in. I turned on my iPod, Ted was about to fall sleep and Cody was spaced out looking out the window. Randy was driving so that wasn't going to work and Taylor, well, yea. It was about a half an hour ride back to the hotel. Every time we stopped for a red light Randy would look up to the mirror. I smiled at him and he would return it. When we got to the hotel he helped down and grabbed my bag. I didn't get a chance to say goodbye to the group before Randy pulled me. He was acting pretty funny as we went up to our floor he was silent.

"You okay?" I asked as I opened my room.

"Yea, I...I."

I stood there frozen. The numbness feeling I had was being replaced with hurt. Tears began falling from my eyes all because of the bouquet of blue roses. They were a baby blue color. Only Alex knew I loved white roses sprayed baby blue. He knew exactly where I was. The one thing I wanted to forget was coming back. I could feel my knees going weak. Randy wrapped his arm around me. I buried my face into his chest and cried, all the pain was coming back. I knew it would soon return but not so soon. My wound was now torn open again.

"What's wrong?" asked Randy walking us both into my room. He closed the door behind us. I had never told anyone about Alex before. I wasn't sure if I should in the first place. I shook my head.

"Let me help you." He ran his finger through my hair. I felt one of his hand go behind my knees. Then my feet were off the ground, he carried me into the couch and sat me on top of him. I buried my face into his neck.

"Babe please." He was pleading with me. He rubbed small circles on my back.

"Roses...Alex."I said in between sobs. I felt Randy's body tensed up at the name of Alex.

"Who is he?" He asked a few minutes later.

"The guy who broke my heart." His grip on me tighten.

"It's going to be okay, Angel."

He said kissing my forehead.