Nikki, I don't know how to say this, but I.. I'm in a lot of pain.. I was just walking down the hallway, right? I was getting Luki.. something to eat.. he was sleeping, so I figured he'd be hungry when he woke up.. and this guy in red, he took me into his room and did some.. I don't even know how to explain it.. but it hurt so much.. I even started to bleed, and I don't bleed often, because I'm a Vocaloid and all, right? But I still bleed, and it.. I can't even walk now, Nikki.. It hurts so much just lay here..
but, but.. Luki was so nice when he found me.. but when we got back into our room.. he got really mad.. I think he's mad at me for loosing his lunch.. I don't like it when Luki's mad, you know.. I like him too much for that.. If I was just a little bit more careful.. this wouldn't of happened! I wouldn't be in pain, Luki wouldn't be mad at me, and he'd be fed.. but he's being nice to me too. Really gently when he sees if I'm okay, you know? But.. I don't like it when he looks so mad.. it makes me feel like I've done something wrong.. which I have, so it's a lot worse.. I just want things to be normal! I don't wanna be in pain, I don't wanna make Luki mad.. and I just wanna tell him how I feel! It hurts a lot.. keeping my feelings all bottled up like this.. I don't want to do it anymore..
Nikki, I'm going to tell Luki when I'm all better, so he's not so mad when I tell him.. Is that a good idea? I don't know... maybe I shouldn't.. but I really really want to.. I don't know what to do! I'd ask Miku-nee, but she'd probably frown upon me for liking Luki.. I don't wanna make Miku-nee mad too.. That would just ruin everything in my life. I love her, because she's my sister, so.. … I just want things normal again.. Maybe if I was just a little bit nicer and better.. because I took one of Miku-nee's leeks.. since I ran out of mine. I hope she doesn't notice and hate me forever..
I think I've decided.. I'm going to tell Luki when I'm better.. I'll tell him I love him.