Sydney went to the car and
pulled out the bag holding her doll and the overdue Christmas gift. She wasn't
sure exactly what her next step should be. She couldn't just grab her father
and blubber out the story.
She let herself back in
and made her way to the den, listening as her father came down the stairs. She
gave a start as she heard the phone ring. "Not again," she thought.
She heard the murmur of
her father's conversation and then the sound of the receiver being returned to
its cradle. She half expected her father to dial Nanny Smith. She was still
smiling at this thought when her father entered the den.
Sydney looked at him
inquiringly. "Kendall," her father said briefly. "He needs to
see us tomorrow at 2pm."
"Why?"
Her father shook his
head. "He wouldn't say." Jack looked at his watch. "Have you
eaten yet?" Sydney shook her head no. She was surprised to realize she was
hungry.
"There's a Chinese
restaurant not too far from here. We could walk there. Is that ok with
you?"
"Sounds good,
Dad." So far, thought Sydney, so good. Walking with her father would be
nice. It was one of the things she missed from her childhood.
They walked in silence.
Sydney reached out and put her arm through Jack's. She knew she caught him a
little off guard, but he didn't pull away. As they arrived at the restaurant,
Sydney realized she and her father had frequented this place often when she was
a little girl. The owner had a daughter her age and the two of them would play
together while their fathers conversed. Michelle. That was her name. She had
taught Sydney Chinese.
Her father opened the
door for her. As she walked in she felt a tiny girl fly past her and into her
fathers arms. "Uncle Jack." The little girl reached up and gave him a
kiss. Sydney felt a pang in her heart. She used to be able to do that with her
father. "Mommy, mommy, come and see. Uncle Jack is here." A woman in
her late twenties greeted her father with a hug and kissed his cheek.
"Uncle Jack. We've been worried about you. Dad will be happy to see his
old friend" The woman removed the little girl from Jack's arms.
"Come, sit."
The woman looked at Sydney and frowned.
"Michelle, you
remember my daughter Sydney." Jack lightly touched Sydney's back,
directing her toward the table.
"Oh, yes, how are
you, Sydney? We are honored to have the daughter of our Uncle Jack dine with us
tonight." Sydney wasn't sure, but she thought there was a hint of
disapproval in Michelle's voice. Michelle turned and asked her daughter to find
her grandfather. "He would be very unhappy with me if I did not tell him
of his good friends arrival." She left them and returned to the kitchen.
"It's been hard on
Michelle the past two years." Sydney started as she realized her father
was speaking to her. "Her husband died in a car accident, so she's been
raising Sukey on her own. Her father had a stroke about a year ago. She not
only has the huge task of running this restaurant, but also the care of her
father and her daughter." He shook his head. "I don't know how she
manages. I've never seen her complain."
A waiter came by and
poured their tea and took their order. He, too, seemed to know my father well.
"Michelle's younger brother," Jack explained. "He's in his last
year of college. He helps his sister out whenever he can and the tips come in
handy for extras at school."
While they waited for
their meal, Jack's friend entered the room. The man had two metal canes and
walked in slowly. Her father pulled a chair out and the man sat down
gratefully. "Chan, you remember my daughter, Sydney." His friend
bowed and said "It is a pleasure to see you again, honorable daughter of
my old friend." She saw her father's frown. Chan was treating her very
formally. "I will leave you two for now. Please don't be absent so long
again, my friend. We were all concerned." Chan smiled at Jack and bowed
once again to Sydney.
Their dinner arrived
and they ate in silence. Sydney had once thought her father too cold to have
friends. And yet, it seemed, everywhere she went she found people who held him
not only in great esteem, but deep friendship.
She held her father's
arm again as they left the restaurant. She was surprised at the number of
people out walking. She was even more shocked by the admiring stares woman
threw her father's way. Some of them were pretty blatant. One woman in
particular had been incredibly rude. Sydney thought she heard her say yum as
they passed by. She looked up at her Dad, sure that he would be angry. He,
apparently, was clueless. Sydney smiled. Perhaps her mother did still have a
chance. Dad was never oblivious when he was with Irina.
When they returned to
the den, Sydney pulled the Christmas present out of the bag. She hesitated for
a moment, then handed it to her father. "What's this?" Jack asked, curiosity
tingeing his voice. "A surprise." Sydney smiled at her father. He
looked a little startled. "It's wrapped in Christmas paper, Sydney.
Perhaps, I should wait."
"No, Daddy."
Sydney's voice shook a little. "You've already waited. I wrapped this for
you sixteen years ago."
Jack read the tag on
the present. She saw her father's hands tremble as he unwrapped her gift. The
drawing had yellowed a little with time. Underneath the drawing she had written
"I love you Daddy". Her father's head was bowed, so she couldn't see
his face. Sydney sat next to him. He turned and she saw his tears. Sydney's own
tears started to flow.
She reached up and
kissed him on the cheek, then circled her arms around him and tightened them
into a hug.
"I'm sorry, Daddy.
I was so angry at you for leaving me. I had lost Mom and every time you left, I
was afraid you wouldn't come back, too. I've missed you so much."
